i'm also working on mental health and some lifelong issues becksernim determined tonbreak this choke of shutting out guanine cuz they trigger something that has nothing g to do with them .
not only is my new fb fantastic but that passion and chemistry is actually making me want to get back to more what do you call it ... being closer to my husband. so i'm prying shit apart and separating things . it's like Alien when the cssiturenis suck to you and you gotta
pull it off.
being comfortable with my body though has killed the obsession and therefore the drive over my belly/ abs situation.
lots to do money issues work sked issues health issues marriage /realtionship issues boyfriend / relationship issues car crashes lol social life challenges
And i turn 60 in november and that in itself is going to be a crisis.
60? SIXTY years old that's like super old. that's mine " why that old guy in this bar shouldn't he be at the glass coffin" ( the twin peaks ... it's history thing)
my life is about to end. i'm going to have to be heavily medicated in november
this totally is not fair at all. no way.
i've never looked this good but how long will this last ? i'm totally doomed pretty soon DOOMED
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