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I dont know what is happening but I have been feeling depressed... my libido is also gone. I dont know if this is from the reta/caloric deficit or the test fucking up my hormones, but I honestly think I should stop test. I feel so self doubting, emotional, and like a girl which I didn't feel as...

I have only injected test 1x so far (besides the 1x I did subQ like a week ago) and the amount was 0.25mL × 250mg/mL = 62.5mg. The mild balls ache has gone away since I woke up but nipples were getting spicy feeling again today. Also my shoulder injection site is hurting a bit, nothing too bad...

0.5 mg 1x a week

My nipples just started becoming a bit spicy.. oh boy. I am going to just leave it as is and stick to the plan. I could lower my dose from 180 to 150, but I think its too soon to tell. Because my SHBG is 42 which is high end of normal that means in theory a good portion of the total test should...

My left testicle was aching very slightly about 6 hours after injection. Guess the suppression is starting. My plan was to take HCG on the off days of test (so if I take Test Sunday/Tuesday/ Thursday) I was going to take 200 UI HCG Monday/Wednesday/Friday because I thought taking test + HCG on...

Yes I did E2 test as well. Here are more of my blood markers pre cycle: Does anyone know why my LDL and non HDL are out of range even pre using anything? Should I buy some ancillaries to help with this? Anyone have recommendations on what to use? I asked Claude and it said Omega 3 fish oil...

I started the commitment to test today (Sunday April 26th). Pinned 0.25 ml Test Cyp into. Things I did differently this time compared to last time: - Delt 90 degree angle instead of upper glute - 30g 1/2 inch needle instead of 31g 5/16 inch needle - Definitely think I hit IM this time instead of...

1 week into Reta - seeing good benefits. Only had 1 cheat meal (a 500 cal burger) this whole week. Besides that have had protein shakes, chicken, sweet potato, milk, egg wraps sometimes, rice cakes w honey, bananas, popcorn. Physique pics from yesterday (Saturday April 25th) with some decent gym...

Because my workout yesterday felt weak today I tried a preworkout meal of rice cakes, honey, and a banana and it was great. Felt a lot more energy during the workout and my overall cals are still the same. Might have to do this every day pre workout now.

First full day on reta the lack of food noise is crazy... this is actually a miracle drug wow. I tried to eat some chips to test how I feel and it didn't even taste good... normally if I wanted to I could eat like 50 chips lol. I love that it doesn't make me feel wired or starving or anything -...

I'll take a look and I'll study this more for next time. I probably am going to give up with this subq shit and just get over the fear and do IM once I commit to using test again.

I dont think so. I dont know what IM vs SubQ even feels like to compare between the two but I used a 31G 5/16 8mm needle so I think its very unlikely that I could hit IM with this size especially in glute muscle. IM also shouldn't have a lump right

Also injected 0.5 mg of Reta (April 19th 9PM) subq into belly fat.

@LevButlerov I had to pinch to show where it is otherwise its not possible to tell

Update: My pinned area is radiating a very tiny amount of pain/heat. I also realized there is a lump, its just not noticeable because I need to like grab my fat on my ass and then punch inwards so I can feel the lump. No redness or anything though. Limping a little bit when walking. This...