I have taken several compounds over the last few years and I'm noticing its really affecting my well being and productivity. I am prone to hair loss, so I can only use 1/3 of the most commonly used compounds, but from what I have used, the side effects have been harsh.
I have basically narrowed my stack down to test/deca/eq, but I've also tried superdrol, tren and tbol of which all made me feel like shit.
The deca makes me extremely tired and unmotivated. I feel like I am in this fog all the time and my brain is just flat - no emotions, just a feeling of emptiness and depression. Even though the gains have been good these last few months, I just thought that being on gear would be much different.
I know instagram is not real, but I see all these guys with amazing physiques who look like they are supercharged in life, and yet I feel like I have a weight dragging behind me holding me back.
Yes, maybe if I just took test and mast or something things would be different. I know not all compounds make you feel worse, but it seems like a majority of them have side effects that just kinda pick away at you little by little...
Does anyone else feel this way? Is this the reality of being a bodybuilder?
I have basically narrowed my stack down to test/deca/eq, but I've also tried superdrol, tren and tbol of which all made me feel like shit.
The deca makes me extremely tired and unmotivated. I feel like I am in this fog all the time and my brain is just flat - no emotions, just a feeling of emptiness and depression. Even though the gains have been good these last few months, I just thought that being on gear would be much different.
I know instagram is not real, but I see all these guys with amazing physiques who look like they are supercharged in life, and yet I feel like I have a weight dragging behind me holding me back.
Yes, maybe if I just took test and mast or something things would be different. I know not all compounds make you feel worse, but it seems like a majority of them have side effects that just kinda pick away at you little by little...
Does anyone else feel this way? Is this the reality of being a bodybuilder?