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Only current source of carbs is full-fat milk for coffee. But tomorrow is Volunteering and Refeeding Day.High fat is all good if you keep your carbs low
Probably try just have cheese and fruit and maybe two sandwiches (two slices of bread)
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Okay dealThat will work
Haha I see, no... I probably would if they were available but I'm gonna try my luck with the surfer chicks at the beach at 7am each day.
Good luck with the lizards bro!
bro i hear those surfer chicks got hairy snatches and arm pits.
okay but at the gym you are still sharing your shower and toilet right?
oh yeah definitely, but it's flash as fuck and has a full time cleaner and hair dryers and power points and ten separate lockable private shower rooms not like a big group shower or anything
we don't roll like that
yeah that is the advantage. you got someone to clean your toilets
Nobody to clean my bedroom though =/
They do not, I checked =)
Well, the good news is it's not that big.
I will try in the morning man - any tips?
Yeah, overall I think every system has its flaws. At the end of the day, we can't control any of that. So just live your life and be happy, it seems like you're doing that.
Fucking aye man. I don't spend much time worrying about shit I cannot control, and try to focus on the things I can
yeah i couldn't control that my ex wife killed herself and daughter doesn't speak to me. but i could control throwing all her dolls away lol
little 1am bed pork & eggs
Pork and eggs
very high protein.
Good shit eh. Eggs really soak up all the fat juicePork and eggs
Haha!
You have a great carnivore meal plan.
For most of this year I've eaten alright but then once a week I'll eat two fucking family-sized blocks of chocolate almost uncontrollably. It's super lame. I'm hoping to try reta or terzepatide to fix thatYou have a great carnivore meal plan.
A GLP-1 like retatrutide will help you with food control.
I just finished listening to two podcast episodes about retatrutide and I am keen. Steve and Mobster make it sound great, I learnt a lot.A GLP-1 like retatrutide will help you with food control.
I had heard of it, I used to live near the Gold Coast on Queensland, Australia where all the Aussie lean muscular man models and shit are, everyone is on it
That's harsh bro, sorry to hear about that. I remember you mentioning the dolls before - you don't need to take the whip to yourself brother, it can become counter-productive after a while, but I know how it is.
When I was trying to re-establish a phone relationship with my son I'm Australia I thought she'd probably try be a bitch about it some how but didn't quite expect what happened.
I called them and found out what books he wanted and then bought the handheld versions for Nintendo, 2 copies of 5 game carts, two Nintendo's and I thought I'd take one and teach him one of the puzzle gaves over the phone walk through style so she didn't need to hand him her phone to try shut him up in the car and turn him into a little "iPad kid" or whatever, remove more adverts and lame shit like apple products from his life.
The courier photographed it on her doorstep. I know it arrived. She never gave it to him and she then sold them.
I went from giving her $3000 AUD a month for five years after we separated (33% of my post tax income those 5 years) to zero and never tried to call again. I paid for a baby sitter for two days a week too so she could work on setting up a phone based psychologist practice.
It's three years later. The situation is the same. I wrote him a letter and my mum hand delivered it. I've upset my parents with this too. They are helping me if I ask them. I said we should get a Manga from Japan he likes the look of and I'll read it to him on the phone.
Once I'm stable with this plan I'm going to try again. I'm ashamed of myself though.
Have you heard of Al-Anon? Are you a drunk or smack head? Do you have custody of her?
Feel free to ignore some or all questions and feel equally free to reach out if I can help or you just want to talk.
I'll let you tell me that doll and suicide story one time in detail, then only mention in passing after.
It's a heavy topic bro, I'm happy to try help you deal with it, but you can't bring it up at random all the time, it'll fuck your head up and fuck my head up too but let's have a crack mate.
If you were interested in the 12 steps, especially step 4 and step 7 and step 8 @HarleyGuy and myself will help you with that too. @Mobster is familar with them too, his brother died from addiction and he provides an outlet here for us in this forum to be supported by each other.
Step 4 is an intense journey of self reflection but most importantly it's about INVENTORY and ANALYSIS.
Every entry into your 4st step personal inventory is a log entry. Just like on Evo every log entry gets bought to light, bought to your attention, looked at, analysed and indexed.
you can think of the 5th step as a DM to one person, and look to the ancient war gods our ancestors channelled before unleashing their rainbow-jizz into our line of successive great grannies with a thud you can still hear if you close your eyes and listen.
The fifth is about doing what I'm about to do in this thread: expose all that to others to free me from the chains of secrecy and shame. To stop hiding all this and put it onto the light for Analysis.
I'm going to do this for every thing. I'm going to post screenshots of my $330 dole weekly dole cheque and what I spend it on (PT, gym membership, medical marijuana, bus fare, coffee and hopefully no longer family-sized blocks of chocolate)
In step 7 you make a list of people you have harmed. Like your daughter and your ex wife when though she offer her self. You can leave that till later and focus on your daughter who's not dead. I know it's hard bro. My son screams out for me to contact him and I don't. I'm being cowardly and I'm ashamed.
This list is traditionally viewed by your sponsor and sometimes opened up to feedback from the other degenerate fuckups at AA meetings, but on the forum in our EVO logs it's feedback from the other guys. They tell you who you should say sorry to and who you can safety stop worrying about and tell to get fucked. This is too hard to do for your own problems because you are emotionally attached and too in the weeds and up in your feels.
Step 8 they we take action to try fix it or male it right.
Feel free to ignore all that too, and feel equally as free to hit me up for help. I'm here for you bro.
Also try meditate. Load a youtube guided meditation that sounds cool, like:
Viking meditations for increased masculinity and confidence for example.
