you will get back bro @Lipster the mind and mental game is whats hard, once you get through that you have to do more in the gym so you can start recovering mentallyDoing my best. Just my mind is all over. Still trying though. As for my cycle. It saddens me how much got Set back for my winter bulk. I would say I love the way I feel in this cycle just hit a lot of obstacles. Within 3 weeks I was almost pushing my better volume and pushing weights great. The dog tugging on the shoulder set back one. Not bad not great. Then I got the flu twice. And then walking pneumonia. I lost half the weight a little strength. Put the weight back on was doing well with the shoulder. Then the passing of my girlfriend. Mind and mentality cracked. Her parents and brother came to pick up her car. They got stuck in a snow drift. They couldn't get the tow strap under the car. I said get in I'll push. Between the shock and adrenaline I grabbed the back of the car and lifted and push. I felt my shoulder twist my Bicep pulled and a tendon in my front part of the forearm. I'm finishing up week 8. I lost the weight again at first due to stress. I put some back on. Still at 200 from 186. I added bpc157 and tb500. But I think i am about two weeks away from recovery. But I can work out safely. Guess I am trying to get ready for my next cycle as I finish this. Just trying to not give up. But for sure overwhelmed.
the gym game will help you get past this brother