Context:
2016 slipped 3 discs in my lower back with nerve impingement, was treated sub optimally and sent back out into the world with no follow up or training advice.
2023 Discs went again, impinging nerve again, absolutely crippled and bedridden and struggled to get effective help from professionals, lost my mind and spiralled and (based on follow up MRIs) had a muscle fat replacement loss of up to 30% comboed with body weight ballooning up to 120kg.
This time I was in a position to seek out my own treatment and follow up training, I am still very limited by the impingement but its stable enough for me to maintain my current routine and experiment with new movements.
Lost my job, lost my mind, lost my body and I just have to work to get it all back and beyond.
Feb 26 2025 my weigh in was 120 kg beginning my first ever cutting phase.
Jul 1 2025 my weigh in was 99.6 kg concluding my first ever cutting phase.
Stats:
Age: 28
Height: 183cm
Starting Weight: 98 kg (08/09/2025 after morning cardio)
Training History: Limited, first time locking in long term and taking it seriously, including basic rehab work closing in on 2 years of consistency.
Cycle History: Early on jumped on Ostarine oral 10mg a day and Cardarine oral 15mg day for 7 weeks (Been a while but I think these were the numbers) to help get through the initial slog of picking up cardio.
Goals:
I don't really have specifics for this, I just got to the point where I was sick of how I looked and the toll it was taking on my life.
I'd love to use this as a pre-cycle (test e) cut and drop as much bf as I can to reduce risk of aromatizing.
Really just want to stop taking my body for granted and see what it's capable of if I give it my all.
Goal of reta is just to reduce the damn food noise, I wouldn't say I'm hungry but the voices man.
Training:
Oh boy, I'm not sure how well my split will go down but you'll see the pattern as I start to log daily workouts.
For my rehab work I work with a exercise physiologist once a week but otherwise pull my routine every single day with no rest days.
Morning: fasted 60 minutes cycling aiming to stay in zone 2 but heart rate often builds to mid 140s from exhaustion.
Night: 20 minutes cycling locked in zone 2 for warm up, followed up by 6 weight training movements typically taking 120 minutes.
I will likely copy and paste a disclaimer regarding my rehab work and the limitations of my exersise choices at this stage still with every workout update.*
Diet:
From the first portion of the year cut I was just rocking an estimated 750kcal deficit.
This cut I decided to see if I could increase this, regardless of daily expenditure I'm trying to lock down 2,000 kcal a day attempting to focus on protein.
If I find myself getting fatigued or any negative consequences of this I'm happy to increase in increments.
I am very aware my nutrition is jacked but this is vast vast vast progress compared to where I started and I will dial it in more and more following advice.
I also have not yet got back into meal prep for the start of this cut yet but I should this week at some point.
I will likely copy and paste a disclaimer regarding my dietary choices and limitations on budget and personal restrictions with every daily meal update.*
Supplements:
I am not running a supplement cycle outside of doing a loading phase of creatine at the moment.
I thought it best to list what I have on hand and let the pros at it if they're so inclined.
I can answer why I have some of these but the rest are unfounded.
(I was meant to stock up on a general multi-vit but seem to have forgotten)
Nutra-Life Digestive Enzymes 120 Capsules
Healthy Way Scrumptious Psyllium Husk 500g
Blackmores Probiotics+ Immune Defence 90 Capsules
Vitamin K2 MK7 Softgels 365 softgels (100mcg)
Vitamin D3 Softgels 500 Softgels (5000IU)
Bulk Nutrients ZMA Complex Capsules
Bulk Nutrients Potency Plus Capsules
Bulk Nutrients 5-HTP Capsules
Bulk Nutrients Ashwagandha Capsules
Bulk Nutrients Magnesium Glycinate Capsules
Blackmores Fish Oil 1000 Capsules
I do also have Slin Pills unopened from a promotion, I'm unsure if they're beneficial for me at this stage.
Cycle:
Being a reta log it'd be a shame for me to forget reta
Starting on a daily 1mg/week as advised in my previous thread. I have seen a lot of logs recently implementing a daily protocol but this will be my first ever substance pinning and am more comfortable starting out with weekly and modifying this as I become more comfortable with the process/idea.
(This has not started yet but I will post when it does, likely next week at this stage because I like timing to feel right?)
Starting Questions:
When logging dumbbells vs machine do I log combined dumbbell weight or just specify dumbbell weight once and it's assume that's per side?
Attached Photos:
Single photo from Feb 26 2025 showing starting body side on.
Rest of photos are from Sep 7 2025 showing current body comp.
(included a side on with and without core engaged because I'm not sure how this is typically standardized)
(I think I messed up the back photo and scrunched instead of pulling forward?)
(yes the dawgs are out)
*
The disclaimers are not a coverall for me to ignore any advice provided, I greatly value any input into my training, diet and lifestyle and everything will be logged mentally and utilized.
Just given my situation there might have to be gradual shifts towards these changes, I'll attempt to keep updated notes about things i'm working towards changing.
First round of food and training to come at nights conclusion, nervous and excited.
