I love the strange complexes people develop on these boards. When a person has a problem related to steroids they are quick to blame the steroid and use it as a scapegoat, when along they were the culprit. There were certain things that you did that caused you to castrate yourself. Now, you have to start from the beginning, and sift through the timeline of your cycle, and then find out what you did to cause this problem. You are kidding yourself if you think the drug did this to you. I guarantee it was not deca, per se. Deca is not the problem, you are the problem.
Here, let me help. Here are some of the things that might have entangled you when you decided to embark with deca.
1). You might of had a high level of estrogen pre-cycle, which is not good when running 19-Nors. Because, we all should know by now that when estrogen is high when running 19-Nors, more than likely it will flare up prolactin, which subsequently will crash a libido.
2). Did you run an adequate amount of testosterone with your cycle, preferably a TRT dose, or higher? I recommend rookies to always run their test higher than the other drugs the are using in a cycle. Because the body produces TEST, and nothing but TEST. It takes a long time to learn your body..
3). Did you insert a good AI from the beginning of your cycle, preferably Aromasin, because it controls E2, which is what men want?
4). How was/is your diet? Diet has a lot to do with estrogen/prolactin problems.
5). What were your dosages and how long was your cycle.
6). Was it all of the above?
There is no quick fix for jump starting your libido. Answer the above questions and I will tell you how to get it going again...