If that doesn't exist alrwady I will manifest it so.
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Testosterone Injection Therapy Log - Day 4
Saturday: Volunteering and Refeeding Day
Running late and do not want to upset the elderly.
Gotta run to Cuba Street pharmacy to wash antabuse down with methadone, yumbo. Pink liquid diet. Cures what ails yah.
No smack for me today, all I need is sunshine and methadone. NEED THEM.
I dose here on weekends so im closer to the ship. It's next to the Wellingtons Bucket Fountain, if you like Fountains. There's a rare Space Cadet Pharmacist there, he's the man. He told me you can graft peyote onto the side of San Pedro and it only takes two years to mature not twenty. At full volume when the place was packed with normie customers. Full blown good cunt, wonder what he thinks of this plan.
-1 in the van, but sunny out! First taste of spring coming. "They say you can't beat Wellington on a good day"
Since you judgemental assholes are watching I thought I better wash my hands or take a photo where you'd draw that conclusion
Then use the new @LevButlerov technique to unfreeze thre nectar
Eyeball .2, she'll be right
Life Forge told me to hit my outer quad not middle like yesterday. Wanted to try delt but too late to research, I'll try delt tomorrow
Until later chaps
Saturday: Volunteering and Refeeding Day
Running late and do not want to upset the elderly.
Gotta run to Cuba Street pharmacy to wash antabuse down with methadone, yumbo. Pink liquid diet. Cures what ails yah.
No smack for me today, all I need is sunshine and methadone. NEED THEM.
I dose here on weekends so im closer to the ship. It's next to the Wellingtons Bucket Fountain, if you like Fountains. There's a rare Space Cadet Pharmacist there, he's the man. He told me you can graft peyote onto the side of San Pedro and it only takes two years to mature not twenty. At full volume when the place was packed with normie customers. Full blown good cunt, wonder what he thinks of this plan.
-1 in the van, but sunny out! First taste of spring coming. "They say you can't beat Wellington on a good day"
Since you judgemental assholes are watching I thought I better wash my hands or take a photo where you'd draw that conclusion
Then use the new @LevButlerov technique to unfreeze thre nectar
Eyeball .2, she'll be right
Life Forge told me to hit my outer quad not middle like yesterday. Wanted to try delt but too late to research, I'll try delt tomorrow
Until later chaps
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Ate four of those sandwich halves, four slices of bread, mustard I think, and whatever that in it is
And two bits of fruit:
Does this count as a carb refeed @LevButlerov ?
And two bits of fruit:
Does this count as a carb refeed @LevButlerov ?
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That looks good, exactly how you get the gear clean again with a pin on top
Cookies and sandwiches, good refeed
you need the carbs once in a while.were you breaking this ship down?
This counts as a refeed for sure, 100%
@vanlife_gymbum and its a clean one too.
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We are going to have an injections site up soon for you
about 1 month. Pin the thickest part of the delt the round belly.
100% bro that's a refeed... One day when I do any carbs I'm gonna go nuts myself and post here. Probably order 2 large pizzas and see if I can make it through them. After the huge workout the insulin spike from pizza will drive in those carbs baby haha. Now I'm just pipe dreaming.
Hey now what's this secret gear cleaning trick? Do tell. When my gear would crash I'd just microwave it LOL.
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We are going to have an injections site up soon for you
Very cool man! That's exciting stuff.
I'll try and set my camera up on something and video my attempt for your review =)
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Thank you
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Might pop the bottle
Hahaha sweet sweet carbs! I like your style brother - are you aiming for low carb long term?
I want to learn to fish since I live near the beach and eat sea creatures. Get into bow hunting in the future and get pigs and deer. Had a .22 in Australia but I lost my gun licence due to overdosing on smack.
It was the Thursday before the Easter four day weekend in 2021, I'd just gotten my first pay cheque at a new job in Queensland, Australia. They take their tax before you even see it over there, so I had about $12k in my account and wanted to make the most of the weekend.
Had just got some SEA#4 aka china-white in the mail and had read so much about it I was excited to try and loaded up a tester dose, only 20% of .1
This shit was directly from the Asian crime syndicate who controls some of the Golden Triangle, uncut, and the next thing I know I'm being screamed at while handcuffed to a bed and in four-point restraints.
There was a police officer in the ER with me, who took my gun license when I woke up and asked where my twenty-two was and I gave him my safe key at the gun club and that was that.
I was moved to a secure wing of the hospital on suicide watch. They didn't believe that I was just trying to het high, said there was so much of various types of substances, including three CNS depressants in my blood and that I must have swolled whole bottles of pills as a suicide attempt.
My mother had to fly over from Australia and they released me into her care. Good times.
Volunteering and Refeeding Day - Lunch
Had an orange and some cheese for lunch, not super hungry but the nice old lady kinda implied it wasn't optional so I just rolled with it. Probably had half a litre of full-cream milk in instant coffees
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That looks good, exactly how you get the gear clean again with a pin on top
Cookies and sandwiches, good refeed
were you breaking this ship down?
This counts as a refeed for sure, 100%
Sweet! Thanks for your help bro. The ship breaks itself down but it's the oldest steam powered crane ship in the world, and will be turning a hundred years old next year and we're trying to keep it floating.
My engineer friend offered me the volunteer labourer position as he has completed an 8 week welding night course and was promoted to welders assistant where one of the retired professional welders will teach him outdoor tig welding kind of apprentice style every Saturday
That looks good, exactly how you get the gear clean again with a pin on top
Cookies and sandwiches, good refeed
were you breaking this ship down?
