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I've driven through there before I was going from LA to Vegas
Glad to see you’re back
Looks like an awesome place to be!
California has shuch beautiful places it's unreal.Heading to Palm Springs 4am. Decided to drive. I can’t guarantee I’ll be walking in the oasis canyons cuz it’s gonna be 112-117 degrees but if can get some good pics I will .
Wish my fwb was able to come along.
So
How bad do I have it? Let’s just say I’ve been listing to 70s live songs all weekend lwhatever let me enjoy it for a minute.
Well. I made it home from Palm Springs. Aside from spending a lot of time in the pool, it was 108-116 everyday and the pool water was like a hot bath.
I spent a lot of time in a deep funk over my fwb. Spent most of this week in bed all day. Trainer is doing a spartan in Hawaii so it’s been a couple weeks of very bad food no lifting and a lot of crying over heartbreak. I just got carried away. It felt really good and I thought I had a new friend and partner in crime so to speak ( and according to him, we do have that) but his life is very busy and mine isn’t. I been wasting away listens to sappy love songs. With angst over knowing this is all it will be. Of course we are both married. He made me feel needed cuz I was delivering what he wasn’t getting from his husband whereas my hubby makes me feel never good enough.
So my body is a wreck. And I don’t get out of bed.
Even though factually nothing has changed.
Meanwhile my source seems to have raised his prices and won’t take Zelle anymore and keeps pushing me to use this bitcoin I do t understand.
I just paid 290 for 1 test 1 anavar 50mg 1 Masteron. Maybe the anavar is expensive
Waiting days for a text that doesn’t come is gut wrenching. I just thought we were gonna be a weekly anything movie, lunch, fuck, whatever
I mean it’s bad if I’m listening to Celine Dione singing “all by myself” I don’t realize how amazing she is btw.
Ch just looks so happy and beautiful when he’s bouncing on it with such unbridled abandon and that makes me really happy to see. But
What it is, is all it can ever be. So tomorrow since I called in sick again. I can either lay in bed wasting away or get up and go for a walk. At the very least and eat some protein.
He told me I’m the only person who gives him pleasure and the only friend he has to have fun with but his situation is very demanding at home.
And that even though he has a short leash I should find more out there.
I’m sharing all
This here just because I don’t have anyone to talk to. I should get up and go walk on the beach in the morning.
And stop playing this song over and over. If I could si g worth a shit I’d sing it to him.
I spent a lot of time in a deep funk over my fwb. Spent most of this week in bed all day. Trainer is doing a spartan in Hawaii so it’s been a couple weeks of very bad food no lifting and a lot of crying over heartbreak. I just got carried away. It felt really good and I thought I had a new friend and partner in crime so to speak ( and according to him, we do have that) but his life is very busy and mine isn’t. I been wasting away listens to sappy love songs. With angst over knowing this is all it will be. Of course we are both married. He made me feel needed cuz I was delivering what he wasn’t getting from his husband whereas my hubby makes me feel never good enough.
So my body is a wreck. And I don’t get out of bed.
Even though factually nothing has changed.
Meanwhile my source seems to have raised his prices and won’t take Zelle anymore and keeps pushing me to use this bitcoin I do t understand.
I just paid 290 for 1 test 1 anavar 50mg 1 Masteron. Maybe the anavar is expensive
Waiting days for a text that doesn’t come is gut wrenching. I just thought we were gonna be a weekly anything movie, lunch, fuck, whatever
I mean it’s bad if I’m listening to Celine Dione singing “all by myself” I don’t realize how amazing she is btw.
Ch just looks so happy and beautiful when he’s bouncing on it with such unbridled abandon and that makes me really happy to see. But
What it is, is all it can ever be. So tomorrow since I called in sick again. I can either lay in bed wasting away or get up and go for a walk. At the very least and eat some protein.
He told me I’m the only person who gives him pleasure and the only friend he has to have fun with but his situation is very demanding at home.
And that even though he has a short leash I should find more out there.
I’m sharing all
This here just because I don’t have anyone to talk to. I should get up and go walk on the beach in the morning.
And stop playing this song over and over. If I could si g worth a shit I’d sing it to him.
Today
Step one.
I got out of bed.
Step 2
I went to the beach to walk in our typically gloomy coast
step 3 ( I drew his pretty smile in the sand lol)
Step 4
I dragged my ass here to planet fitness and I’m doing a lame workout. But at least I’m here. I’m so out of breathe and out of shape. But I’m here.
I hit up another fwb for a movie later but he’s deciding if he wants to cancel his dinner plans or not.
I did it take any of the opioid pills or sleeping pills or muscle relaxers today and I did it buy the magic mushrooms
on the street.
They sell every weekend
Step one.
I got out of bed.
Step 2
I went to the beach to walk in our typically gloomy coast
step 3 ( I drew his pretty smile in the sand lol)
Step 4
I dragged my ass here to planet fitness and I’m doing a lame workout. But at least I’m here. I’m so out of breathe and out of shape. But I’m here.
I hit up another fwb for a movie later but he’s deciding if he wants to cancel his dinner plans or not.
I did it take any of the opioid pills or sleeping pills or muscle relaxers today and I did it buy the magic mushrooms
on the street. They sell every weekend
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@SFDom415 awesome to see you on vacation and now back in the grindToday
Step one.
I got out of bed.
Step 2
I went to the beach to walk in our typically gloomy coast
step 3 ( I drew his pretty smile in the sand lol)
Step 4
I dragged my ass here to planet fitness and I’m doing a lame workout. But at least I’m here. I’m so out of breathe and out of shape. But I’m here.
I hit up another fwb for a movie later but he’s deciding if he wants to cancel his dinner plans or not.
I did it take any of the opioid pills or sleeping pills or muscle relaxers today and I did it buy the magic mushrooms
They sell every weekend
push it hard and train again
I think it’s time to look at a new source. I’m getting a little annoyed with my current one.
And I told him I don’t want to use bitcoin cuz I don’t know what it is and I don’t understand it it’s like some underground internet thing that can steal your money run by criminals or shady fucks.
So then he had me go to his “store “ and order the equivalent amount of ordinary products just as a way to make a credit card payment but he got short with me when I was trying to figure that out.
Plus it seems like the prices went up.
Im going to compare some prices on here
And I told him I don’t want to use bitcoin cuz I don’t know what it is and I don’t understand it it’s like some underground internet thing that can steal your money run by criminals or shady fucks.
So then he had me go to his “store “ and order the equivalent amount of ordinary products just as a way to make a credit card payment but he got short with me when I was trying to figure that out.
Plus it seems like the prices went up.
Im going to compare some prices on here
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