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Veteran Log First Testosterone Cycle and Beginner Training Log
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bros we got the best gyms in south cali. i train at many gyms. my bros get me in as a guest or i buy day passes. thats a locally owned gym by one of my bros you see the pic of. we got pro bodybuilders in there all the time
wow that is quite the story. the issue is what happens if a cop pulls you over and you have no insurance or anything? wouldn't they arrest you and take the van?
linux wow. i remember when it first came out along with redhat. i didn't think people still used linux these days pretty cool stuff @vanlife_gymbum
I’m a little more curious how you made your way into a van?
Years ago, like another life, I had addiction issues and at one point rebuilt my life from nothing and was living in my buddy’s garage to do it.
Before I started taking testosterone I was using kratom(still am)to get through a lot of chronic pain from numerous injuries, one serious injury, and arthritis from all of that. I didn’t know that regular kratom use could tank your testosterone, of course, but I believe it did.
I’m back in the rat race now and honestly hating it at the moment hahaha, but I have a good life. I just spent the summer waterskiing in a show with two shows and three practices a week and three tournaments for the season. Hell of a life! Last show was Friday and I’m resting for the weekend then it’s back to the iron and lots of work
@vanlife_gymbum yeah the boys getting a feed!
Oh yeah? Another guy said that too, what do you recommend bro? Change technique, change places?
I hit an artery when I was trying to IV a new spot once, that was average.
It's called "shooting up" because you point the rig up to your heart, where you're aiming for to get high.
Arteries take blood away from the heart.
That hurt like fuck and wasted the shit
Pretty decent arrangement eh!
The guy who used to own the ship before I joined but is now dead apparently used to try pick up woman by offering them a Volunteering position...
I don't see how that would work, but she speaks fondly of him and gives up her Saturdays to make sandwiches foe free so must be something to it =)
Ventroglute, glute, hip flexor, and delt are my rotation. The hip flexors are very easy to hit. I’m surprised more people don’t use them
Will definitely tell you but it might take a while, if we skip the ten years of planning and "analysis paralysis" stage the main things starting in 2022 when I was still using and drinking execpt was dating a crackwhore not a smack one like usual my drug had changed and things got weird for a while there.
I got a remote job for a crypto currently exchange in the Cayman Islands, 3 months, $25k USD per month, I figured I could use that to get into vanlife.
It didn't work out very well, theu were scammy and I was too high to hold it together day to day, they never paid me for the last month but and I thought about just taking it from their hot wallet which I had ghr keys from, but my AA sponsor talked me out of this thankfully.
I had like $20k usd left after the crack bender though, broke up with the girl, and went and moved back in with me mum, a proud day haha.
Then spent six weeks getting into AA more and buying a van which took the cash, and moved to Wellington, a 6 hour drive which took two days.
Sweet man! Lived it four garages myself! They're suppost to be for hot knifing weed and dodgy pool tables as per NZ tradition but they work great for self contained living!
It would have man. Common symptom reported on Stop Kratom sub on reddit, have a look there.
Why are so many lifting related people onto that? There was the first with Mark Bell becoming a drug dealer with it, then copy cats like the steriods podcast guy sells it (don't bother looking him up, go to that reddit instead)
I can help you get off it or get using a proper proper opiate like codiene or let me know what you're trying to achieve bro and I'm sure we can smash out a plan together =)
Jetskiing sounds rad man!!
Yeah bro, chicks dig Linux! I started with Red Hat 7.3 in 1998! Good times
This forum will be running on a Linux server I bet. Linux runs everything these days. Andriod is Google stealing linix and putting their logo on it, literally. IPhone os they did it with thr operating system that linux cloned instead. Corporates just steal and sell repackaged free shit back to us.
Linux is free and it's source code is open source and does not spy on you or tell your mum shit
Yeah quads can be tricky mate because of how innervated the area is. Just split your quad into 3 areas (top near hip, middle meaty section, tear drop/closer to knee).
Go for the middle/meaty section, then pin yourself on the outer muscle. I used to just pin directly on top, but I hit nerves more often than not, and I would be crippled for days. No issues since I started pinning on the large side muscle.
