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https://www.thesun.co.uk/sport/2734...nfirmed the news,has died in Cologne, Germany.
Is this the Monstro I see running crazy cycles on here?
Is this the Monstro I see running crazy cycles on here?
Holy crap. RIP dude.
I only saw his name pop up a few times here, then saw some of the amounts of gear he was running. The autopsy report (if released) will be damning on his organs I'm sure.
They also released Neil Curries cause of death recently, being meth and cocaine OD. No good
Its not really a surprise as the amount of gear he was using was more than the average Olympia competitor I am sure. 5 grams of steroids on top of 20IU GH and 200mcg IGF-1 LR3 daily. He was also on clen and god knows what else. I am sure he had massive stroke. Feel sorry for his wife.
Here was his stack in his log.
Test E 2100mg week
Tren 1400mg week
Masteron 1400mg week
Winstrol oral100mg day
Superdrol 30mtg day
T4 100mncg day
t3 12,5mcg day
Clenbuterol 120mch day
Proviron 50mg day ( maybe 100 ? )
Exemestano 25mcg day
Raloxifen 60mg day
Dostinex 0,25mcg 2x week
HGH 10ius before bed and 10ius fasted morning
IGF 200ius pre workout
Humalog
Telmisartan 8mg day
Ursafalk ( liver protect)
This is all a result of trying to win at all costs. The problem is he never hardly competed in anything worth while. A true mental disorder IMO.
I have no words, that's mental
Yes he had a mental disorder of trying to look decent at ANY cost.
Unfortunately this is true.
A lot of people didn't like his opinions on stuff but he was a valuable member of our evo team so he will be missed.
Mobster and I have been reaching out to his friends/family the past few days but it looks like he has passed away from a heart attack at an expo in Europe over the weekend.. he was only in his mid 40's so its tragic
A lot of people didn't like his opinions on stuff but he was a valuable member of our evo team so he will be missed.
Mobster and I have been reaching out to his friends/family the past few days but it looks like he has passed away from a heart attack at an expo in Europe over the weekend.. he was only in his mid 40's so its tragic
he was on all that and a few more things and others are doing the same.
he wanted to look like a monster and a beast and he did.
if you want to abuse steroids then make sure you have a very strong will in place along with beneficiaries because your lifespan will be shortened greatly. i've been saying this for years but the 'i will do what i want' crowd thinks they know better
Surely running that amount of compounds you have the foresight to know you are at a substantially higher risk of dying everyday. I assume you would have to just accept that if you wanted to continue. Did he ever discuss his rationale the justification for running so much gear at a detriment to his health?
i discussed it with him many times. the more you push people one way they more they push back.
i interviewed bostin loyd 3x on my podcast, i also talked to him many times off the podcast and we would email quite a bit. he loved talking about this stuff and loved bodybuilding. he told me straight up ' i don't want to see my bloodwork' so essentially he put his head in the sand.
there is a very low amount of trust in the bodybuilding world for science and medicine. this is why so many bodybuilders end up like Bostin where they are told by their doctors to stop the shit but they don't listen. they think the doctors are 'trying to prevent their gains' or some other nonsense.
What was his response to the negative consequences?
Can you share the link, would be interested in watching. I'm reasonably young (early 30s) and on TRT. I've sprinkled var and Proviron in out of curiosity so no real cycles. I cannot imagine not getting regular bloodwork in my circumstances let alone if I was blasting ungodly amounts of gear.
My assumption is that the win at all costs mentality combined with the possibility that if you got bloods that were horrific you would be forced to cut your cycle short (knowing how bad the bloods are) so their rationale is not to get bloods so you don't know, therefore not required to cut the cycle short.
the same responses i get when i used to attempt to talk to people on facebook about anything regarding diet, steroids, bodybuilding etc.
"steve you are just listening to the media and govt, its not true, it won't happen to me, i know more then the doctors" etc. same shit that bodybuilders think. its the attitude of "i have bigger muscles then you so I know more then you" mentality. its impossible to reason with someone like that man
its the same thing as a rookie NFL player who doesn't listen to his coach because the coach isn't as fast or muscular as him. those players end up washing out and being busts for a reason. just because someone doesn't have brilliant genetics doesn't mean they have no clue. the top cardiologists in the world don't look like a bodybuilder, but you damn well better listen to them if you get a heart attack.
This is exactly why I don't believe in harsh cycles. I always look to take the least amount possible for the gains. The fact he said he never got bloodwork was a dead giveaway he didn't care at all about his health. Selfish people don't care in the bodybuilding world it seems. Its even worse when you see people claim they are peaking in their mid 20's. Maybe they should have a real gut check on how they train first before going on the sauce. Most people don't train properly. There is no reason why you cant gain naturally until your in your mid to late 30's or even 40's. Lots of people do.
RIP Monstro.
This is sad he just left comments on my logs just two days ago and now he is gone, I won't speak ill of the dead, like him or not he was a valuable member of our community and went out doing something he absolutely loved.
This is a huge wake-up call for everyone, personally 1 gram or under for my cycles I won't ever go ant higher I don't see the point, just more risk more sides or early death.
700-1000mg is more than enough for anyone, if I compete and I can't beat guys who are running more than me, atleast I can say I did my best and had the courage to stand on stage and give it my all win or lose.
I also believe in running the milder compounds and utilizing more diet than anything.
This is a huge wake-up call for everyone, personally 1 gram or under for my cycles I won't ever go ant higher I don't see the point, just more risk more sides or early death.
700-1000mg is more than enough for anyone, if I compete and I can't beat guys who are running more than me, atleast I can say I did my best and had the courage to stand on stage and give it my all win or lose.
I also believe in running the milder compounds and utilizing more diet than anything.
Yes its going to be weird not having him around as he posted on my wife's and my log almost everyday.
I'm really sad after reading that news he just posted on my logs 2 days ago and now he is gone, it's just surreal, it's even more haunting is you mentioned over training on my log and how monstro was on grams of gear and how him and I can't train the same an then he passed away. It's truly sad no matter how u look at it. I will miss that guy he was outspoken and stuck to his guns and I respect that about him.
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