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Deca Did Me Dirty

FlexyMcFlexFace

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Let me start by saying I loved weeks 4–6 on Deca when it finally built up in my system. Everything felt great, and I was seeing solid growth from the cycle.

However, after week 6, my mental state took a serious nosedive. I stopped enjoying things, started making decisions based purely on emotions, and, unfortunately, ended up breaking my sobriety with a big night on the booze. That obviously didn’t help my mental state and only made things worse. Nealy a full year's sober gone. But we make mistakes and we move on.

On the positive side, the growth during the cycle was undeniable. But now it’s been two weeks since I dropped back down to TRT levels, and I’m still dealing with Deca dick. For reference, my cycle was:

  • 500mg Test E
  • 300mg Deca
  • 100mg Mast

    My Stats pre cycle 15.9% BF and 90kg. Currently 15.1% bf and 100KG so it did a great job.
Now that I’m back to cruising on TRT, I plan to stay there until the new year, when I’ll jump on a cycle with a mate. But I’m trying to figure out what to run next that won’t mess with my head like Deca did.

  • EQ? Probably out.
  • Tren? Big no... unless... well, maybe?
  • Test and Primo?
  • Sus?
What do you guys think?
The goal is to keep building lean muscle I'm not going for a Bodybuilder look but more asethicst build.

Or does anyone have any suggestions for keeping the mind healthy? Id be happy to try Deca again knowing what is coming as long as I'm bale to control it.

Hate depression medication but would that help? More brain food? or so on.
 
Pretty much what I thought. But thought I'd throw it up and see what the pros thought I can go on for hours about test and primo and how perfectly matched they are.

In what way is it horrible?
Why would you use something like DHB?
What’s the purpose of using something this toxic to the liver more so then orals, half as potent then test, and causing more water retention then someone with Borderline Kidney Failure? Do you think it has some magic muscle creation mechanism that other more benign AAS possess? If you can outline some points that highlight its use over something like primo and share how DHB is the safer and better alternative for someone to play with their health with ?
 
Why would you use something like DHB?
What’s the purpose of using something this toxic to the liver more so then orals, half as potent then test, and causing more water retention then someone with Borderline Kidney Failure? Do you think it has some magic muscle creation mechanism that other more benign AAS possess? If you can outline some points that highlight its use over something like primo and share how DHB is the safer and better alternative for someone to play with their health with ?
I wasn't aware of that. I understood it had very little water retention and relatively safe and mild. I would definitely stay away if if what you say is correct. Thanks for the info.
 
I wasn't aware of that. I understood it had very little water retention and relatively safe and mild. I would definitely stay away if if what you say is correct. Thanks for the info.
It’s just not safe bro, people rely on us for advice! Sorry if I come across harsh but I have to put these drugs into perspective
 
It’s just not safe bro, people rely on us for advice! Sorry if I come across harsh but I have to put these drugs into perspective
I value your knowledge and will stay away from it. Again thank you for the honesty.
 
Nealy a full year's sober gone. But we make mistakes and we move on.
Hopefully your not dwelling on this. We are not perfect. I have had my issues with addiction as well. It's tough if you have a setback but just keep your eyes down the road. You can't look back and seat the things you cannot change. You can only set yourself up for success in the future.
 
Hopefully your not dwelling on this. We are not perfect. I have had my issues with addiction as well. It's tough if you have a setback but just keep your eyes down the road. You can't look back and seat the things you cannot change. You can only set yourself up for success in the future.
I did for just over a week but im ok now and moving forward. Thank you though.
 
Ohh probably a big thing I forgot to mention is I started Ritalin for my ADHD about 10 weeks ago now.

Which I'm sure isn't a great mix if my prolactin is low
 
It’s important to figure out which steroids agree with you which steroids don’t
And then learn from it from there
 
Ohh probably a big thing I forgot to mention is I started Ritalin for my ADHD about 10 weeks ago now.

Which I'm sure isn't a great mix if my prolactin is low
Ritalin is basically speed, like amphetamines, you need it? no other way to do it? lets say caffeine
 
Let me start by saying I loved weeks 4–6 on Deca when it finally built up in my system. Everything felt great, and I was seeing solid growth from the cycle.

However, after week 6, my mental state took a serious nosedive. I stopped enjoying things, started making decisions based purely on emotions, and, unfortunately, ended up breaking my sobriety with a big night on the booze. That obviously didn’t help my mental state and only made things worse. Nealy a full year's sober gone. But we make mistakes and we move on.

On the positive side, the growth during the cycle was undeniable. But now it’s been two weeks since I dropped back down to TRT levels, and I’m still dealing with Deca dick. For reference, my cycle was:

  • 500mg Test E
  • 300mg Deca
  • 100mg Mast

    My Stats pre cycle 15.9% BF and 90kg. Currently 15.1% bf and 100KG so it did a great job.
Now that I’m back to cruising on TRT, I plan to stay there until the new year, when I’ll jump on a cycle with a mate. But I’m trying to figure out what to run next that won’t mess with my head like Deca did.

  • EQ? Probably out.
  • Tren? Big no... unless... well, maybe?
  • Test and Primo?
  • Sus?
What do you guys think?
The goal is to keep building lean muscle I'm not going for a Bodybuilder look but more asethicst build.

Or does anyone have any suggestions for keeping the mind healthy? Id be happy to try Deca again knowing what is coming as long as I'm bale to control it.

Hate depression medication but would that help? More brain food? or so on.
@FlexyMcFlexFace if deca is an issue, I would make the simple change to go into testosterone and primobolan.

Primo is clean and makes you feel good.
250mgs testosterone enanthate
200mgs primobolan
This to start off and we can move up 100mgs each every 3-4 weeks as you cycle.

brain food is real food, you will see with diet modifications that your brain feels better.
 
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