2016 slipped 3 discs in my lower back with nerve impingement, was treated sub optimally and sent back out into the world with no follow up or training advice.
2023 Discs went again, impinging nerve again, absolutely crippled and bedridden and struggled to get effective help from professionals, lost my mind and spiralled and (based on follow up MRIs) had a muscle fat replacement loss of up to 30% comboed with body weight ballooning up to 120kg.
This time I was in a position to seek out my own treatment and follow up training, I am still very limited by the impingement but its stable enough for me to maintain my current routine and experiment with new movements.
Lost my job, lost my mind, lost my body and I just have to work to get it all back and beyond.
Feb 26 2025 my weigh in was 120 kg beginning my first ever cutting phase.
Jul 1 2025 my weigh in was 99.6 kg concluding my first ever cutting phase.
Stats:
Age: 28
Height: 183cm
Starting Weight: 98 kg (08/09/2025 after morning cardio)
Training History: Limited, first time locking in long term and taking it seriously, including basic rehab work closing in on 2 years of consistency.
Cycle History: Early on jumped on Ostarine oral 10mg a day and Cardarine oral 15mg day for 7 weeks (Been a while but I think these were the numbers) to help get through the initial slog of picking up cardio.
Goals:
I don't really have specifics for this, I just got to the point where I was sick of how I looked and the toll it was taking on my life.
I'd love to use this as a pre-cycle (test e) cut and drop as much bf as I can to reduce risk of aromatizing.
Really just want to stop taking my body for granted and see what it's capable of if I give it my all.
Goal of reta is just to reduce the damn food noise, I wouldn't say I'm hungry but the voices man.
Training:
Oh boy, I'm not sure how well my split will go down but you'll see the pattern as I start to log daily workouts.
For my rehab work I work with a exercise physiologist once a week but otherwise pull my routine every single day with no rest days.
Morning: fasted 60 minutes cycling aiming to stay in zone 2 but heart rate often builds to mid 140s from exhaustion.
Night: 20 minutes cycling locked in zone 2 for warm up, followed up by 6 weight training movements typically taking 120 minutes.
I will likely copy and paste a disclaimer regarding my rehab work and the limitations of my exersise choices at this stage still with every workout update.*
Diet:
From the first portion of the year cut I was just rocking an estimated 750kcal deficit.
This cut I decided to see if I could increase this, regardless of daily expenditure I'm trying to lock down 2,000 kcal a day attempting to focus on protein.
If I find myself getting fatigued or any negative consequences of this I'm happy to increase in increments.
I am very aware my nutrition is jacked but this is vast vast vast progress compared to where I started and I will dial it in more and more following advice.
I also have not yet got back into meal prep for the start of this cut yet but I should this week at some point.
I will likely copy and paste a disclaimer regarding my dietary choices and limitations on budget and personal restrictions with every daily meal update.*
Supplements:
I am not running a supplement cycle outside of doing a loading phase of creatine at the moment.
I thought it best to list what I have on hand and let the pros at it if they're so inclined.
I can answer why I have some of these but the rest are unfounded.
(I was meant to stock up on a general multi-vit but seem to have forgotten)
Nutra-Life Digestive Enzymes 120 Capsules
Healthy Way Scrumptious Psyllium Husk 500g
Blackmores Probiotics+ Immune Defence 90 Capsules
Vitamin K2 MK7 Softgels 365 softgels (100mcg)
Vitamin D3 Softgels 500 Softgels (5000IU)
Bulk Nutrients ZMA Complex Capsules
Bulk Nutrients Potency Plus Capsules
Bulk Nutrients 5-HTP Capsules
Bulk Nutrients Ashwagandha Capsules
Bulk Nutrients Magnesium Glycinate Capsules
Blackmores Fish Oil 1000 Capsules
I do also have Slin Pills unopened from a promotion, I'm unsure if they're beneficial for me at this stage.
Cycle:
Being a reta log it'd be a shame for me to forget reta
Starting on a daily 1mg/week as advised in my previous thread. I have seen a lot of logs recently implementing a daily protocol but this will be my first ever substance pinning and am more comfortable starting out with weekly and modifying this as I become more comfortable with the process/idea.
(This has not started yet but I will post when it does, likely next week at this stage because I like timing to feel right?)
Starting Questions:
When logging dumbbells vs machine do I log combined dumbbell weight or just specify dumbbell weight once and it's assume that's per side?
Attached Photos:
Single photo from Feb 26 2025 showing starting body side on.
Rest of photos are from Sep 7 2025 showing current body comp.
(included a side on with and without core engaged because I'm not sure how this is typically standardized)
(I think I messed up the back photo and scrunched instead of pulling forward?)
(yes the dawgs are out)
*
The disclaimers are not a coverall for me to ignore any advice provided, I greatly value any input into my training, diet and lifestyle and everything will be logged mentally and utilized.
Just given my situation there might have to be gradual shifts towards these changes, I'll attempt to keep updated notes about things i'm working towards changing.
First round of food and training to come at nights conclusion, nervous and excited.
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