Thanks guys I really do appreciate your help I seeing like this I’ve kinda recovered and it’s only just over 3 months another 3 months and it will be higher it’s high enough has it is in the uk not to get trt I’m in the middle of the reference rage for my age so only gonna get better using enclompine for few months to help with the fertility and test I don’t feel bad at all I’ve started to get back to just under 15stone doing Jim wendlers 5/3/1 with some body building accessory work eating more bp is stop on and heart rate now even my libido os lots better obvs I’ve lost strength but not that much I want to make my gf happy and also I know I’m older and tone is passing but I’m not ready to shut dowm my testosterone for good it’s not gone why kill a tree that isn’t dead yet loldo the kid first, everything else comes 2nd