GoldenPlague
Newbie Brother
I didn't say I will become exactly pro. I said amateur or pro, meaning I'm ok with amateur level, too.This whole 'being a pro' as a fix to a persons life is about as common as winning a Million on the lotto. It happens (to the genetic freaks) but it's rare. I've got $50 says you do NOT have those genetics. Heck, based on info you have provided, you don't even have the (currently) the mental fortitude. I'll go so far as to suggest the last few posts border on trolling.
Heck I come under being a pro and I've no pro card. I get paid to do what I do. I represent brands (inc a clothing line) in return for product and so on. Do NOT think winning an event or becoming a pro as a fix for any mental issues. Life doesn't work like that. Changing how you think about stuff is far more of a fix and that starts with YOU
What about genetics? I have V-shale and a potential for fast muscle growth. When I trained hard naturally, I was seeing results by the day, especially at the biceps area.