This counts as a refeed for sure, 100%
Perfect, I can do exactly this every Saturday.
@Mobster @stevesmi @LevButlerov @SaintSoup
I really appreciate your guidance with the retatrutide & terzepatide stuff.
Great podcast episodes and @SaintSoup is going to help me with the whacky little needles.
I'm going to go to the needle exchange after work today to get some 20g drawing tips and will enquire but it seems that kind of injection isn't catered for.
@SaintSoup is going to provide me with some and walk me through it.
Looks like you guys agree reta is the most appropriate for my goals and current cup size, and between the podcast and him I've organised storing them, sort of.
I need to get a lockable freezer bag of some type. I used to have one for concentrated nicotine when I used to make vape juice.
The plan worked. I have proved myself trustworthy to the ship guys over the past 6 months of Saturdays and they went and got one cut right away. I'm pleased =)
I need to do computer work for the ship but also want to post my log from there, it's too hard on the phone.
One guy has access to old, half-rooted UPS devices at his work, and soon this fridge will have a UPS connected. Heh.
I really appreciate your guidance with the retatrutide & terzepatide stuff.
Great podcast episodes and @SaintSoup is going to help me with the whacky little needles.
I'm going to go to the needle exchange after work today to get some 20g drawing tips and will enquire but it seems that kind of injection isn't catered for.
@SaintSoup is going to provide me with some and walk me through it.
Looks like you guys agree reta is the most appropriate for my goals and current cup size, and between the podcast and him I've organised storing them, sort of.
I need to get a lockable freezer bag of some type. I used to have one for concentrated nicotine when I used to make vape juice.
The plan worked. I have proved myself trustworthy to the ship guys over the past 6 months of Saturdays and they went and got one cut right away. I'm pleased =)
I need to do computer work for the ship but also want to post my log from there, it's too hard on the phone.
One guy has access to old, half-rooted UPS devices at his work, and soon this fridge will have a UPS connected. Heh.
nice series of pics man. you got a helluva a hippie lifestyle going on. you are happier then 95% of people out ther @vanlife_gymbum
bro who got the hairy snatches? the hippie chicks?
thanks man! and you're right, I am. I quit the corporate world after 23 years three years ago and never looked back. I went from $12k a month to $330 a week but I honestly feel richer than I ever have before. And thanks in no small part to you and the community here things are on an upwards trajectory.
It's hard to be a true hippy when you work at the fucking bank writing reports. It's on now though!
and there will be pics
we're just emerging from a brutal cold windy wet winter which I spent in an uninsulated van, might be able to start working on her more to get nicer backgrounds for my log entires =)
bro how about red meat? how you cook up steak in the trailer van? i want to see that @vanlife_gymbum
Definitely hippy chicks, pot-smoking chicks are often lazy and can't be assed, skater chicks have an attitude and like to stick it to the man, and woman over 35 often do anyway once they find confidence through their 20s. I am learning to roller-skate so I can play Roller Derby, I want to train to be a referee, but I have not yet successfully made friends like that there. Gotta get better at skating. Watch how you approach this topic with you, they will beat you up for real haha.
There's a great middle ground to be found IMHO.
I don't like it when they shave as it makes them look younger and more like a child to me. It also must be a horrible thing for them to have to do regularly?
But they can set an electric trimmer to 2mm or so and just run over the whole thing in two minutes flat to get a uniform length. I shave my face like this. then shape the sides to form
a triangle like in the style of the "reclining lady" stick figure graffiti technique found in public bathroom walls in the 90s.
Then trim any strays, wax the bits outside the triangle if really nessessary and that's it. It's easy for her to maintain, and you get reminded that you're with a sexy adult woman.
Before I can find new friends like that I have gotta clean myself up a bit - I ideally want girls with a full set of teeth.
How about I set the first day of summer as the date when I join Tinder? 4 months about? You think I can get sliced by then? If so that'll be my target
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Oh you learn to be a welder as well
that's good, and likely high paying career as well.
Oh you learn to be a welder as well
I'd like to but my mates doing that at the moment, I'm still newish. Mate has been doing it two years and me six months.
There's many different opportunities on it, I have some plans =) today was a big milestone getting my own key.
Do you think chicks on tinder would believe me if I said it's mine and took them for a tour?
To go with the key I get a name badge made up and my own pair of overalls, my choices are as follows and willing to hear feedback from everyone haha.
I'm very colour blind and don't care about colours much and try and stick to black. Which one will girls in their 40s like best you guys recon?
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You'll get there soon, just say trusted.
@vanlife_gymbum It's possible lol
but I wouldn't do it. You lose trust that way.Yellow and blue more pop to it
You'll get there soon, just say trusted.
It's possible lol
Yellow and blue more pop to it
Okay sweet! There's a sewing machine on board that's way different to the ones I'm used to but I'll try figure it out and take the legs up.
I'm 5'7" or 170cm by the way. 85kg roundabout I think, but I'll start doing weighins at the gym.
The ship is owned by a historic trust, it needs donations of everything basically, paint, tools, etc and today's boiler inspection we came in yesterday to prep for cost $5000, he turned up at 9 and was off by lunchtime so things add up.
As such we all try and get as many people interested as possible, organising tours or just showing your friends and family is encouraged and we do open days and stuff sometimes =)
80T overhead press
You're in luck my man because that's about a third of my log entries.
I cook up steak in bed, read backwards through my log (this thread) and you can see my setup and technique.
Last night at 1am I had pork and eggs
Today is Volunteering and Refeeding day, that's why today's diet looks different from the other days
A nice old lady is in charge of feeding me on Saturdays so I pretty much just close my eyes and open my mouth and let her have at it.