Also bend your knee so the quad is relaxed rather than keeping it straight & the muscle contracted. I've chucked in some pics.
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I’m not sure quitting kratom is the right move for me. I’ve quit it twice for over a month Each time. It was easy and I felt fine, especially compared to all the Percocet and Vicodin I took for years. But I herniated discs in my neck years ago and have nerve pain. I’ve improved it more than doctors told me was possible, but I don’t really want to live with it for the next 30+/- years. Sometimes I take more, sometimes less, but most of the time I just take 10 grams a day. No extracts or anything. I feel good. I’ve taken testosterone for some five years now. I don’t foresee stopping that at this point
Ahhh I get it now. Life Forge, the company sending me testosterone to trial said something like this but it didn't click, with your explanation I get it now.
Aw fuck that doesn't sound pleasant! I'll practice to nail this thanks a lot brother
Well thanks my morning activities sorted. I go clean up my shit at the ship, go to the pharmacy to get my methadone dose then hopefully be warmed up by then and I'll sit down and try this out. I appreciate your help bro
Ah I see, I didn't click you knew about opiates already, I thought you just went straight foe kratom.
Nah man don't quit if you don't want to, fuck what others think. But if you run into trouble we got your back bro.
Hoping testosterone will fix the problem of methadone tanking my testosterone too.
Methadone is a proper full against opiate, the Nazis invented it, it was originally called Dolphine, it's way more hard core than herion..
The herion dose that put me in a coma wouldn't even get me out of methadone withdrawal now
Why would you have to stop testosterone? Is the medical system fucking with you?
Okay thanks man! I'll try it tomorrow, gonna try quad again today with updated instructions
Haha fuck no, it's my van. Our cops don't have guns, else I'd probably be dead.
I am not fond of the police but to be fair they have been pretty good to me lately.
I pick up litter around the beach and they ignore a few things, I just park on the main traffic road the beach is on.
If it came down to it though I'd run away sprinting.
I didn’t know that about methadone. I do think testosterone will be helpful for you, but I’m curious about your choice of dose. 300mg/wk, going up to 400, right? And this is right out of the gate? Never tried it before?
I think I understand the thought process behind a beginning protocol like that. Get the most out of your first cycle. I can see that potentially working well assuming you’ve got aromasin ready and we know you’ve got access to good guidance here.
The most test I ever took in a week was 500mg and I didn’t yet really understand the value and importance of controlling my estrogen because I was listening to the wrong people and had a bad experience with nolvadex that may not have even been legit. It worked but it made me feel really really bad and all these Podcasters etc were taking about the dangers of AIs. 500 was definitely more than I could handle without an AI. My nipples hurt, and I broke out in body acne. But other than that I was on top of the world and I looked very full and felt strong.
I don’t have to. I had a hippie gf that thought I should stop, I was like “ok stop smoking weed” and I’m seeing a girl now that I only just told about it on Thursday and right away she asked about being able to have kids. I have two adult kids but I would have more.
I’m unplugged from the US medical system, currently. It wouldn’t be a bad idea to get myself prescribed trt to keep myself safe legally. My work takes me in the road sometimes a lot.
I see why you said we have a lot in common. I just abandoned the one kid but I don't want another! Gonna try reconnect with him soon, he's 9.
Don't listen to hippies bro. Execpt me =)
Better off staying underground if you ask me bro. Don't want thr government interested in your health, its really fucking onerous.
Insurance companies own your health here. And unless you’re quite wealthy then you get your insurance from your employer. They use algorithms to determine if your life and health have value or if you could successfully mount a legal case against them(rare).
Idk about your timing, but for him, the time is now.
She was silly. The type of person who’s fit and healthy for no good reason but thinks that makes her an authority. Like hot vegans convincing fat chicks to stop eating animals. You’re not going to look like her!
That was three plans ago, basically @LevButlerov convinced me similar to you that i should go for "sports trt" at 300mg a week so i switched to daily pins aiming for that dose.
I like the sound of sports trt too, has an offical ring to it, might use it in expliations
Thanks for sharing bro, I'm shit scared about losing my man-bun and clear skin.
