Some of us (like me) did these big huge cycles and we advised other to do so as well, it just became the norm. Things got kinda weird and many guys where just focusing on the drugs and neglecting their health, and training intensity and diet. It all got turned upside down and backwards. Rewind back now to about 10 years ago, me and a few other guys started trying to convince everyone to lower dosages and be more conservative in their cycles. Some of us that ran the big dog cycles from back in the day we have learned the truth that you just don't need to do these huge big dosages to get great result, much of the higher dosages are a waste where you are not getting all of the gains and you lose a lot more mass after a big cycle than a small one. I suggest you try things the new way and see how you like it. You can always go back to pumping big cycles with a ton of sauce if that is really what you would like to do.