Loving the sheer attention to detail in this log. It's inspiring to read someone break it down into small pieces like you do. You seem extremely well attuned with your mind and body, and I look forward to following your progress. Great job thus far, keep it up!!!
Thanks for the encouragement Feeling my way back into the lifestyle. There is a stabilizing effect emotionally and mentally in the structure and discipline .
I find It can be isolating too I remember. These boards are good.
So after examining packages at Sarms1, I think I will be ordering each chemical separately. Big savings on bulk.
25 mg Nutrobal at 6am yesterday and today. I am on a roll with it.
Having hot flashes and some moments of weakness but the gains in strength and ability to recover are holding
Reading and rereading dosing and other research.
Eating earlier is helping me keep on time with meals. Stumbling around with the food. I am impatient over this.
My work is so physical I am having trouble tolerating the weakness and brain fog. Tweaking my schedule and rest times.
I want to be through it and comfortable before I start research on Triple Stack.
I fell down hard. It scared the crap out of me. I have never felt broken like that.
I am measuring more than my food here.
I am trying to learn here how to lay a foundation to even start from.
MzJ
#I read a post on the board that moved me. It was about great loss and beginning again. Transparency is good.