Okay, scenario. You have 6 months to be the most efficient and effective with all aspects of your life. Six months of absolute laser focus and determination. In this six month period, I am talking about starting a new bussiness running two others, taking care of your family, maintaining relationships, and all the while still making gains and focusing on personal development. Are you going to do this with zero chemical enhancement? Or will you use whatever it takes to operate at the highest level possible? Short term, near impossible goals. How will you succed?
This is interesting to me and I may be able to give some personal insight
Chances are you will have to prioritise one or the other.
If you want both, don't take anything.
If you experiment with steroids to achieve Ur physique goal, chances are you will have some hormonal imbalances unless u know exactly what you are doing, and these can impede mental performance and drive in significant ways.
The other option is to focus solely on business and laser focus and productivity... That would require dexamphetamine.
Now during my long enduring break up with my ex and selling the house I saw a psychiatrist who gave me xanax and dexamphetamine.
Dexamphetamine made me super focused on mental aspects, but killed by drive for gym, killed my appetite, I lost a lot of weight...
Iv been on and off dexamphetamine and seen the differences first hand. And when I take dex I'm laser focused on other shit, soo hard to eat, basically ruins any gym/physique goals. It's hard not to abuse, but even when I ran it 100% as prescribed dosed exactly the right times it didn't matter. Plus it changes u a bit, u become far to logical idk.
Now, I truly believe any kind of amphetamine really is the devil. Even dexamphetamine takes a bit of Ur 'essence/soul away' and ur partner will notice. But if ur priority is to finish a degree and taking Dex for that person may be the only way they have enough clarity and motivation/productivity to get their shit together to gain that life changing certificate, than the pros outweigh the cons.
But becoming dependent on that feeling can be hard for some to ever stop.
Sooo be careful man there is kinda one or the other. U have family, dex may effect them, but it will help Ur business, it will also hurt Ur physique
U have steroids which will help Ur physique but if ur estrogen is low or u are on pct or just moody from unbalanced hormones, well that can effect Ur family and ur business.
I do nightshift so that's kinda another reason why I thought I'd give the dex a shot. But Iv taken too many all week after having stopped, been on nightshift all week. Staying awake all day till tonight.
Before that I ran a good cycle, was off the dex, felt good, gained 8kg. Then the dex called me, that feeling comes crawling back thinking maybe I can take some dex and do my steroids and have the best of both worlds but no. And dex doesn't help with girls either... It just makes u weird.
If ur at university and taking dex gets u over the line when perhaps without u dropped out, than yeh do it. But then quit.
If u want an even outcome in all aspects you've described. Eat healthy, sleep and wake at regular times, don't party or drink. Gym/exercise like normal. That will give u the best chance of success across all aspects.
If the business is more important than the wife and physique than take dex.
Huge rant... Dex... Lack of sleep... Nightshift... Limbo in life atm. Arhh. See why take dex!? Arhh!