My first cycle was dbol only. In some ways, not the worst thing ever... In terms of a productive steroid cycle it was a waste. But as someone who was also told it was a waste of time, I understand if you don't listen to us - I didn't listen either.
Pin some test, if you're apprehensive about needles get cyp so you only really need to pin once a week. Practice a few times with an insulin needle so you get use to turning around and what the pinch feels like... Pretty soon you'll realize that it lasts just a moment. Then use 25g needles when you're ready for showtime. Don't think feel stupid if you're all nervous and geeked out at first, just accept that this is something you need to do and take pride in it. In other words, change your mental association.
If... IF... you decide you're just not ready to go there yet and you've got that overwhelming urge to do a Dbol only cycle, don't be a douchebag. Get a good dose of an AI regularly and have pct supplies on hand, before you start. It's important.