I'm already pushing it on Tinder living in a vehicle and missing 17 teeth, can't afford new downside.
It's Nolvadex I have too, haven't taken any. Theses a new guy on the forum who's on probation or something, either way he's gonna give me his stuff to trial in this log.
He has Arimidex and one more I think, what should I ask him for AI wise?
Man if any fit vegans start talking to my fat chicks then there's gonna be problems.
My 17 missing teeth are not from drugs, they're from my year as a vegan.
Thanks for your advice about my son bro, I know you're right
I like aromasin. You can’t even tell you took it, it just works. Cleared my skin up perfectly
Yeah fuck thanks for this man, last time I hit right in the middle of the red X =/
Yeah fuck thanks for this man, last time I hit right in the middle of the red X
That's very cool man! I'm really attracted to these types of gyms in a training sense, but I need the fancy facilities of mainstream gyms.. plus there's also woman at mainstream places haha. I should make some friends at hard-core gyms and use your guest pass trick =)
Okay thanks bro, that's really interesting
I think 300g would be doable but not 400g. I'm only 10 days or so from my last chocolate bender, as you keto-adapt or just adjust to meat and eggs only again a couple of weird things happen.
One is that you're almost never hungry, like you eat and it works until it's time to eat again, not up and down like a crackhead on the pipe all day
And you can eat A LOT more meat. You ever try one of those Vince Gironda egg & cream shakes?
All good G. But if that shot didn't cripple you, you didn't do too much wrong.
My first couple of jabs were embarrassing, I hit in between my hamstring & quad. Add in test flu, I could not move or train for 1 week.
Not this year, last time was on December 28, the night before I left the Retro store chick I was staying with. Can't remember if we atcually fucked properly, probably not - I went down on her though.
She had high sex drive which is a real pain in the ass when you have zero. She's a good person but we couldn't continue like that.
I have had like three hard-ons this year in total and they've all been lately, the exercise is making something change for sure.
Don't want to roll the dice if I can avoid it though, gonna sort some vein/artery/nerve/? diagrams for my wall so I can look at them easily. I'm gonna rotate spots constantly and find new ones and learn them
We should all learn new spots before we HAVE to learn them
Shit bro that sounds average, what for you mean by test flu? You used alcohol wipes and washed your hands and shit tho right?
Holy fucking shit bro
I just had a look at your avatar photo on the computer instead of little phone screen !!!
How long you been at it bro? You look amazing.
Yeah, I'm very hygienic when pinning. Always after a shower, double checking there's no dust/dirt on the swab after cleaning the jab site.
Test flu is a phenomenon that usually happens when someone starts using PED's. Your hormones are fluctuating, you're injecting a foreign substance into your body, so an immune response isn't uncommon. It can happen even after years if it's a different compound, or if the carrier oil is different than your used to.
Nice man, definatly the way to go. I'm in the habit of washing my hands and using alcohol swabs.
I used to IV in public bathrooms all the time, so had to at least try by washing my hands and swabbing the site.
Ah yep, I understand thanks man. I have crashed my testosterone being on methadone maintenance treatment, basically opiods crash your testosterone big time.
The woman running the needle exchange when I went in the other day said she stopped having her period a few months after she started maintenance treatment ten years ago.
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Eggs and milk is perfect protein
20k steps is awesome, you saying he's going to train you?
Nice a lot of eggs thats straight carnivore, it's a perfect diet for you. @vanlife_gymbum
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Log Day 6: S187's Quad Location - Attempt 1
Log Day 6: S187's Quad Location - Attempt 1
I slept in until quarter to eight and woke up in a car park in the cbd a little confused as all of the sounds around me were different
I usually wake up to the sound of the ocean roaring, waves crashing, etc. not rat-race rush-hour traffic
Was definitely gonna get fined or towed if I stayed much longer, but I got away with it! If there's fines in the mail they will not reach me.
So didn't go back to the ship but thankfully I did do the dishes last night.
The Linux laptop is still there and setup and I left the half litre of milk I had left in the fridge but I'll go back tomorrow or the next day.
