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Tbh it wasn’t that hard Bros but i couldn’t breathe. My muscle didn’t give out My oxygen did. I could have done more with an oxygen tank
Hahahaha Girl please so dramatic.
In my defense these were all super setting and 60 seconds rest…. I couldn’t breathe.
@SFDom415 getting stronger i see, great powerful training day, keep the push HARD bro
Well BroBros Here it is my last peice of sourdough bread for the next five weeks 
Other food today was
Breakfast pre gym
2 eggs
Slice of sourdough
4 ounces OJ
During work out
Dried “soft juicy mango” my new girl left them in my car She’s MY soft juicy mango.
Lunch
Ground beef 10 ounce
Ny steak 6 ounce
Peas and carrots 3 ounce
Rice 3 ounce
Dinner
Cottage cheese 60 G protein
Small can of mandarin oranges
Dessert
1 orange
Water 90 ounces
Other food today was
Breakfast pre gym
2 eggs
Slice of sourdough
4 ounces OJ
During work out
Dried “soft juicy mango” my new girl left them in my car She’s MY soft juicy mango.
Lunch
Ground beef 10 ounce
Ny steak 6 ounce
Peas and carrots 3 ounce
Rice 3 ounce
Dinner
Cottage cheese 60 G protein
Small can of mandarin oranges
Dessert
1 orange
Water 90 ounces
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Yep. Change needs to be forced
This German volume training. I love it. For someone who doesn’t like training… I love this . Cuz I can tell it’s going to whip my ass into shape This next five weeks will wil teach me to push when indknt want to. And it will break some bad hanky’s.
I’m going to that party and I’m going to look good when I get there
BroBros I had a huge kick in the stomach and blow to my confidence tonight . It just hit me.
Something had happened at the last party that I didn’t think much of until I got this idea in my head that is probably not based in reality and now I have extrapolated it into a whole thing.
You know I have this new — person. ( I don't want to use language that might offend anyone) but the way we met and then talking tonight and then seeing some things i wish I hadn’t seen. This big guy at that party the way he bumped into me. Yes lots of drinking it was probably nothing. Ok there are protocols over other peoples “property “
I just got a feeling some people may not like me moving in. I don’t know how to explain this cuz I don’t want to explain it in blunt terms. But I didn’t take anything that was owned by anyone.
Meanwhile I very quickly wanted to get and keep this new found fun Which is not ready to be kept.
These “ fun things “ are very valuable. And some younger “alpha” whatever they think ( bullshit) bros don’t want me helping myself in such a very visible way. All of this hitting my weak spot knowing I am older and not as good as them as confident as whatever and I don’t wanna go to another party.
But it doesn’t make sense cuz nobody knows me in these circles. I’m new.
And there were 2000 bros at the party. My new - person, sent me vids and I do not like seeing these other people let’s say “talking to her” I’m not 30 I’m 60 and I don’t have the unwavering. confidence some of them exude. It’s my Achilles heel. I’m good at at what I do as a Dom. Never had anything but 5 stars. But I’m crashing and burning and it likey I’ve made this entire scenario up in my head. Feels like shit. I shouldnt even care. I’m sure from my own self doubts over my position. Maybe I am just a little bitch with no business moving in. But that can’t be right.
This probably didn’t make any sense at all . Just trust me I feel like shit right now. I really need to become more confident.
I probably made the whole thing up in my head.
This shouldn’t matter this much.
Something had happened at the last party that I didn’t think much of until I got this idea in my head that is probably not based in reality and now I have extrapolated it into a whole thing.
You know I have this new — person. ( I don't want to use language that might offend anyone) but the way we met and then talking tonight and then seeing some things i wish I hadn’t seen. This big guy at that party the way he bumped into me. Yes lots of drinking it was probably nothing. Ok there are protocols over other peoples “property “
I just got a feeling some people may not like me moving in. I don’t know how to explain this cuz I don’t want to explain it in blunt terms. But I didn’t take anything that was owned by anyone.
Meanwhile I very quickly wanted to get and keep this new found fun Which is not ready to be kept.
These “ fun things “ are very valuable. And some younger “alpha” whatever they think ( bullshit) bros don’t want me helping myself in such a very visible way. All of this hitting my weak spot knowing I am older and not as good as them as confident as whatever and I don’t wanna go to another party.
But it doesn’t make sense cuz nobody knows me in these circles. I’m new.
And there were 2000 bros at the party. My new - person, sent me vids and I do not like seeing these other people let’s say “talking to her” I’m not 30 I’m 60 and I don’t have the unwavering. confidence some of them exude. It’s my Achilles heel. I’m good at at what I do as a Dom. Never had anything but 5 stars. But I’m crashing and burning and it likey I’ve made this entire scenario up in my head. Feels like shit. I shouldnt even care. I’m sure from my own self doubts over my position. Maybe I am just a little bitch with no business moving in. But that can’t be right.
This probably didn’t make any sense at all . Just trust me I feel like shit right now. I really need to become more confident.
I probably made the whole thing up in my head.
This shouldn’t matter this much.
If I go. Now I’m self doubting deeply and imagine I’m not welcome. It s probably my brain pulling its tricksYour going to kill it at the party brother
Thanks BroBrosbim excited about this new training. I’m just gonna throw everything at it for five weeks I can do that Just to see what happens
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I got this weird weak spot always have. Maybe I’m about to learn a new way to handle it. Finally. There are so many things that don’t intimidate me and the older you get the mess you give a shit about what people think. But this gets to me. It needs to be eliminated . This may be the moment
yes I was at a party myself a few years back and I literally just walked out in the middle of it
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