Shaking my head at this log.
So you messed around with a deadly drug for what? Nothing. You're still at the same weight and can't stop binging.
I'm a female and see the eating disorder red flags from a mile away, something most men wouldn't see. I highly recommend seeing a therapist, if not you need to figure out your trigger foods/emotions and stop them before you full out binge. It's not healthy and certainly not normal.
I'm willing to bet you're too restrictive during the day causing the night binges. How many calories are you aiming to hit and what kinds of foods are you eating?
So you messed around with a deadly drug for what? Nothing. You're still at the same weight and can't stop binging.
I'm a female and see the eating disorder red flags from a mile away, something most men wouldn't see. I highly recommend seeing a therapist, if not you need to figure out your trigger foods/emotions and stop them before you full out binge. It's not healthy and certainly not normal.
I'm willing to bet you're too restrictive during the day causing the night binges. How many calories are you aiming to hit and what kinds of foods are you eating?