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Yes Sir. Understood.
marriage should be the most important thing. don't settle for an emotionally distant marriage. cheating on your partner or him cheating on you is going to push you further apart. Your husband and yourself should be together for life... what does some other guy have on that? or drugs? it shouldn't matter nearly as much as the man you married
Yes Sir.
What kind of music do you like?
I like 40s-90s especially 80s punk new wave and disco anthems.
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Thank you Sir i appreciate that. We don’t cheat. We have been open since the beginning, out if necessity ( living in separate cities the first three years. And him being younger when I was fat and not interested in sex for a while. I wanted him to have all his needs met.
Also we are not into the same stuff. So we give each other freedom. We have no problem with this. The emo distance is about me pushing him away over the years Partly to protect myself and because I don’t think I’m good enough. He thinks I take his comments and criticisms too personally. Im too sensitive because I kinda think he deserves better than me. He should be with a tall strong quiet well educated , professional man who does everything correclty who’s socially adept. I’m an uneducated blue collar overly expressive bro who wears ripped tanks and drips bbq sauce on my shirt lol. Ok I’m not that bad but you know what I mean. And he hates it when I say I’m not good enough. But he wishes I’d do volunteer work to meet the “ right” kind of people.
But I want to have fun. I don’t want to work for free or hang out at pflag or the community center. I just wanna have fun and enjoys all the delicious
More peaches. The whole tree. I want all the peach orchards in all of Northern California. You know in august, during harvest time, when the hot summer air is thick with the scent of sweet juicy ripe peaches and you think of all the cake….all the pie… the sweet warm nectar from a fresh picked peach running down your chin right there in the ground in the orchard.
Fresh fruit is an important part of a healthy diet and I have made a commitment to keep my diet on point.
Now
Has anyone seen bodymonster this afternoon.
Thank you Sir i appreciate that. We don’t cheat. We have been open since the beginning, out if necessity ( living in separate cities the first three years. And him being younger when I was fat and not interested in sex for a while. I wanted him to have all his needs met.
Also we are not into the same stuff. So we give each other freedom. We have no problem with this. The emo distance is about me pushing him away over the years Partly to protect myself and because I don’t think I’m good enough. He thinks I take his comments and criticisms too personally. Im too sensitive because I kinda think he deserves better than me. He should be with a tall strong quiet well educated , professional man who does everything correclty who’s socially adept. I’m an uneducated blue collar overly expressive bro who wears ripped tanks and drips bbq sauce on my shirt lol. Ok I’m not that bad but you know what I mean. And he hates it when I say I’m not good enough. But he wishes I’d do volunteer work to meet the “ right” kind of people.
But I want to have fun. I don’t want to work for free or hang out at pflag or the community center. I just wanna have fun and enjoys all the delicious
More peaches. The whole tree. I want all the peach orchards in all of Northern California. Like in august during harvest time and when the hot summer air is thick with the scent of sweet juicy ripe peaches and you think of all the cake and all the pie. That sweet nectar running down your chin.
Fresh fruit is an important part of a healthy diet and I have made a commitment to keep my diet on point.
Omg sorry! hey girl. I called you Sir before I looked at your profile . I’m so sorry !!!!! Please forgive me!!!! These boys have me all worked up and distracted in here.
Im so sorry.
Thank you for your words.
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I’m so embarrassed I told you a bunch of inappropriate guy stuff without realizing i was chatting with a young lady. My apologies
so sorry
lol it's all good it's happened a few times before 
maybe even try monogamy even if only for a period of 3-6 months, coupled with communication and date nights etc to get closer. every marriage is worth fighting for imo but at the end of the day it's up to you guys and it takes two to heal a relationship
maybe even try monogamy even if only for a period of 3-6 months, coupled with communication and date nights etc to get closer. every marriage is worth fighting for imo but at the end of the day it's up to you guys and it takes two to heal a relationship
@SFDom415 no worries @Supertiredwantfood is a strong woman always on top of itI’m so embarrassed I told you a bunch of inappropriate guy stuff without realizing i was chatting with a young lady. My apologies
lol it's all good it's happened a few times before
maybe even try monogamy even if only for a period of 3-6 months, coupled with communication and date nights etc to get closer. every marriage is worth fighting for imo but at the end of the day it's up to you guys and it takes two to heal a relationship
Thanks for that. Truth his we don’t even have sex any more it’s been years. And that’s ok. But we used to you know, hold hands in the car while driving and stuff.lol it's all good it's happened a few times before
maybe even try monogamy even if only for a period of 3-6 months, coupled with communication and date nights etc to get closer. every marriage is worth fighting for imo but at the end of the day it's up to you guys and it takes two to heal a relationship
I told him I miss being close and I’m working on my part of that. But I can’t expect to to just turn back around after I’ve pushed him away over time.
We are good.
We are committed.
We do love each other
Neither of us is going anywhere and we will grow old togther in fabulous Palm springs.
But we are two very different people.
