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GoldenPlague
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GoldenPlague
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I already said how I want to start using steroids. I don't want to do it alone, ok? I said I want to use TRT as a pretext to get on steroids while being supervised just in case I get an allergic reaction. I don't want to be home alone when I first make an injection.
As for the gyno, it turned out I don't have one. The fat tissue I talked in some of my previous threads turned out to be just fat due to body fat percentage. I dropped the percentage, and now I have little to now fat tissue in my nipple area. More dropping is needed.
you are only 22. you haven't even come close to your full potential in anything in life.
it might seem like life ends at 25, but it doesn't. what you do in your 20's and 30's will determine what sort of life you live thereafter. so make good choices
it might seem like life ends at 25, but it doesn't. what you do in your 20's and 30's will determine what sort of life you live thereafter. so make good choices
GoldenPlague
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Yeah, 1,000 ng/dL as a start, then probably 10,000 or more when I become more advanced and have real-life experience with steroids.
And why do I have to wait 3 more years? Nothing bad will happen if I start using steroids earlier than age of 25, even if my brain is still not fully developed.
The testosterone test I did today PROVED my HPTA is not working at super physiological powers, meaning my HPTA is average. In other words, even if the HPTA gets permanently suppressed by steroids and I get sterility and TRT for life, I will lose nothing. When your health is average, losing your health is not a problem. Average life being lost is not a problem. Only high-profile things, health, and lives matter, I think.
So, if my HPTA was working at super physiological powers, I wouldn't have wanted to use steroids before the age of 25, because I would have high T level anyway. Also, I wouldn't want to permanently suppress such a good HPTA. But given the fact my HPTA and T levels are average, I have nothing to lose; losing them wouldn't be a big deal, ok?
GoldenPlague
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Biologically speaking, life ends at 25. Socially speaking, life ends at 18.
After 25, hormonal levels begin to drop.
After 18, the capitalist system of wageckicking consumes you.
I'm not afraid of declining hormonal levels. But the capitalist thing and the province is a big, BIG, BIG NO for me. I already explained multiple times what kind of life I want and will have. It's about neuroplasticity; my neuroplasticity and dopamine patterns don't allow me to be an average person.
i can remember when i was in high school. a PE teacher told us "your best years of your life are now, when you get older you will have bills and responsibilities and life will suck" none of us agreed with him and thought he was nuts.
and now i think he is 100% wrong. your best days are as you get older and establish yourself. of course like i said if you fuck up your young years the rest of your life can be a living hell i'm sure.
cheer up man. stop being a sour puss. you have your whole life ahead of you. why don't you go to school and get an advanced degree. you already speak multiple languages, you can work for the government or a company and make some big bucks. then you can do whatever you want. travel, bodybuild, do steroids, whatever. money buys all the freedom you want
and now i think he is 100% wrong. your best days are as you get older and establish yourself. of course like i said if you fuck up your young years the rest of your life can be a living hell i'm sure.
cheer up man. stop being a sour puss. you have your whole life ahead of you. why don't you go to school and get an advanced degree. you already speak multiple languages, you can work for the government or a company and make some big bucks. then you can do whatever you want. travel, bodybuild, do steroids, whatever. money buys all the freedom you want
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GoldenPlague
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Yes, that's absolutely true! The more mature and self-aware you are, the better life you will have. However, it depends on how exactly you establish yourself. I want to establish myself as a internationally recognized and known bodybuilder millionaire (or even billionaire) who has access to lavish lifestyle, yachts, jets, Lamborghini, Ferrari super cars, and top model whores in Dubai, Hawaii, Las Vegas, Maldives, etc...
To achieve the lifestyle I want, I need money. Using bodybuilding and social media is the way I want to use to make the money, or at least start making money that way and then move to another strategy while remaining bodybuilder.
okay. but bodybuilding isn't the route to take unless you have top .01% genetics.
go get an education. a bachelors degree ain't worth shit in 2024. you need a masters or doctorate. and keep your credit and record clean. and life will be easy as fuck.