Hey @SaintSoup - remember how I was telling you I'm still a tubby bitch?
This
and this is what I was referring to
This
and this is what I was referring to
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Day 4: Saturday Volunteering & Refeeding
Day 4: Saturday Volunteering & Refeeding
Like the underground philosopher Easy-E once said: when it's on mother-fucker, then it's on, G.
Decend down into the Mess Hall with me brothers, mind the step
Fuck yes guys! Open fire!! now where's me matches, we're computing shirtless tonight
Not only shirtless but after a bit of work installing a bootable Linux distro on a usb stick with a fucking keyboard!!
The end to my phone usage is in sight.
Gonna ditch it completely and carry around a physical digital camera to take photos for my Log If I cam find a cheap one.
I can out type most people on a real keyboard but nobody on a God damn phone. Fuck I hate phones and all thr scumbag corporate bullshit they bring into your life
I'm going back to open source freedom computing
Anyway thanks to @SaintSoup and @LevButlerov and their guidance I think I have thr retatrutide plan all falling into place nicely.
Life Forge will assist me with correct storage, prep, use and administration technique guidance for which I am grateful, thanks very much bro.
I got access to a fridge
and freezer
as well as appliances for cooking
And I told the old lady that I'm going on a whole food diet and can only eat fruit and cheese and have to pass on her cakes and bikkies from now on.
And I mentioned she was nice, she left me the rest and some milk
I've got everything I need to execute The Plan
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Fuck yeah brother! You're doing good introducing yourself into The Forum
Let's do this entire process out in the open, riding alongside all the legends on this forum
We can show them that we can get our shit together in New Zealand occasionally =)
in the USA people do similar things. I live near the ocean and people are sick of the cost of living snd are living on sailboats in the intracoastal. The water is littered with small sailboats
️ all over the place
in the USA people do similar things. I live near the ocean and people are sick of the cost of living snd are living on sailboats in the intracoastal. The water is littered with small sailboats
That's gnarly man, where by the ocean? I've been to California before
thats pretty cool man. you are showing some amazing things. there are people out there living this life all over the world @vanlife_gymbum
in between the barrier island and mainland there is intracoastal waterways in the USA up and down the east coast and gulf. they park their sailboats there. problem is they also dump all their waste in the water in the process. completely killed the fishing.
this is really good info man! luckily for me the gym is my therapy. i live alone and i'm cool with that. don't have any contact with anyone. i will admit the holidays are tough but i drown out the noise. the EVO family helps get me through
@vanlife_gymbum nice update on this. do you keep a physical address somewhere to get mail? how would that even work with getting a drivers license and insuring your van?
Hey that's awesome bro - that's what I want out of this too.
I've always walked alone too. Lived in over 10 cities, Japan for 2 years and Australia for 10 years. Love rolling solo. But we can connect with others here on The Forum bro. It's incredible. I'm so glad to be here with you guys.
I've always wanted to get into lifting but was always too much of a fuck up.
I was aready taxing myself hardcore burning the candle at both ends working and drugging and drinking and there's no way I could do any lifting or keep to a diet.
My baseline daily carb intake just from the 24 a day beers I averaged, 3600kal and 350gramz carbs.
Before I've even eaten.
Then I made my opium tea with 99c lemonade which fuck knows what that added, 2 litres of that shit.
One year I switched to water in my opium tea and lost like 10kg without trying haha.
Thanks for the reply cuz
I saved up for a $25k van when I first joined vanlife 3-4 years ago, but one night when I was visiting a chick from Tinder my god damn fucking van with all my stuff in it got stolen, and that was the end of that.
It was such a whacky feeling of emptiness sitting there on the ground, where my van was parked not two hours ago, realising now I'm not cutesy homeless living in a van, but atcually fucking homeless and sitting on the side of the road.
I owe the woman of wellington for the kindness they extended to me during that rough time. I entend to repay them by getting sliced and taking them for a day out in my van, so they can forget about their lot in life and pretend to be a homeless man for a day.
They don't want another fucking accountant, or guy with a fucking car. They can catch the fucking bus, we got a sweet bus system. The sense of freedom that I give them via state-transfer or pheremones or some shit?
I dunno, but it makes them horny, I shit you not. They can't wait to jump in the van and cuddle up on the beanbag.
So I got back on Tinder and started swiping hard-core. Lined up dates every night. For three weeks I met and banged a different Tinder chick, without my van, every night before one of them let me stay out the back of her Retro second hand store in exchange for helping her out running it which was cool, but I got stuck into the wine big time and was getting through 6 litres a day and that's about when I went to detox.
There's a term for someone who does this: hobosexual. Crazy thing was that the lower I sank, the more attractive I was to woman. In my 30s I did SOO MUCH BETTER with girls than in my 20s where I was a serial monogamous, and hookers when I was drunk or travelling in my late teens when I first got phat cash and wanted to buy some loose woman. Went to fancy places with hot-tubs. Dodgy underground brothels all through-out South-East Asia.
Insurance agents are chasing me though. I bought some benzos off a guy outside the pharmacy getting methadone one Sunday morning prior to detox, when others form outside pharmacies that are closed on Sundays turn up at mine.
So I smashed those down and in a blackout side-swiped three flash cars, forget the models, they did list them in the letter they sent me. First one wanted $18k, other $21k and I didn't open the third, just returned to sender and legged it in the van! I have more on this story (when I made the most of the company the female attending officer was providing) but another time.
My van is not properly registered, it needs a warrent of fitness but I can't afford it.
So yeah, uninsured, uninsulated.
There's more things too. More legal problems I mean.
