Australian Steroid Source Talk - PART 69

[AddarInc]

@Evan - I am a great person to relate to you when it comes to this.. I've recently gone through life changes. I had suffered from severe depression and substance abuse majorly.. In that sense it was ICE..

It took me down a path I didnt wish to be on, self control wasn't present. I know PLAT seen me on several occasions, sometimes took me over a week to get out of bed.. I know some of the members here would even recall of times it took me so bloody long to reply..

Chat to me behind the scenes, would love to give you some insight on how I tackled this .. Don't be ashamed of it.

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Dude why the fuck would u try meth if u acknowledge u have mental health issues

There is some sort of disconnection in life - which when is connected with the use of it.

Easier said than done.

 

[The-Kiwi]

I'm trying, it's not every day you discover the first 30 years of your life were needlessly spent with a fucked up brain.

@Evan - I am a great person to relate to you when it comes to this.. I've recently gone through life changes. I had suffered from severe depression and substance abuse majorly.. In that sense it was ICE..

It took me down a path I didnt wish to be on, self control wasn't present. I know PLAT seen me on several occasions, sometimes took me over a week to get out of bed.. I know some of the members here would even recall of times it took me so bloody long to reply..

Chat to me behind the scenes, would love to give you some insight on how I tackled this .. Don't be ashamed of it.

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There is some sort of disconnection in life - which when is connected with the use of it.

Easier said than done.

True , but persons gotta help themself too. If u acknowledge shits toxic address it, sort it to best of ur ability.. Otherwise ul be a slave to ur addictions

 

[gainsman]

not sure it relates to you @evan but ive found the best way to get rid of any addiction is to replace it with something else that consumes your time, another addiction if you will. for me my cure was falling in love with training in the gym. then it just evolved from there and i never looked back. training is one of the best stress relievers and can really re-set your mind.

 

[evanescent]

I wouldn't say I'm quite addicted to the crystal, my alcoholism was far worse in the past. It's the mdma powder I need to stay away from. Something about the amphetamine in it lingers for ages and gives me disturbingly shallow breathing, to the point I'm scared to go to sleep.

It's frustrating waiting to see a psych, who will basically be prescribing me pharmaceutical grade meth anyway.

 

[Thappy]

True , but persons gotta help themself too. If u acknowledge shits toxic address it, sort it to best of ur ability.. Otherwise ul be a slave to ur addictions

I understand what your saying but a good % of people on here abuse the Fuck out of gear and will be stuck using it until they die or grow old being on trt. Bloods don't tell every story especially when you don't have a professional looking over it.

You have enlarged organs and all sorts.

We all have addictions here so people need to lay off the shaming and be more supportive.

 

[The-Kiwi]

I'm trying, it's not every day you discover the first 30 years of your life were needlessly spent with a fucked up brain.

I understand what your saying but a good % of people on here abuse the Fuck out of gear and will be stuck using it until they die or grow old being on trt. Bloods don't tell every story especially when you don't have a professional looking over it.

You have enlarged organs and all sorts.

We all have addictions here so people need to lay off the shaming and be more supportive.

Abusing steroids Is hardly The same as meth and shit wen u have a mental illness dude.. And hows it shaming wen he posted it obviously with the knowledge that its going to get a reply.. No ones bagging him out.. Just I'm sure ppl aint gonna sugar coat shit either

 

[AddarInc]

True , but persons gotta help themself too. If u acknowledge shits toxic address it, sort it to best of ur ability.. Otherwise ul be a slave to ur addictions

Again, it's knowing what you should be doing without the ability.

 

[somecunt]

Guys we are all addicts here

 

[evanescent]

To be fair I didn't know I had the mental illness, I'd just consigned myself to being batshit in general and had given up on meds a long time ago. So in a round about way it's actually a good thing I did meth.

 

[AddarInc]

Abusing steroids Is hardly The same as meth and shit wen u have a mental illness dude.. And hows it shaming wen he posted it obviously with the knowledge that its going to get a reply.. No ones bagging him out.. Just I'm sure ppl aint gonna sugar coat shit either

All comes down to ones perception does it not?

Can you continue life without steroids? It's the concept. If you bring it back a level - without your swole gains, alpha feels & raised test levels, could you fall victim to yourself.

We use a synthetic man made compound to enhance performance and feel better.

You get my drift

 

[AddarInc]

not sure it relates to you @evan but ive found the best way to get rid of any addiction is to replace it with something else that consumes your time, another addiction if you will. for me my cure was falling in love with training in the gym. then it just evolved from there and i never looked back. training is one of the best stress relievers and can really re-set your mind.

Yes - it helps for sure.

Also understanding what's happening with you - and why to expect helps as well. What can be scary is the unknown of why you are feeling the way you do and unable to process.

 

[gearhead]

aussie brothers...part 69 closed...part 70 open with new VIPs...
https://www.evolutionary.org/forums/source-talk/australian-steroid-source-talk-part-70-a-53359.html