GoldenPlague
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But I don't want to work any job. I want my hobby to be my job, meaning the job won't be a job but a hobby.
The 0.1% genetics rule applies only to IFBB/Mr. O professionals. I said being a pro is not necessary for me. I'm ok with amateur level.
you can work a real job and then do a 'hobby job' you make extra cash with on the side
in the USA 50% of those under 40 work a side gig. there are a lot of ways to make money. hell there are people who wack off online and make extra cash. as long as some idiot is willing to buy what you are selling you can make money
and if that side gig turns into bigger money then you will be in good shape
NOBODY anymore works 1 job for life. those days are long gone. economy and sectors are evolving too fast. go watch those old shows from the 80's and laugh at what peoples careers were. most of their jobs have become obsolete so the key is being able to evolve with the times. technology is rapidly improving. when i was your age to use the internet you had to plug up a phone line to your slow ass modem on the computer and dial in to even get internet and cell phones were only for a select few.
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If you paid any and I mean ANY attention to the advice we've given you'd already be on the road to where you wanna go.
Stevesmi and I have recorded a podcast on whether or not anyone NEEDS a pro card to 'be a pro'. In other words enjoying what you do and making money in doing so without the need for a pro card.
As it stands right now and based ONLY on how you've ignored advice and a need to be spoon fed info (you asking for 'step by step' advice) you're too young, have no knowledge you can pass on etc etc
Start by taking the advice. Then slowly learning how to train well, eat well and (when you're 23) use PEDs etc. MAYBE at that point you might be in a position to offer advice. Keep that going and you MIGHT start being able to charge for doing so. THAT would be a way to live the life you want.
Just by way of an example I do not have a pro card (no such thing in my chosen niche sport of 'Grip'). I did, however, compete as a pro/open class lifter. I HAVE been sponsored to compete. I've been paid to referee. Paid to attend and work at expos. Even paid for articles. I've done multiple recorded interviews. Heck, I'm even in 3 magazine artricles (One was in Mens Fitness). Now I'm fortunate in other ways (pension, no mortgage) due to things I put in place a long time ago. Now I'm NOT rich by any measure but I do get paid to do what I love. I cold probably get paid more by working at it harder but then it becomes a job and not pleasure. One such example was an invite, this week,
to take part in a video interview. It's some distance from me and so would be a LOT of my time... no too keen and said so and they've offered to pay my expenses. Literally I'd lift some weights and speak about how my training came to be, the benefits and my competing...
Stevesmi and I have recorded a podcast on whether or not anyone NEEDS a pro card to 'be a pro'. In other words enjoying what you do and making money in doing so without the need for a pro card.
As it stands right now and based ONLY on how you've ignored advice and a need to be spoon fed info (you asking for 'step by step' advice) you're too young, have no knowledge you can pass on etc etc
Start by taking the advice. Then slowly learning how to train well, eat well and (when you're 23) use PEDs etc. MAYBE at that point you might be in a position to offer advice. Keep that going and you MIGHT start being able to charge for doing so. THAT would be a way to live the life you want.
Just by way of an example I do not have a pro card (no such thing in my chosen niche sport of 'Grip'). I did, however, compete as a pro/open class lifter. I HAVE been sponsored to compete. I've been paid to referee. Paid to attend and work at expos. Even paid for articles. I've done multiple recorded interviews. Heck, I'm even in 3 magazine artricles (One was in Mens Fitness). Now I'm fortunate in other ways (pension, no mortgage) due to things I put in place a long time ago. Now I'm NOT rich by any measure but I do get paid to do what I love. I cold probably get paid more by working at it harder but then it becomes a job and not pleasure. One such example was an invite, this week,
to take part in a video interview. It's some distance from me and so would be a LOT of my time... no too keen and said so and they've offered to pay my expenses. Literally I'd lift some weights and speak about how my training came to be, the benefits and my competing...
