Wow I'm amazed by how QUICK and DEEP your advises are, thanks a lot to each and every one of you,
Tomorrow I have an appointment with a doctor to get a prescription for blood-work, and examination of my family jewels. Tuesday i'm going to receive a first treatment and yes I will need a few injections because now I know it Peyronie's disease, wich is a scared cavernous tissues basically, it's been there for a while and hasn't improved but I didn't know what was going on (i suspect last year stimulant abuse being the cause of stress in that area)
Then, I have to get rid of infections by ingesting a product, then growing my balls back to normal and getting back healthy levels of test and hormonal balance (homeostasis).
My pct is going well, I don't feel much sides, I would say I feel a lot better on 50 mg clomid and 40 of nolva than when I had nothing on hand, i reversed some atrophy. I train home since a week because I subscribed in a school 2 hours from home and i'm waiting for the answer so had to cancel my 12 month subscription before I had fees. I believe I do even, if not better home.
For the addictions I am totally aware of my weakness, but also of my strengths as I won't allow myself to go nearly as down as I was, I haven't done any chemicals in a while, i'm staying as far as I can from alcohol and weed is the one last habit I have to get rid of (munchies, memory, lung capacity, money and ambition).
I won't even consider AA'S again, at least, in a very long time, because I admit they are amazing, but also very dangerous. I wonder if there's even a ``good way`` to do them, I think they can only be harmful because of the HPTA shutdown and it is very likely to shorten your life spent IMO.
I have a question, if I could get my hand on actual HCG, as I did my last test en shot a month ago, would it be benefical to reversing atrophy or the possible stop of natural test production would worsen it afterwards?
Thanks you all for your precious advice
Tim