He likes to be a homebody and watch Netflix all day on his day off
I have to be up and out and running around, racing around the freeway with the top down, being fabulous, going to brunch, chasing
, driving up the PCH hitting up folsom street fair, I mean I have to be wooo wooo fabulous at all times. I’m bipolar with adhd. I roll with it. I ask him whenever we have the same day off
“Are we doing anything today”
And his answer is always
“ no go do your thing” so I go. Don’t have to tell me twice to have fun.
So I go do my woooo wooo fun. I’m a native Californian i have to be “on” I have to be a star. At all times.
Hes middle class from Guatemala. He’s calm quiet normal very picky about the kind of people he associates with. And a nurse.
I’m a hedonistic pleasure seeking godless heathen raised in San Francisco in the 60s and 70 during vietnam my mom is a retired Domme. My dad was a hippie after the air force.
So I mean I ski and kayak and whitewater raft and party in vallarta and he watches Netflix and ruPaul and project runway. No thrill is ever big enough for me.
But we both treat out pets like royalty . We both love our Broadway shows and we like eating out and going to the movies. So that seems to keep us going.
I communicate with a million words all the time and he doesn’t communicate at all.
Anyway when I get my new body thanks to these sexy amazing BroBros here, and I make my big debut this summer… and my abs reach new heights of fame and stardom … the boys are gonna be licking my boots AND buying my dinner.
.
And Ill remember to thank all the people who helped make it happen
And my husband will text me and remind me to change the litter box.
Do you power-lift? Female powerlifters rule.
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Yes Sir I just like anything that feels good but also Those drugs are very bad for me in my position as as Dom which is where I should stay. but they are very much tied to / triggered by an underlying desire to flip and surrender as a little b to Alphas. ( That’s why I call it princess powder) I don’t consider it a demon necessarily I like it the way I like donuts. Mmmmm
I am seriously moved by the support here.
This chance to prove myself to all the amazing
BroBrosno way I’m fucking this up.
You’re way too hard on yourself
@SFDom415 the drugs are the worst I used to use and stopped all stimulants for life.Yes Sir I just like anything that feels good but also Those drugs are very bad for me in my position as as Dom which is where I should stay. but they are very much tied to / triggered by an underlying desire to flip and surrender as a little b to Alphas. ( That’s why I call it princess powder) I don’t consider it a demon necessarily I like it the way I like donuts. Mmmmm
I am seriously moved by the support here.
This chance to prove myself to all the amazing
no way I’m fucking this up.
You have to stay away from junk food.
And everyone loves what feels good, but we want to look good too.
No Sir I need to have my ass beat. No more effing around. I have until May 19th to present a pic of a new shredded tight meaty body.
Show up
Shut up
Lift
Eat clean
Be hot
I just wish I was in the gym with all of you so you could smack the jelly donut out of my mouth as needed.
@SFDom415 my 19 is the new goal, EAT CLEAN and train hardNo Sir I need to have my ass beat. No more effing around. I have until May 19th to present a pic of a new shredded tight meaty body.
Show up
Shut up
Lift
Eat clean
Be hot
I just wish I was in the gym with all of you so you could smack the jelly donut out of my mouth as needed.
shred city is coming man.
I can’t fail here. If I fail at a simple goal when I have all of you behind me that would super weak.@SFDom415 the drugs are the worst I used to use and stopped all stimulants for life.
You have to stay away from junk food.
And everyone loves what feels good, but we want to look good too.
I’ve exposed my whole soul here
I’ve set a simple worthwhile goal
I have nothing but
support form everyoneI have a gym
I have an awesome trainer
I have access to food
I have juice
I have supps
I have 82 days
I got it i promise BroBros
@SFDom415 NEVER give up and you will NEVER fail.I can’t fail here. If I fail at a simple goal when I have all of you behind me that would super weak.
I’ve exposed my whole soul here
I’ve set a simple worthwhile goal
I have nothing but
I have a gym
I have an awesome trainer
I have access to food
I have juice
I have supps
I have 82 days
I got it i promise BroBros
always 100% it. Keep your promise.
If you eat clean and train hard it will be easier on yourself. You can actually eat til your full if you eat clean and still lose fat.
@SFDom415 my 19 is the new goal, EAT CLEAN and train hard
Yes Sir Trainer says the more muscle I build the more calories my body will burn too. So it’s a complete reset of how my body uses fuel.
Just another benefit.
And thank you for putting up with me. I come here and play around and look a little nuts and you don’t bay an eye. I just get lonely. I used to spend all day juggling chats on multiple hookup apps.
This is much more fun and productive and meaningful. I guess its what they mean by Bros before hos
plus the apps don’t have
BM
Next training is Thu Fri
Legs tomorrow I better eat and sleep.
I love leg days!!!!
Heading into day 9 of 90
here are the new support supplements to start with
Tudca and dandelion will start tomorrow
Meanwhile the only bad thing I ate today was…….
Nothing bad!
Better get to sleep leg day tomorrow!! I love leg day! Powerful legs are everything!
Supps and inspiration for tomorrow
here are the new support supplements to start with
Tudca and dandelion will start tomorrow
Meanwhile the only bad thing I ate today was…….
Nothing bad!
Better get to sleep leg day tomorrow!! I love leg day! Powerful legs are everything!
Supps and inspiration for tomorrow
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