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Thread: Why we juice....the hidden reasons

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    Purity Source Labs Representative Stugatz's Avatar
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    Question Why we juice....the hidden reasons

    Kind of a strange topic, but I tend to believe that a lot of people that cycle do it for other reasons than "they just wanna be big". When I was in college I did a sociology report where I conducted anonymous interviews with steroid users, and read into the history of some famous known steroid users. I noticed that most of them had some kind of back story that seemed to link to the reasoning for them using steroids. Whether it be bullying, abuse, sexual abuse, insecurity, drug abuse, etc.


    This led me to look into my own reasoning...


    While it may not be as extreme as some cases...I discovered the reasons deep in my subconscious for my steroid use, that I didn't even know were the reasons behind it.


    I was always a small, skinny, goofy kid. Always had aggression. I had to overcompensate with aggression for my lack of size and strength. I watched my mother (divorced) date a few guys...some who were real assholes to her in front of me and even pushed her around a bit. I had a sister 2 years younger who would bring home scumbag after scumbag. She'd come home with bruises, she got into drugs, etc etc. Having a single mom and a younger sister...I'm supposed to be the protector. Everytime i'd confront one of my sisters boyfriends I'd get my ass handed to me...and they were 2 years younger. It got to me that I was 130lb wimp who couldn't even protect my family. I started lifting at 19....packed on a good 40lbs...and plateaued. Still wasn't big enough to scare people (which is what I wanted to do)...and gains were slowing wayy down. So at 23 I ran my first cycle...and life has improved tenfold ever since.


    If anyone would like to share their hidden reasons for cycling...I'd love to hear it. This thread my be a flop....but I found it interesting that sometimes you don't even realize the real reason motivating your life decisions.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Stugatz View Post

    I was always a small, skinny, goofy kid. Always had aggression. I had to overcompensate with aggression for my lack of size and strength. I watched my mother (divorced) date a few guys...some who were real assholes to her in front of me and even pushed her around a bit. I had a sister 2 years younger who would bring home scumbag after scumbag. She'd come home with bruises, she got into drugs, etc etc. Having a single mom and a younger sister...I'm supposed to be the protector. Everytime i'd confront one of my sisters boyfriends I'd get my ass handed to me...and they were 2 years younger. It got to me that I was 130lb wimp who couldn't even protect my family. I started lifting at 19....packed on a good 40lbs...and plateaued. Still wasn't big enough to scare people (which is what I wanted to do)...and gains were slowing wayy down. So at 23 I ran my first cycle...and life has improved tenfold ever since.
    Wow. I just have to come and say that's a very unfortunate story but I am very happy to hear you managed to make through all that and found your happiness in life.
    Thanks for sharing.


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    According to one recent article 30% are addicted to using them.

    I don't doubt for a second I was any different from other 15 year old teenagers when I started but the bigger and stronger I've got the less of whatever it was the originally drove me and other things keep me at it now. Now, when I use, it's ALWAYS centered around competing.

    Multiple record holder. British and European Grip Champion. Magazine writer. Strength Training Coach. Former supplement company owner.

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    I would not even say it was steroid use, i would say it was weight training in general.. steroids are just a way to get further along so that ties into the overal body image and strength thing
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    I was drawn to SARMs cause I lost all of my muscle mass I built in high school during college. Looking at myself in the mirror became a bummer. Now every time I see somebody I havenít seen in a while they mention that I look like Iíve been at the gym.

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    You sound similar to me in size Stugatz. I was 18, 5'10 and 120lbs when I started. Gained 30 pounds in about 6 months. Although I didn't take steroids until last year and I'm 46 now. But I also didn't go through all the shit you did. I had shit of my own but nothing like what you went through.

    I lost all of the size I had gained a few times due to depression and then having to deal with IBS which would cripple my body every time I would work out too intensely. But I've got all of that under control for the most part now.

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    For me I was fat as hell growing up. Always got made fun of and so finally in HS I started working out except it was all cardio and stuff as I wanted "abs" and got super lean but when I got on the basketball court/football field in college I got pushed around. Thats when I started really weight training and not focusing on losing weight like Ii had always struggled with.

    Now im almost 6'9" and I had gotten down to 200 pounds and looked sickly and this was at age 23. I trained hard for around 5 years until i was 28 and that is when the prohormone craze was full speed so started taking Havoc/Epistane, methyl masterdrol, etc. Got stronger but after a few cycles and reading up on prohormones the side effects were clear and stopped them immediately.

    At age 32 was when peptides exploded. DatBTrue had his forum and I pumped myself full of plenty of igf-lr3, peg-mgf, cjc, hex, ipa, ghrp2/6, etc.

    Then at age 34 really got into sarms (sarms1) and loved the results from them.

    At age 36 is when I did my first real cycle of 500mg/test C for 12 weeks and loved it. 38 now and going between sarms, hgh, and AAS.

    Really for me was body image at the end of the day. Now im about 6'9" and range between 250-280 pounds when either bulking/cutting.

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    When I coach I often tune into the motivators for people. I also tell them they change over time. Heck, I can change mine from one day to the next. IE: If shit kicks off it's kinda useful to be able to tear limbs off.

    Multiple record holder. British and European Grip Champion. Magazine writer. Strength Training Coach. Former supplement company owner.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Fella Finn View Post
    Wow. I just have to come and say that's a very unfortunate story but I am very happy to hear you managed to make through all that and found your happiness in life.
    Thanks for sharing.
    Quote Originally Posted by Darthiggy View Post
    You sound similar to me in size Stugatz. I was 18, 5'10 and 120lbs when I started. Gained 30 pounds in about 6 months. Although I didn't take steroids until last year and I'm 46 now. But I also didn't go through all the shit you did. I had shit of my own but nothing like what you went through.

    I lost all of the size I had gained a few times due to depression and then having to deal with IBS which would cripple my body every time I would work out too intensely. But I've got all of that under control for the most part now.
    After re-reading my first post I realized I may have made it seem worse than it was. I had a great life and a great upbringing. There were some low points but everyone goes through those. My mother didn't date those assholes for long...I hardly remember any of them because they were only around for months at a time before she kicked them out. She is happily married now and my step father is a great guy nowadays.

    As for my sister...well she's still trying to find herself. She has a 7yo daughter with a Junkie whom she luckily removed from their lives. She's doing "ok" but still lives at home and my parents are basically raising my niece. But overall things are good and my life was pretty ok. It's just a lot better on AAS
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    My jobs have helped (as in how to handle my shit) - a combination of training and experience. However, the being big thing has to help. In the last few weeks myself and work colleagues have had to escort drug taking morons off of our premises (crack, heroin, etc). Thus far - zero physical need to put my hands on or raise my voice. That said 'someone' ended up getting pushed off their bike yesterday (they were a little upset - shit happens) after them and their buddies amused themselves by yanking, banging and kicking on my house door. Me, all 297lbs red faced and raging flying out to use (many many times) the C word was, I suspect, unexpected lol. Two ran away and one is on his ass.

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