I throw out any letters or any shit that somehow makes it via others to me.
I try and fly under the radar and stick to the less travelled coastal routes. One of the things I love about wellington is you can feel like you're in the middle of nowhere, no cell reception and all, and atcually just be ten minutes from the cbd...
Fuck all that. I'm just going to focus on myself and The Forum
I don't have insurance or any relationship with the insurance agents, these fucks think they can drag me down into their world.
But they can't. I dwell in the under-ground, safely away from Their Bullshit.
I live at the beach motherfuckers, come get me.
I'm popular in my local area, I think I've got backup to handle anything of that nature.
I'm good to the area, pick up rubbish, polite to the police, and they have mostly left me alone.
They know I'm a registered homeless drug addict, I get free methadone from the government. In the USA they pay $20 a day and line up at 5am with every other drug addict in the surrounding a. Gets us some slack here =)
My dole cheque is spoken for between the PT, gym memberships and steak.
Sorry you copped the brunt of my current thoughts cuz, I appreciate your reply =)
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bros good looking food @vanlife_gymbum you living it up. remind me of 60's and 70's cali van living you read about
I don't think I can afford to get private blood-work done.
I'm gonna have to have a crack at getting the results of all those tests out of The System.
I'm gonna have to have a crack at getting the results of all those tests out of The System.
I'm glad you're interested brother, I'm gonna take you guys along for a ride into my recovery-focused way of living, and show you photos of myself implementing the advice I get here so the results can be logged and avalible for analysis, and feedback from all you legends of course =)
Summer is just around the corner, I'm finally doing something about my crashed (from methadone) testosterone levels.
I'm on Day 4 but I think I'm going to have a more profound reaction than most, my levels really are crashed.
I've basically not had a hard-on or jerked off for a year.
It's actually been kinda convenient but probably a red-flag.
Day 5 - 00:19 - First Meat Prep in Kitchen
this is a little bit dodgy, forgive me brothers
I got this pork a good 48+ ago I think... can you guys remember? my memory is bad.
I salted it the other day remember
It did smell a little off, but not terrible so I decided to proceed and just cook the shit out of it in the electric frypan on the ship
I can't afford to be throwing out pork. Need some pork on my fork. I don't chew, just throw it down my throat
New kitchen is going great though! Flash as all fuck!
Pork time.
this is a little bit dodgy, forgive me brothers
I got this pork a good 48+ ago I think... can you guys remember? my memory is bad.
I salted it the other day remember
It did smell a little off, but not terrible so I decided to proceed and just cook the shit out of it in the electric frypan on the ship
I can't afford to be throwing out pork. Need some pork on my fork. I don't chew, just throw it down my throat
New kitchen is going great though! Flash as all fuck!
Pork time.
nice one man! so many cool pics. makes me want to try the van life too down the line @vanlife_gymbum
I swear I can feel the testosterone soaking in
it also appears that testosterone and pork pair well together.
Got to use a big knife for once !
it also appears that testosterone and pork pair well together.
Got to use a big knife for once !
Fuck yes bro! Hit me up for info anytime
Open-Source Logging Computer Setup
Got a Linux Computer for logging with a God damn fucking keyboard finally.
Kubuntu Logger Console
Got a Linux Computer for logging with a God damn fucking keyboard finally.
Kubuntu Logger Console
@stevesmi @Mobster @LevButlerov @SaintSoup
Hi guys - I'm trying to finalize what I want from my Log's gear sponsor, Life Forge - could you guys have a geeze at his site and tell me what more to get? It's not a big rush or anything, can always send more shit later but I want to write it all up for the sake of others I intend to help onto the path of self-administered testosterone replacement therapy and how to administer and manage it in New Zealand via the Underground Wellness Industry.
I'm not going to take everything myself upfront or anything but I'll photograph it all, and I want to start my own collection.
When I was in my lurking-podcast-listener phase of my entry into the Evolutionary.org Underground Forums still, it blew me away how @Mobster had that suitcase full of roids! I wanted a suitcase full of roids!
All throughout my life, starting at about 13, I have always loved me a good drug collection. All types. plant collection, mushroom collection, RC collection, pharma generics collection, etc.
So I want to copy @Mobsters style and get myself a suitcase to start building a collection of magic potions for myself to aid me on my holy Forum Logging journey and allow me to practically apply the Forum's collective wisdom to my own training and lifestyle and inject your ideas straight into whatever.
The novelty of muscle injections hasn't worn off yet.
It's a whole other different world of techniques than I have any experience with.
So... Logging I shall continue.
I want Life Forge to provide these things on our first postal run - and in exchange I'll write up descriptions of his gear, photograph his gear, inject his gear into myself on a daily basis, photograph myself injecting his gear every day to share with the users of The Forum and followers of my Log and my journey up and up through the testosterone levels as I recover the man-god I know lurks somewhere inside
I intend to experiment on myself and document, test, analyze, feel, experience, use, exploit this gear and knowledge and community support and I'll do my best to log every day and try my best on behalf of The Forum.
I have always been a lover of underground wisdom, Internet and street science. I've done my time in the research bunkers.
Consider me a willing guinea pig and unquestioning substance injector. Just kidding, I've been thinking about this shit for SEVENTEEN FUCKING YEARS.
Do you know how long that is to want on but not be able to get on, or know any pathway to get on? glad those days are finally behind me, I am no longer natural. I'm so fucking happy about it.
I swear I can feel the testosterone activating inside my system and soaking in.... really
Thanks guys.
I'm not saying I'm just going to start hooking in to all this shit willy nilly or anything, but if I have them, I'll get a proper lockable container for the ship fridge, and same for my van. A safe case for all my picks and tools and something to keep all these magical elixers in. I'm so excited.