Just gotta make sure it's a clean before everyone gets there next Saturday
Didn't find the little lockable hard case I had in mind at the 2nd hand / thrift store yesterday, and only had $3.80 left on my debit card.
But I found something that might work on sale at Daiso, which is like a Dollar General or Pound Land but with only Japanese-themed plastic shit from China.
Two dorrah twenty tho.. domo!
Went to my regular weekday pharmacy, it's in the fancy suburb where Peter Jackson's Weta workshop is located, if any of you are nerds or like lord of the rings or whatever, I can take pics for you sometime.
Then I found somewhere to park to pin and write my pin log entry
The sun is shining but it was a cold night and the nectar is frozen again but today I used warm water not boiling and waited longer, don't want to risk cracking the bottle
It's slightly over but yesterday was slightly under so all good
Trying to use the advice of @S187 and use his technique to get the side one not middle.
I had my leg bent and can totally see what you mean! Great tip
Pretty clear on his leg due to his massive muscles but I could feel what I think is right on mine.
Cheers for your advice and the photos helped a lot thanks brother.
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Eggs and milk is perfect protein
20k steps is awesome, you saying he's going to train you?
That's my PT but usually we have our session at 12:15 on Wednesday but this week it's 16:20 today and since I've not gone to the gym since last Wednesday I'm pleased =)
Perfect then! Life is good =)
Brilliant, glad it was a smooth pin for you mate. I would've felt really bad if it went ordinary!
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Month Three Update
NRT Step 2 Patches Repeat
Month Three Update
NRT Step 2 Patches Repeat
Today marks the start of the ninth week vape-free, and I just went to the pharmacy. I don't always go to two different pharmacies in one morning, but today I needed to re-up on the NRT supplies.
Got both patches and lozenges as recommended by a forum user last week, I was thinking of ditching it all
I also thought since @toddthelineman was telling me about how insurance companies are all up in his shit like the government is all up in mine you all may be interested in seeing some of the details of how socialised healthcare works.
If you've been keeping up you'll know that I currently have a net worth of $0.81 NZD.
So I didn't take my wallet into the pharmacy coz I don't have to pay for this. I only pay for MC, but I'm having a week off coz I needed to buy the Nolvadex I got last week and couldn't afford both things.
I am starting to feel like I don't need them anymore, I never think about vaping anymore.
It's a crazy situation to me because I've literally obsessed about either cigarettes or vaping every fucking day since I was fifteen.
I haven't had any gum since week 4. I was fine but now I've clicked something in my head and I ate fucking seven of them on the ride home.
Whoops. Surprised I don't feel sick from that, or maybe it's about to catch up with me
The pharmacist agreed I should stay the course and don't give up the lozenges (2mg) either.
I have completed Step 1 patches (21mg) and a month of Step 2 (14mg) patches but he said he'd rather I took longer and did another month of Step 2 before tapering further to the 7mg patches and 1mg lozenges for the final step.
So after all that, I have my $0.81 NZD in tact
Yay socialism
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I quit cold turkey twice, once willingly and once unwillingly. I don’t like it. Patches are better. You had a strong habit needing lozenges and patches. Nicotine addiction has a genetic factor that can be identified if you had your genes analyzed, but I think we already know hahaha
Nice work bro!! I could never do it. Couldn't even get through a flight, I ate one on a plane once. Power chucked and still wanted a fag afterwards.
I originally started vaping just on long haul flights when I couldn't smoke, back then (2008) vape devices were so crap it didn't occur to me that you could replace smoking with vaping full time
Hahaha indeed we do. That's pretty trippy though! We could scan our kids.
I know I never listened if anyone said something MIGHT happen when I'm older, but if it was definite I might have listened.
Probably not still, but maybe.
When I was 13 and 14 and still pitching in with four other dudes to get a pack we used to go to pool halls who didn't hassle us for smoking in our school uniforms.
The general public used to lose their rag over it haha
One day this full blown hobo approached, I could smell him before he even got up the stairs, he came up to give us a warning, I remember it very clearly
He also said "make sure you have a breath in between puffs" which I didn't quite understand
I thought what the fuck are you on about cunt, I'll never be like you....
whoops.
