Welcome to EVO
I am sure you will end up doing what ever you want in the end. You can always start a cycle. You are on the young side. Wait kill it in the gym eat right and learn my man.
Save money don't jeopardize the baby makers in anyway man. You will be able to find good gear when you are ready.
Remember gear is not the end all be all. HARD FUCKING WORK, SWEAT, DEDICATION, PCT and a ton of other things that other people will mention.
Just my 2 cents
BE SAFE, BE HEALTHY AND GROW MY PEOPLE