I have read your post carefully and I stand by my recommendation of performance enhancing hammers, for your balls.In the previous thread, where I said I I got TRT, I lied. I was still not ready with the tests, but still published the thread for the sake of fun. I didn't do any testosterone tests back then. Basically, I made up the whole story.
So, today my testosterone test was done and the results are now ready.
Here are the results
Testosterone: 20.90nmol/L
Free testosterone: 28.83pg/mL
The reference values
Testosterone: 8.64 - 29.00
Free testosterone: 15.00 - 50.00
These are the results I got after trying my best to get the lowest values possible. For more than 5 months, I haven't slept properly most of the time (almost always less than 6 hours, never more than 8 hours). The night before the test, I slept less than 6 hours. Additionally, I stopped consuming animal cholesterol (e.g. yolks, meat, etc...), because I know the body needs cholesterol and animal fat to produce testosterone.
Well, I didn't intentionally lack sleep... I had a lot of personal work to do with my hobby software projects, which is why I didn't sleep properly. But I was happy with the lack of sleep, because I expected the lack of sleep will reduce my testosterone to very low levels so I CAN HAVE AN EXCUSE TO DEMAND synthetic testosterone.
I wanted to have very low testosterone so I can make a case to get not just a TRT dose, but a TRT dose that will bring my testosterone levels to the upper limit, a super physiological 1,000 ng/dL!!!I planned to lie that I have low T testosterone. However, the plan didn't work.
So to put it simply, I can't and won't get low T naturally, no matter how hard I try.
I think my testosterone value represents a 600 ng/dL level, which is not super physiological (1,000 ng/dL).
I talked to a doctor, but he refused to give me TRT and told me no doctor will give me a TRT.
The debate is over. In Bulgaria, I won't get TRT. That's it.
The "getting TRT in Bulgaria" discussion ends here.
I heard the US has much more freedom in regards of TRT. Can I go to the US and say to a doctor I will pay for anything about TRT, and won't expect any money from insurance? If I do this, will I get a TRT?
Although my testosterone level appears normal, my free testosterone level is DEFINITELY at a low value. Can I go to the US and use this as an excuse to get a TRT dose that will bring my testosterone levels to super physiological levels, surpassing what can be achieved naturally in the context of protein synthesis, DHT and hair follicles?
It seems my body has a problem metabolizing free testosterone. I think I have low DHT, too. I'm not very masculinized, facially, don't have dense and black beard, although I have powerful body hair growth in black color and is thick and hard, with multiple hairs coming from the same place, especially at chest and back area. On hands, hair is much softer.
I also lack spontaneous and morning erections, which is something I remember I had when I was in puberty.
So in a nutshell, if I want a legally obtained TRT as a beginning of my steroid journey and a way to test how my body reacts to such substances while I'm being supervised just in case something goes wrong (I'm afraid of doing it home alone - if allergic reaction happens, there won't be anyone to help me), I MUST leave the country.
Tell me what to do and with who to speak. I know you know everything.
I know you know names and addresses of doctors who sell prescriptions for money. Doctors selling prescription for drugs like morphine and various pain-killers is a very American thing. If they sell prescriptions for such serious drugs, they also sell prescriptions for funny, safe and non-serious drugs like anabolic steroids.
Please, don't lie to me and don't pretend you don't know names.
Don't try to stop me.
Anything i want to achieve, I will achieve it. All attempts to stop me will only slow down my progress, but reality won't be changed and I will eventually achieve the objective. No amount of denial and refusal to help me will ever stop me.
Be honest with me, please.
Yes, I know I don't need TRT for medical purposes. I need TRT for other purposes I already explained in many of my previous threads.
Also, tell me what do you think about my testosterone values and the free T value. Do you think I have T metabolization problems, since I have a normal T, but a low free T?
What do you think, guys?
Your doctor is correct. You have normal test levels. Nobody will ever believe anything you say as you lie too much.
You are all over the shop,no time for this type of shit man.
