I am 38 and last few years haven't been much good to me. I suffered with depression, anxiety and clonazepam addiction for 3 years. I am off the clonopin now for a good few months, but still taking SSRI's. I have a fatigue and difficulty concentrating for a few years now. Trying to hit the gym, but if I do it twice a week that would be good. Because of my fatigue and my job, which requires good concentration, I started looking up for nootropics info and got very interested about the subject. I have tried a few pharmaceutical ones(modafinil, racetams etc). What got my attention was that in the youtube nootropic channels , most of the guys are saying that testosterone is the best nootropic that's out there. A few months ago, I was diagnosed with metabolic syndrome (abdominal fat accumulation, high uric acid, high blood sugar, liver enzymes). I believe it's because of my sedentary lifestyle and the shitty food I eat , along with some alcohol consumption. Now, I don't know if my test levels are low and I don't want to know right now, but it looks like I have all the symptoms of it. I decided to go on Test E for 10 months to see if I get better results. What I want from it is to improve my fatigue, concentration and make me want to train and eat clean, don't care about muscle growth (I care about losing belly fat, though). So I got it Test E 250 from Malay Tiger , an underground laboratory that most people in Eastern Europe are saying is fine. Probably under dosed, but containing the real gear. I also saw that here we have nandrolone decaonate in the pharmacies and I contacted a pharmacy guy that used to gave modafinil without description and he gave nandrolone for double the price compared to what is in the pharmacy. My plan is to run test e 250mg.ew and 50mg nandrolone ew. I will give it a chance to see if it will work for 10 weeks. If it doesn't work will drop it. If it works, I will go full year to get all the recovery benefits from the testosterone therapy and work on changing my physique and eating habits. Also by the 5th week , I will check my t levels and if they are shit, I would consider that the test I got is fake and will ask the pharmacy guy for some sustanon. Do you think that's a good plan? Are the pharmaceuticals correct for my goals? Do I need to add something? Do I need different doses?