My ex gfs sister has lived in New Zealand for many years. Her children’s father is from there. She came up to visit and her NZ boyfriend was trying me cigarettes there are like $30US/pack. They brought back as many as they legally could.
Yeah man, they go up 10% every year, it was suppost to be a 25 year plan to make tobacco illegal in NZ but year 25 is this year, and as the government doesn't give a fuck about our health and just pretends to, it was decided over lunch with the fine gents at Phillip Morris that well scrap the plan and just carry on with the increases.
I started in 1997 and a pack of 20 was $4.40 or $1.10 each with the bad fellas from school.
It's been nearly four years since I bought cigarettes so I had to check.
This is the supermarket I got the meat from last week, pack of 20 Marlborough Red:
https://www.newworld.co.nz/shop/product/5000054_ea_000nw
So you're spot on, that's $28.61 US Dollar.
Free patches tho =)
I smoked in 1997. You could find deals for under $1/pack.
Smoking in the US is like hanging leprosy now. People are embarrassed for you for doing it.
When the world waterski tournaments are held in the US, the bigger home teams host certain countries so they can practice and use our equipment. We hosted team Belgium and the other teams were nearby. It was crazy to see them all smoking and smoking in the boats hahaha. But it was like that here 20 years ago. Impossible to quit because it was just everywhere and very cheap
I dated a nurse who worked at a pain clinic and the doctor took a liking to me, he owned several clinics in Indiana and he lived in Chicago on my way home so I’d give him rides sometimes. He told me that he’s not allowed to say that smoking causes degenerative disc disease, but almost all of his patients that had it smelled like cigarettes.
Smoking poisons every cell in your body and I think vapes do too. But nicotine is a nootropic and I think I read that it replaces acetylcholine in the brain. It may be preventative of Parkinson’s and Alzheimer’s, or maybe smokers don’t live long enough to get those diseases. Well I know my dad quit smoking in the 80s, and he said he never ever stopped wanting them and now he has Parkinson’s disease, but he got it from poisoned water at the marine base where I was born. I wore patches under water proof tape for years. Probably not good for me
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The patches and the gum both work well
many chew the gum for performance enhancement and appetite control btw. @vanlife_gymbum
Still can in the former Yugoslavia!
Haha interesting! When I lived in Japan I could smoke at my desk in the office at work, it was wild
Holy shit, that's crazy. He was probably trying to say something.. I put more stock in doctors saying things like that, studies and research gets paid for and corrupted.
It takes too much time to verify anything, and if you had one thing that was a lie as a trusted variable in your own research you're fucked and might have to scrap it all.
That's why everyone thinks fat is bad. Scientists from Harvard were literally paid to lie about it in the 1950s. It's sickening.
They fucked up so many people and basically wrote a permission slip for evil corporations to sell cardboard as food.
That's not science, that's bullshit
Hmm, I've not thought about that link... but you might be on to something.
I'll think it through and write some log entries about it. My grandmother died of Alzheimer's disease and my aunties appear to be getting it.
The oldest of her children was my uncle who died of lung cancer when he was younger than those aunties are now.
Well I know my dad quit smoking in the 80s, and he said he never ever stopped wanting them and now he has Parkinson’s disease, but he got it from poisoned water at the marine base where I was born. I wore patches under water proof tape for years. Probably not good for me
Damn man that's hard-core. Was it PFOS poisoning? That's a crazy place to be born bro!
That's interesting man! I believe it, I think my nicotine habit is why I never ate breakfast, couldn't eat even if I tried to force myself...The patches and the gum both work well
I used to get brain performance increases for sure, can't stay up all night programming without two packs of fags haha
Maybe you’re aware of Harvard’s year long carnivore study that they repressed. Vilhalmur Steffanson.
