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Wassup guys, ill start off by saying the thing nobody wants to hear: im 18 years old and currently a high school student. If red flags are sprouting up in your head, they should. I never thought itd come to this either, but it did. Ill tell you all my story below:
I started lifting at 13, and took it far more seriously when I was roughly 15. I was more into powerlifting, since I wasnt too aesthetic due to my terrible diet. I also wasnt very healthy. I was always eating junk, and my blood pressure was roughly 150/110 or something like that. In sophomore year I got a girlfriend, so my training slacked. I also went out for wrestling, which ended my terrible diet. She left me mid season, but I still did well. After the season I started lifting like a maniac. I was in the weight room for 2-3 hours a day doing grueling wrestling/bodybuilding workouts. It all paid off. I got super athletic and lean. In the summer I started running more to get in shape, so I lost a lot of strength and a little muscle mass. I also got a new girlfriend during this time. That was a train wreck. Fast forward to about 3 weeks ago, I had lost all my friends, confidence, and everything id built up over the years. Everything was lost. I was inconsistent with the gym (she wouldnt let me go on weekends so I could spend endless hours on the phone with her), my diet (she had a shit diet, meaning I fell into that), and my own personal regimen. I left her 3 weeks ago since I couldn't take it anymore. Ive decided that its time to get back into my prime.
As for my previous ped usage:
In december I was on mk677. I gained some strength, but nothing crazy. I stopped in late december since I just fell out of the habit.
Mid january I was on 6 iu of hgh daily. I lost a good deal of fat and started sleeping great. I ran out in mid-late february.
I was planning on starting a cycle in late february, but my stupid ex girlfriend thought id actually wanna reproduce with her later on, so she wouldnt let me due to the infertility risk.
Anyways, I stopped putting on muscle and strength in the summer. For the past few years ive noticed terrible sleep and that im always tired no matter what. In november I got a sleep study and they confirmed I have severe OSA. Its been a huge hit, and also the reason I believe im not putting on muscle. Im getting a cpap very soon, and have plans for double jaw surgery in a year or so. In that time I plan on roiding to increase my dimorphism and also look my best physically. Its worth noting I have very bad self esteem which is a main reason why im doing this.
After a recent doctors visit, he confirmed I have slight liver damage from my hgh use and told me to at least wait a month and get my bloods again, then return to peds. Im taking his advice, although its like telling a kid not to open their presents on christmas LMAO
Cycle will be:
Test c: 500 mg/weekly (pinned daily IM to prevent aromatization and inconsitent serum levels)
IGF 1 LR3: 50 mcg only when I workout before eating
Arimidex: 0.25-0.5 as needed, I also will be getting bloodwork (my doctor knows what im planning on doing, so im being monitored)
Anavar: may be thrown in later, im still meditating on it. itll likely be 20-40 mg a day, split doses of course.
Supplements:
Fish oil
Ashwagandha
Milk thistle
I plan on going back to hgh once my igf1 runs out. I work 5 days a week to buy all this nonsense.
My training schedule is PPLULRR. I do two sets of max intensity each exercise. Its more convenient since im a busy young man. Unfortunately I was snacking too much at my job, and combined with OSA I got pretty fat. Not happy about that. I dont plan on ever running tren, im too young and I cant risk neurodamage at this age. I plan on getting into dental school one day
Personal stats:
Height: 5'10
Weight: 165
Goal: 175 lean
Really looking for some advice here. I know a lot of you will object to this due to my age, but in my opinion its better to give an idiot like me guidance if im gonna do something dumb.
Current physique below:
I started lifting at 13, and took it far more seriously when I was roughly 15. I was more into powerlifting, since I wasnt too aesthetic due to my terrible diet. I also wasnt very healthy. I was always eating junk, and my blood pressure was roughly 150/110 or something like that. In sophomore year I got a girlfriend, so my training slacked. I also went out for wrestling, which ended my terrible diet. She left me mid season, but I still did well. After the season I started lifting like a maniac. I was in the weight room for 2-3 hours a day doing grueling wrestling/bodybuilding workouts. It all paid off. I got super athletic and lean. In the summer I started running more to get in shape, so I lost a lot of strength and a little muscle mass. I also got a new girlfriend during this time. That was a train wreck. Fast forward to about 3 weeks ago, I had lost all my friends, confidence, and everything id built up over the years. Everything was lost. I was inconsistent with the gym (she wouldnt let me go on weekends so I could spend endless hours on the phone with her), my diet (she had a shit diet, meaning I fell into that), and my own personal regimen. I left her 3 weeks ago since I couldn't take it anymore. Ive decided that its time to get back into my prime.
As for my previous ped usage:
In december I was on mk677. I gained some strength, but nothing crazy. I stopped in late december since I just fell out of the habit.
Mid january I was on 6 iu of hgh daily. I lost a good deal of fat and started sleeping great. I ran out in mid-late february.
I was planning on starting a cycle in late february, but my stupid ex girlfriend thought id actually wanna reproduce with her later on, so she wouldnt let me due to the infertility risk.
Anyways, I stopped putting on muscle and strength in the summer. For the past few years ive noticed terrible sleep and that im always tired no matter what. In november I got a sleep study and they confirmed I have severe OSA. Its been a huge hit, and also the reason I believe im not putting on muscle. Im getting a cpap very soon, and have plans for double jaw surgery in a year or so. In that time I plan on roiding to increase my dimorphism and also look my best physically. Its worth noting I have very bad self esteem which is a main reason why im doing this.
After a recent doctors visit, he confirmed I have slight liver damage from my hgh use and told me to at least wait a month and get my bloods again, then return to peds. Im taking his advice, although its like telling a kid not to open their presents on christmas LMAO
Cycle will be:
Test c: 500 mg/weekly (pinned daily IM to prevent aromatization and inconsitent serum levels)
IGF 1 LR3: 50 mcg only when I workout before eating
Arimidex: 0.25-0.5 as needed, I also will be getting bloodwork (my doctor knows what im planning on doing, so im being monitored)
Anavar: may be thrown in later, im still meditating on it. itll likely be 20-40 mg a day, split doses of course.
Supplements:
Fish oil
Ashwagandha
Milk thistle
I plan on going back to hgh once my igf1 runs out. I work 5 days a week to buy all this nonsense.
My training schedule is PPLULRR. I do two sets of max intensity each exercise. Its more convenient since im a busy young man. Unfortunately I was snacking too much at my job, and combined with OSA I got pretty fat. Not happy about that. I dont plan on ever running tren, im too young and I cant risk neurodamage at this age. I plan on getting into dental school one day
Personal stats:
Height: 5'10
Weight: 165
Goal: 175 lean
Really looking for some advice here. I know a lot of you will object to this due to my age, but in my opinion its better to give an idiot like me guidance if im gonna do something dumb.
Current physique below:
