I started self trt at 40. I was lean, and if I took my shirt off people were blown away at the definition especially for my age, but with clothes on I was small and progressive overload with training was getting me hurt more than anything. Which lead me to peptides. Aaaand once you figure that a whole bunch of people stab themselves with insulin daily, needles aren’t so scary. Before you know it, testosterone or nandrolone seems worth it. And it is. You’re coming at this from all the right angles, at the right time, with support. Yours not going to regret it, and you can still get a sports car lol, but I recommend getting a boat instead. On that topic, one thing I have experienced that you may want to watch out for: impulsive behavior. Could be good, could be bad, but you are going to get your drive and energy back like you are a late teen. Since I’ve been on hormones, I’ve quit my job, started a business, got another boat, got a really fast (for me) bike, and several girlfriends. All of this has been great, but I definitely am living more on the edge. Not as bad as when I was much younger, but I would be playing life much safer without the drive and dopamine and energy I have on tap.