My basic cycle design is:
Check out the Life Forge site: https://life-forge.com/
Hi guys - I'm trying to finalize what I want from my Log's gear sponsor, Life Forge - could you guys have a geeze at his site and tell me what more to get? It's not a big rush or anything, can always send more shit later but I want to write it all up for the sake of others I intend to help onto the path of self-administered testosterone replacement therapy and how to administer and manage it in New Zealand via the Underground Wellness Industry.
I'm not going to take everything myself upfront or anything but I'll photograph it all, and I want to start my own collection.
When I was in my lurking-podcast-listener phase of my entry into the Evolutionary.org Underground Forums still, it blew me away how @Mobster had that suitcase full of roids! I wanted a suitcase full of roids!
All throughout my life, starting at about 13, I have always loved me a good drug collection. All types. plant collection, mushroom collection, RC collection, pharma generics collection, etc.
So I want to copy @Mobsters style and get myself a suitcase to start building a collection of magic potions for myself to aid me on my holy Forum Logging journey and allow me to practically apply the Forum's collective wisdom to my own training and lifestyle and inject your ideas straight into whatever.
The novelty of muscle injections hasn't worn off yet.
It's a whole other different world of techniques than I have any experience with.
So... Logging I shall continue.
I want Life Forge to provide these things on our first postal run - and in exchange I'll write up descriptions of his gear, photograph his gear, inject his gear into myself on a daily basis, photograph myself injecting his gear every day to share with the users of The Forum and followers of my Log and my journey up and up through the testosterone levels as I recover the man-god I know lurks somewhere inside
I intend to experiment on myself and document, test, analyze, feel, experience, use, exploit this gear and knowledge and community support and I'll do my best to log every day and try my best on behalf of The Forum.
I have always been a lover of underground wisdom, Internet and street science. I've done my time in the research bunkers.
Consider me a willing guinea pig and unquestioning substance injector. Just kidding, I've been thinking about this shit for SEVENTEEN FUCKING YEARS.
Do you know how long that is to want on but not be able to get on, or know any pathway to get on? glad those days are finally behind me, I am no longer natural. I'm so fucking happy about it.
I swear I can feel the testosterone activating inside my system and soaking in.... really
Thanks guys.
I'm not saying I'm just going to start hooking in to all this shit willy nilly or anything, but if I have them, I'll get a proper lockable container for the ship fridge, and same for my van. A safe case for all my picks and tools and something to keep all these magical elixers in. I'm so excited.
My basic cycle design is:
- Sports TRT @ 300mg/wk
- Retatrutide Cycle
- Peptides, etc for joint support
- Retatrutide by Life-Forge 10MG
- Arimidex: Precision Hormone Support for Optimal Balance
- HCG 6000IU Advanced Support for Vitality, Body Composition & Fertility
- BPC-157 10MG: Trusted Support for Joints, Gut, and Tissue Repair
- TB-500 10MG: Engineered for Performance and Repair
- Cialis: Confidence, Performance, and Endurance
- GHK-CU: The Peptide of Regeneration
- Ibutamoren (MK-677): Recovery, Sleep quality, Apetite
- Anavar: Clean Strength and Lean Muscle Support
Check out the Life Forge site: https://life-forge.com/
I've a HUGE sarms and aas (silly amounts now lol) but no 'So I want to copy @Mobsters style and get myself a suitcase to start building a collection of magic potions'.
Zero shrooms etc. Never did or intend doing any as I don't need to get high.
On the lifeforge site... I'd prefer not to (plus you gotta do SOME work lol). What we CAN do is recommend a PED or two based on your actual requirements. So be specific in your aims. Finally you should never be, IMO, 'unquestioning' regarding PED use. Others (I'm thinking of female clients of 2 coaches) got hurt that way.
Zero shrooms etc. Never did or intend doing any as I don't need to get high.
On the lifeforge site... I'd prefer not to (plus you gotta do SOME work lol). What we CAN do is recommend a PED or two based on your actual requirements. So be specific in your aims. Finally you should never be, IMO, 'unquestioning' regarding PED use. Others (I'm thinking of female clients of 2 coaches) got hurt that way.
I was just joking sir, my original alias was Mindless Drug Hoover but I thought that might reflect poorly on the forums reputation so I cleaned myself up a LITTLE and changed it. I'm trying to make it so others are less effected by my behaviour in all areas of my life.
As for the suitcase thing though I'm sorry bro but it's too late. I'm already inspired... once the information leaves your brain and gets into the underground it's out of your control. It's raining cats and dogs but I will be getting a case today.
In the USA they don't even give you your methadone doses unless you bring in your lock box. I'm just being sensible if you really think about it
I was also joking about wanting a suitcase full of steriods, I don't really want that but I think yours is cool still!
I want testosterone exclusively really. I want to regain power in my erections more than improve my lifting numbers, but they're related I think.
Atcually that's not true you cant control info once it's out in your case @Mobster , I have the utmost respect for you and @stevesmi and @LevButlerov and the forum guys too and I will do what you say withoutquestion. It's already happening. I just thought saying I'd inject anything sounded more amusing.
I was not joking about my intentions to continue injecting testosterone though, I swear things are moving already but maybe I'm just a smackhead.
