EssieZA
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Some people KNOW I am on the juicewagon ... and those are members on various BB forums I am member of, my wife, my daughter and my Dad. Other people 'suspect' I might be and then some more are just clueless as they don't give a shit for being healthy and looking it while living it.
On occasion, some of the dipshits who 'suspect' send me links to shit like this:
http://taylorhooton.org/all-posts/page/4/
With reference specifically to Simon Hall.
Yes, he used steroids. Full stop. Chances of anyone having that physique without chemical enhancement are slim-to-none. However ... and this is where my blood starts to boil beyond control ...
I did a comparison search, just to piss on the sender's battery well and proper, of murder suicides linked to jealousy. There are F*()^&NG HUNDREDS OF CASES OF GUYS KILLING THEIR GF'S OR WIVES SO NO-ONE ELSE CAN HAVE THEM AND THEN OFFING THEMSELVES!!!! F(*)&%$NG HUNDREDS!!!!! Another thing ... only 2 are 'connected' to steroid use/abuse. Simon Hall and Chris Benoit ... though Chris's is not entirely due to jealousy.
So, what the fcuk about all the other 'sick dicks' who did this, but were NOT ON JUICE?!?!?!?! What is being said about them? Are the being referred to as the 'not steroid using so-and-so'? NO! But when a guy was on steroids, it gets said over and over and over and over and over and f(*&^%ng OVER!!!!! Even in sports this shit is blown out of proportion!
I wish these types would all just piss off and mind their own things. Look at the states of their own lives and their own health and acknowledge that you get DICKHEADS and ASSHOLES all over, irrespective of steroid use. If you are naturally aggressive (like me) and you are on cycle, then, YES, aggression increases, HOWEVER, I channel it into my kickboxing, boxing and weightlifting. If you are naturally aggressive AND a DICK not grown up enough to cope with your aggression without balls between your legs ... one who prefers to beat his wife and children or some puny little pencilneck just because you can ... THEN YOU ARE GOING TO BE AN EVEN BIGGER ASSHOLE when you are full of Test and Tren ... BUT EVERYONE WHO USES STEROIDS DO NOT SUDDENLY BECOME LIKE THAT WHENEVER YOU ARE ON!!!!!
When I am off cycle, then I will have the occasional flip out at home or 'the look' I give my wife or daughter when they do something they know they shouldn't have. When I am on cycle, agreed, it is harder to keep it there ... but I CHOOSE TO keep it there and after a sit down or quick discussion where every party raises their concerns or motivates their actions, we depart and if I still feel wound up, I hit the weights or the heavy-bag. BUT I CHOOSE how I react.
If things were really that bad, then I guarantee my wife would NOT have been keen on my cycling, but she is. She even reminds me every Mon and Thu that I need to pin (sometimes me thinks it's purely for the crazy libido I have whenever I cycle anything with Test in there ).
Okay ... rant over ... I vented ... and I feel slightly better, but not much.
On occasion, some of the dipshits who 'suspect' send me links to shit like this:
http://taylorhooton.org/all-posts/page/4/
With reference specifically to Simon Hall.
Yes, he used steroids. Full stop. Chances of anyone having that physique without chemical enhancement are slim-to-none. However ... and this is where my blood starts to boil beyond control ...
I did a comparison search, just to piss on the sender's battery well and proper, of murder suicides linked to jealousy. There are F*()^&NG HUNDREDS OF CASES OF GUYS KILLING THEIR GF'S OR WIVES SO NO-ONE ELSE CAN HAVE THEM AND THEN OFFING THEMSELVES!!!! F(*)&%$NG HUNDREDS!!!!! Another thing ... only 2 are 'connected' to steroid use/abuse. Simon Hall and Chris Benoit ... though Chris's is not entirely due to jealousy.
So, what the fcuk about all the other 'sick dicks' who did this, but were NOT ON JUICE?!?!?!?! What is being said about them? Are the being referred to as the 'not steroid using so-and-so'? NO! But when a guy was on steroids, it gets said over and over and over and over and over and f(*&^%ng OVER!!!!! Even in sports this shit is blown out of proportion!
I wish these types would all just piss off and mind their own things. Look at the states of their own lives and their own health and acknowledge that you get DICKHEADS and ASSHOLES all over, irrespective of steroid use. If you are naturally aggressive (like me) and you are on cycle, then, YES, aggression increases, HOWEVER, I channel it into my kickboxing, boxing and weightlifting. If you are naturally aggressive AND a DICK not grown up enough to cope with your aggression without balls between your legs ... one who prefers to beat his wife and children or some puny little pencilneck just because you can ... THEN YOU ARE GOING TO BE AN EVEN BIGGER ASSHOLE when you are full of Test and Tren ... BUT EVERYONE WHO USES STEROIDS DO NOT SUDDENLY BECOME LIKE THAT WHENEVER YOU ARE ON!!!!!
When I am off cycle, then I will have the occasional flip out at home or 'the look' I give my wife or daughter when they do something they know they shouldn't have. When I am on cycle, agreed, it is harder to keep it there ... but I CHOOSE TO keep it there and after a sit down or quick discussion where every party raises their concerns or motivates their actions, we depart and if I still feel wound up, I hit the weights or the heavy-bag. BUT I CHOOSE how I react.
If things were really that bad, then I guarantee my wife would NOT have been keen on my cycling, but she is. She even reminds me every Mon and Thu that I need to pin (sometimes me thinks it's purely for the crazy libido I have whenever I cycle anything with Test in there ).
Okay ... rant over ... I vented ... and I feel slightly better, but not much.