Okay, I'm back.
I've had a few people reach out to me today to inquire about what happened, as I dropped off the page for a while.
Here is a mini life story that I've been encouraged to share.
A few months back, I started a cycle but had to stop about two weeks in. I was challenged by some colleagues at my office, who had been drinking all day, to a race (14 all up). I wasn't going to let the young ones get the best of me, so sober me decided I'd give them a run. I did, I came 2nd, but it caused major damage to my hamstring. Subsequently, I developed a back issue that hindered my ability to walk properly for three weeks. Fun times. I stopped the cycle, and well, here I am.
Last year was quite challenging, marked by the worst depression I've ever experienced. I also finally admitted to having a binge drinking issue, which unfortunately led to the end of my relationship with my partner, with whom I share a 4-year-old. To cap it off, I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 40. So, it's been a pretty rough time over the last four or so months. I've just started AA this week to help keep me on track.
But I'm back now, and I have the guidance of @Gear Panda , one of the approved coaches here. We started this week, and I'm already feeling better with someone on my side, helping me get through things and answering my questions, even the stupid ones.
So, it's round 2, and this time I will definitely complete it.
Here's what's happening and where I'm at:
- Weight: 102.6 kgs as of Monday morning
- Height: 183 cm
- Age: 40 years
- The gym scan indicated 26% body fat, but a recent Dexa scan showed it's actually 19%. In my head, I'm still going to eat and train like I'm at 26%.
( I have already booked in my 3 month scan so will have a full breakdown of what the body has done)
We're on a cutting cycle, and I'm already on TRT 200mg Test E, 0.8ml a week.
This cycle includes Cardarine 20mg per day, Test E 200mg twice a week at 0.6ml each, and I'll be introducing HGH next week.
Macros:
- Protein: 229g
- Carbs: 116g
- Fats: 91g
- Total Calories: around 2,160.
Training is three days on, one rest day, then three days on again.
Out of respect for Gear Panda's business, I won't be recording the training, but I'll talk about how I'm improving each week.
Over the next few days, I'll start the log with photos of myself, the Dexa scan, and food posts.
I want to express my gratitude to the people who reached out to check on me. I was new when I started (and still am), so it was nice to feel like people actually care.
I've had a few people reach out to me today to inquire about what happened, as I dropped off the page for a while.
Here is a mini life story that I've been encouraged to share.
A few months back, I started a cycle but had to stop about two weeks in. I was challenged by some colleagues at my office, who had been drinking all day, to a race (14 all up). I wasn't going to let the young ones get the best of me, so sober me decided I'd give them a run. I did, I came 2nd, but it caused major damage to my hamstring. Subsequently, I developed a back issue that hindered my ability to walk properly for three weeks. Fun times. I stopped the cycle, and well, here I am.
Last year was quite challenging, marked by the worst depression I've ever experienced. I also finally admitted to having a binge drinking issue, which unfortunately led to the end of my relationship with my partner, with whom I share a 4-year-old. To cap it off, I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 40. So, it's been a pretty rough time over the last four or so months. I've just started AA this week to help keep me on track.
But I'm back now, and I have the guidance of @Gear Panda , one of the approved coaches here. We started this week, and I'm already feeling better with someone on my side, helping me get through things and answering my questions, even the stupid ones.
So, it's round 2, and this time I will definitely complete it.
Here's what's happening and where I'm at:
- Weight: 102.6 kgs as of Monday morning
- Height: 183 cm
- Age: 40 years
- The gym scan indicated 26% body fat, but a recent Dexa scan showed it's actually 19%. In my head, I'm still going to eat and train like I'm at 26%.
( I have already booked in my 3 month scan so will have a full breakdown of what the body has done)
We're on a cutting cycle, and I'm already on TRT 200mg Test E, 0.8ml a week.
This cycle includes Cardarine 20mg per day, Test E 200mg twice a week at 0.6ml each, and I'll be introducing HGH next week.
Macros:
- Protein: 229g
- Carbs: 116g
- Fats: 91g
- Total Calories: around 2,160.
Training is three days on, one rest day, then three days on again.
Out of respect for Gear Panda's business, I won't be recording the training, but I'll talk about how I'm improving each week.
Over the next few days, I'll start the log with photos of myself, the Dexa scan, and food posts.
I want to express my gratitude to the people who reached out to check on me. I was new when I started (and still am), so it was nice to feel like people actually care.