I was going to go for 500mg based on my research, but then @LevButlerov explained why Sports TRT is the way to go for my cup size and life goals long term and I agreed, and now I'm really glad I changed to 300mg. The "sports trt" has an official ring to it too, might work on mum too. Sounds better than what I was going to call it
Maybe my humor is not coming across or going to get me in trouble. I'm going to paint myself as reckless but secretly be crippled by analysis paralysis. That's how am in all things
If the powers that be ever catch up with me (they won't!!) I'll tell them I got the info and Testosterone and suitcase idea from eroids and I've not heard of Evo Forums.
Grip strength champion? Is that a wanking joke officer?
I only want to do testosterone for now, I really do have low testosterone and I'm trying to get the data to prove it to you guys but gimme a little more time
I think you missed a word? HUGE Sarms..?
That word gives me the creeps. I bought the Nolvadex from a place called NZSarms because I was stuck but it's Atomic Pharma labelled.
I wouldn't have ordered from a site called that otherwise. But I don't know anything about them and not super interested
Yeah I know they get hurt and I don't like it at all and it's not a subject to make light of. They really were swallowing things unquestioning because they didn't even think to. Their PT hands them a handful of "supplements" and they swollow. Especially when it comes to females it's devastating.
This happened to a girl I know, exactly like I described above. She changed QUICK half into a man. So much so she started freaking out and figuring it out...
"Just a little var"
What hot chick honestly informed would take this pill where if you get the dose slightly wrong you'll turn into a man and your face structure and voice will change forever
It's sad
Awesome! Personally, I would aim higher for protein, especially as you’re basically carnivore. It’ll be easy to do and it’ll help with your body recomp. To be clear, you haven’t started testosterone yet?
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If you can do it, try your best @vanlife_gymbum the more people the better, and it would help you with your venture as well.
Damn that looks heavy!
Good base we can work off of this
Kitchen access love this
How should I go about that you think bro? Preferably without the by-products from industrial processes at factories and the like but eh, I'm open I guess.
Dole day is not until Tuesday but check out what I got? ATM minimum haha
Let's call that ten bucks a day and I'll rest from eating on Tuesday. I'm about to enter a farmers market - I think I should get as many eggs as I can with it...
I'll reply when I get back
After the farmers market I'll log day 5 pin, so yeah bro @ 300mg/week
Aaaah yeah. Well shit man. You’re doing great with what you’ve got. And yeah, eggs are the thing but I can see how getting really really high protein is hard. When my money is tight it’s ground beef and eggs all day.
You and I have a lot in common. This is going to be an interesting one for me. I’ll be following closely
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Eggs is the way and I think you should buy the food that you can budget, I remember you had canned beef and eggs that works but if you have meat budget get some
Eggs is the way and I think you should buy the food that you can budget, I remember you had canned beef and eggs that works but if you have meat budget get some
Thank you brother, I agree. I just finished cooking eggs from the Sunday farmers market and spent my last $20 on eggs, get my dole cheque at 6pm on Tuesday.
I took some photos for you guys I'm just tidying them up to post.
It's pissing down with rain but I made it safely back to the ship kitchen with the eggs.
I've got two bowls, pan, wooden spoon and metal knife and fork all out pretending to be a flash cunt but then I realised I'm gonna have to do the dishes and clean this shit up before I leave here, I regret it. I'll just wash my hands next time.
Will then go back to the van and look into delt injections and try video it for you like I said I would.
bro my wife hasn't shaved anything in years. she so fat she can't even reach her legs to shave lol
bro you get fed red meat good
If you can do it, try your best @vanlife_gymbum the more people the better, and it would help you with your venture as well.
Damn that looks heavy!
Good base we can work off of this
Kitchen access love this
Thanks for your reply bro - do you mean the more people doing weigh-ins the better? I think I can probably log that every morning. I separate lifting and cardio and (in theory) go first thing in the morning and do 30 minutes on the stationary bike.
I have two gym memberships and one is only for non-intense cardio (and using the facilities and trying to make friends)
It's a non-hardcore, non-underground, clean, sterile, mainstream, soft-rock playing R18 yuppie gym, not a hard-core lifting gym like the other.
Well, by hard-core I mean they have plate-loaded machines not just pin-loaded ones.
What else should I log man? I got the computer going last night so I can type - well, if I go to the ship I can.
I think I can come here three weeknights every week. It's in the central city, 5 miles from my parking spot at the beach.
I was thinking I'd do meal prepping in the kitchen, and use the laptop to summarize all my entries into a day log with all the entries in one
I'm unsure and gonna keep chipping away at finding a format/method that works for me and easy to read and follow for others
Ah, I see. Some things get tricky over about 400lbs. If you don't want to try ignore it and just pick the pubes out of your teeth later on like I recommend then you gotta do it for her bro
I like the sweet spot found about 350 - 400lbs, it's still reasonably uncomplicated so you can concentrate on pretending you're bouncing on a trampoliene or surfing
I'm a pretty vanilla guy when it comes down to it - my favorite position is the missionary position, so please don't think I'm some sort of degenerate, but have you ever heard of Shibari? the japanese rope bondage shit? Just the most basic knots and uses of shibari-rope can help you with your big girl maintaince issues. you can get unobstructed access to her crotch for about 5 minutes
If you learn how to do it properly it won't hurt her. if you don't have bed-posts consider mounting an enclosed hook on each side of the bed to run a rope through if you're gonna tie her up regularly.
Then get two shibari ropes and tie one to each of her ankles, hook one each side around the bed post and back around and bring them together and wrap around the hand you won't be holding the mower with. Since you're strong you might just be able to handle this if the angles are lined up correctly - pull with the arm with the ropes wrapped around it and see if her legs part.
If that doesn't work well or if it's hard to hold her in place then try around her knees instead of ankles, wraping the rope around three or four times so it doesn't dig in or hurt her
Then go direct by tying the left leg to directly to the left bedpost and right to right.
