I had to post here as I am definitely WAY MORE experienced than you have ever been to being exposed or have been as a Addict... I'm sorry you have been going through this but to say most people have no clue is a cop out and wrong!In a session I was drinking 8-12 drinks, most days I can drink 2-3 since on the Sema. Obviously I was hoping for a miracle cure but this doesnt seem the case. I am trying to think of a real world situation where Sema could be used to treat Alcoholism from an addicts perspective but I cannot see a probable use case.
Reading from the comments here, most people do not have a flying clue about being an Addict, ill probably write a post on how addiction works.
I try to think of positives; yeah I am drinking less but I am still going to the bottle shop (Australian vernacular for Liquor store, the only place you can buy liquor ((think LC in canada)) after work and drinking 3 cans on the way home from work, my job requires me to drive and we have on road breath tests so if I lost my license I would be in serious trouble.
There is less contention in my house because my wife isnt busting me drinking, remember Im meant to be a recovering alcoholic so every time I drink and get caught, its a huge disappointment for everyone followed by big arguments.
Positives would be: I am not hung over anymore, my health must be improving because my liver and other organs are not taking a beating from drinking large amounts anymore, I am doing less risky behaviour like drinking 10 drinks, running out and getting behind the wheel to get more, harmony at home is better etc
I am 55 years old and I have been doing every drug and drink I could get my hands on since I was a teenager.. Stopping only briefly when I signed up for the military.
Everyone here is being very nice to you and all you have to do is listen and learn.
I hope you all best... BUT it's you that has to be responsible enough to choose life.
I've talked briefly about about my younger brother as a example of what can happen to you from Ice or Meth.. He had a stroke and it screwed him over!
More recently though he had a bad relapse about 3 months ago.. Not meth this time.. Just a bout of good Ole legal Alcohol.. DUI with injuries he was in the ICU for a week.
He Fuckin survived AGAIN!
Luckily he didn't kill the driver in the other car. He will be going to court soon for DUI.
I'm going to post a Picture of my brother after this accident.. Because it will be needed to express the situation for you.
We are probably WAY more experienced than you think!
My Father died of Liver failure /cirrosis of the liver at 43 years of age... I know what it is!
QUIT DRINKING