First thing to do is get blood work done (I am assuming the clinic did this already). Based on that and your symptoms, decide whether you require TRT...
Regardless of how long life is (and it's a poor reason to do more drugs anyway) too many PED users think that as they do another and another cycle it...
Add leaving it later than before to have kids due to prioritizing careers and the like - making it that much harder to have kids - esp true of middle...