Let me start by saying I loved weeks 4–6 on Deca when it finally built up in my system. Everything felt great, and I was seeing solid growth from the cycle.
However, after week 6, my mental state took a serious nosedive. I stopped enjoying things, started making decisions based purely on emotions, and, unfortunately, ended up breaking my sobriety with a big night on the booze. That obviously didn’t help my mental state and only made things worse. Nealy a full year's sober gone. But we make mistakes and we move on.
On the positive side, the growth during the cycle was undeniable. But now it’s been two weeks since I dropped back down to TRT levels, and I’m still dealing with Deca dick. For reference, my cycle was:
The goal is to keep building lean muscle I'm not going for a Bodybuilder look but more asethicst build.
Or does anyone have any suggestions for keeping the mind healthy? Id be happy to try Deca again knowing what is coming as long as I'm bale to control it.
Hate depression medication but would that help? More brain food? or so on.
However, after week 6, my mental state took a serious nosedive. I stopped enjoying things, started making decisions based purely on emotions, and, unfortunately, ended up breaking my sobriety with a big night on the booze. That obviously didn’t help my mental state and only made things worse. Nealy a full year's sober gone. But we make mistakes and we move on.
On the positive side, the growth during the cycle was undeniable. But now it’s been two weeks since I dropped back down to TRT levels, and I’m still dealing with Deca dick. For reference, my cycle was:
- 500mg Test E
- 300mg Deca
- 100mg Mast
My Stats pre cycle 15.9% BF and 90kg. Currently 15.1% bf and 100KG so it did a great job.
- EQ? Probably out.
- Tren? Big no... unless... well, maybe?
- Test and Primo?
- Sus?
The goal is to keep building lean muscle I'm not going for a Bodybuilder look but more asethicst build.
Or does anyone have any suggestions for keeping the mind healthy? Id be happy to try Deca again knowing what is coming as long as I'm bale to control it.
Hate depression medication but would that help? More brain food? or so on.