That should do the trick if she's unable to roll from her back to her side normally, basically just using the ropes to get her legs out of the way and stop her from kicking you while you get in there. as for the atcual shaving/trimming/mowing, I don't know, but I don't think you could hold this setup log enough to do multiple step shaving with a razor and cream or anything, just one handed mow over with an electric machine
If that doesn't work I'm afraid that's the upper limit of my experience. I got a 380lbs pound chick once, god damn she was fucking huge, but never cracked the 400lbs mark, maybe new issues appear...
Good luck bro!
Sweet bro! I'll look through your history when I get out of the rain. Got 30 farm eggs for that twenty ($11.76 USD)
Hit me up any time for any reason bro. I'm being helped so much here I'll freely give my time if there's something I know about.
What are you into man?
Trying the delt @LevButlerov to see what you think of my technique and location and angle but couldn't insert video into the post, I tried a few ways.. it uploads but then gives and error. Even plays in the input box. Is there a trick?
I shared it on Drive for now:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1V7cgAxg_PlNJDMWQ0DsYS895R_tcZETL/view?usp=drivesdk
I shared it on Drive for now:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1V7cgAxg_PlNJDMWQ0DsYS895R_tcZETL/view?usp=drivesdk
Day 5: Sunday Farmers-Market Re-Up
B h ad
Had $31.20 left until dole day Tuesday 6pm but Farmers-Market is cash only so I got the $20 minimum from the ATM and bought 2L full-fat milk (blue top milk) with my debit card
Unfortunately that break from winter that appeared to be spring appearing has ended.
Was raining sideways so the usual community socialising and lefty chicks in whacky outfits was cancelled today *8^(
Ah well, scored 30 eggs from a farm in Levin (two hours drive roughly I think, I'm newish to Wellington too)
Didn't feel like hanging around but these spuds looked decent - if I was hunting for a source of carbohydrates that'd do, but I'm not currently.
Then went to the ship to use the kitchen
Used bowls and cutlery and realised halfway through that I'd have to clean them *8^/
This electric pan looks like a cunt to clean too, ahwell
This will be the first time I've used a plate not straight out of whatever in some time
Those dishes I mentioned
Whenever I am faced with dishes I do them eight away before eating usually, or as I go, and don't let them sit.
Things can go to shit pretty quickly if you're in that habit, and flies and ants and shit come
B h ad
Had $31.20 left until dole day Tuesday 6pm but Farmers-Market is cash only so I got the $20 minimum from the ATM and bought 2L full-fat milk (blue top milk) with my debit card
Unfortunately that break from winter that appeared to be spring appearing has ended.
Was raining sideways so the usual community socialising and lefty chicks in whacky outfits was cancelled today *8^(
Ah well, scored 30 eggs from a farm in Levin (two hours drive roughly I think, I'm newish to Wellington too)
Didn't feel like hanging around but these spuds looked decent - if I was hunting for a source of carbohydrates that'd do, but I'm not currently.
Then went to the ship to use the kitchen
Used bowls and cutlery and realised halfway through that I'd have to clean them *8^/
This electric pan looks like a cunt to clean too, ahwell
This will be the first time I've used a plate not straight out of whatever in some time
Those dishes I mentioned
Whenever I am faced with dishes I do them eight away before eating usually, or as I go, and don't let them sit.
Things can go to shit pretty quickly if you're in that habit, and flies and ants and shit come
Testosterone Injection Therapy
Pin Log - Day 5
1st Deltoid Injection Attempt
Tried to do the delt today for the first time, was going for the muscle in the middle below the bonePin Log - Day 5
1st Deltoid Injection Attempt
I recorded a video to get feedback on technique, site choice, speed, angle, etc. thanks @LevButlerov
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1V7cgAxg_PlNJDMWQ0DsYS895R_tcZETL/view?usp=drivesdk
I'm stealth parked in a supermarket carpark to avoid paying for parking and need thr back window open for light
Had to go back and forth with the bottle to get .2 in, need to work on draw technique
Found the shoulder bone then muscle below, mid shoulder
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Eggs is the way and I think you should buy the food that you can budget, I remember you had canned beef and eggs that works but if you have meat budget get some
Thanks bro - I went with the eggs inside the budget & got some milk too.
Break down of budget and expenditure in my Day 5 - Sunday Farmers-Market Re-Up update
PT Training Session, Tomorrow @ 4:20
One thing that's noticeably missing from my first 5 days logging, there is not lifting.
Life Forge and I have been talking through a schedule and routine. gonna use the app Hevy to track, will install it tomorrow
Will post about proposed plan for forum member feedback.
I've walked 20K+ steps every day but have yet to have my first lifting session since I began injecting exogenous testosterone enanthate
But the gods of iron heard my call and a message from my PT appeared
Tomorrow we shift some tin.
I can't fucking wait.
Attachments
Wellington Public Bathroom Sharps Bins
Someone was asking about Public bathrooms the other day, here's a video tour
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1xqLpDXoq39lhED6ZdkMsC5I9-O0hdtup/view?usp=drivesdk
Someone was asking about Public bathrooms the other day, here's a video tour
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1xqLpDXoq39lhED6ZdkMsC5I9-O0hdtup/view?usp=drivesdk
Day 5: Dinner
Free Range Eggs from Levin
Free Range Eggs from Levin
Back to the to the ship to use the kitchen for evening egg slaughter
It's kinda creepy and lifeless when nobody is there
Cooking with electricity like some sort of technology slave
It is pretty damn sweet, though =)
Today was a good day
bros you never had sex for a year?
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