Been around since the old renegade bodybuilding, and anabolic boards. Just joined today here, been out of gym for a year(first time since I began lifting almost 17 years ago) car accident. GF of 5 years left me yesterday feel like absolute shit. first day back in gym today, feel so fucking weak, even more depressed now. I started cycle of alpha pharma test, dbol, and tren, hope this shit is good, I'm used to using human grade from over a decade ago, all my experiences with UGL have been not too good, shitty underdosed test, and tren ect. I hope everything comes back soon, plus being extremely depressed over GF abandoning me doesn't help. gonna try and use for extra motivation. just saying hello, and hope to post as much as I can.