The official narrative is the wells were polluted by cleaning chemicals they washed the barracks with. I’ve put it out of my mind. I got a letter when I was 18 that they wanted to have their doctors check me out. I threw it away. They’ve scrubbed the internet off a lot of things in regard to it and only recently have people been getting treated or paid. But you have to do it on their terms. I do believe they were spiking the water. They’ve done it before. What better place to study the effects of a substance than a captive population where everyone is from a different place and they all go to different places after they are done. What causes dopamine related diseases? Dopamine drugs. What sorts of things have been used to create super soldiers in the past? Dopamine drugs. Why did my dad work hard as hell all day long, then come home and work even harder all night long, for thirty years? Dopamine. And why does he have Parkinson’s? Because what goes up must come down when we’re talking about dopamine.
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Many use it for PE, but vaping is a different story from gum imo
Holy fuck man. I don't think you're way off base at all.
Before I finally put myself in a coma and couldn't hide my addictions anymore, I was a digital forensic analyst in the military industrial complex, I worked for BAE Systems and did some paid research in stints as well.
I would definitely like to talk to you more about this. I'm on my phone and I think we should have a chat in private if you're keen.
I'll be going back to the ship where my laptop is tomorrow because I left my eggs and milk there haha, I'll hit you up =)
Can you type really fast or am I just slow today?
You're not wrong bro.
I got massive increases in energy and lung capacity switching from cigarettes to vaping, but it was still dragging me down.
Now quitting vaping I'm getting more increases. I'll give updates to that once a month when I go into the NRT pharmacy.
Maybe write a guide to Vaping and NRT if I succeed.
I know a lot about the subject, unfortunately.
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Excellent =)
The dude from Life Forge is a PT and we've beem talking a bit about getting my lifting schedule and routine tightened up a bit.
I just finished my PT session, it went good and I feel great. He recons my squat range is pretty good and deeper than most.
I left my eggs on the ship. Deciding if I should risk running out of petrol and drive back in or catch the bus...
Gotta spend a few hours on the routine and then I'll post it here to get feedback from The Forum.
This was the session we did today:
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Better catch the bus, just in case you run of of gas.
Good start to your routine, lets do it.
Day 5 - Eggs: it's what's for dinner
I accidentally left all my protein on the ship last night and couldn't find any more after the ones I found under my futon this morning.
I had to figure out how to use this electric oven thing, never encountered one of these before
I'm knackered after the gym, but don't really feel like eating tho I've had only those 7 eggs this morning.
So I decided to boil them so I can take the rest back to my van
Also did the dishes! Cant be slippin'
A successful day =)
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Hey @LevButlerov - I've finished researching and I'm going to get the testosterone and retatrutide in the mail tomorrow, ran out of time to sort the mailbox out today. But could I get your opinion on hCG please?
I don't plan on stopping testosterone, even if later I halve my dose down to regular trt levels, but I keep hearing different things and am confused about it.
Thanks bro
I don't plan on stopping testosterone, even if later I halve my dose down to regular trt levels, but I keep hearing different things and am confused about it.
Thanks bro
I Used hcg for years. You have to be able to keep it cold but don’t let it freeze. It caused me to have high estrogen the entire time. It will absolutely keep your balls big and your loads big. I think it does have some positive mental effects as well. The consensus on here is mostly don’t use it. With your higher dose of testosterone you’d probably have very high e2 to deal with.
Okay thanks for sharing bro, that helps. I want to take the least amount of things I can and would prefer bio-identical things if possible
But I plan to try low dose Anavar in a couple of months if everything is going smoothly with the test and reta.
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bros i like to switch it up
thanks. i have a log which digs more into my history check it out in my signature over on IO
yeah i don't know about software. but thats some good info
yeah in the USA cops shoot people left and right.
Hit me up if you ever want to try it out. Can greatly simplify your life. It's not just weird nerd shit, it's useful. That laptop is from 2012 and wouldn't be able to run Windows now.
Yeah it's rough man, I don't think I'd do well in that environment
Wicked man that's crazy shit!! I absolutely love this kind of structured self experimenting, I'm definitely gonna follow your log bro!
What's the deal with the link is that a different forum your log is on? I'm a little confused at how it works sorry bro
Probably for the best bro
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Day 6: Pin Log - Other Delt Atrempt 1
Good morning fellas.Day 6: Pin Log - Other Delt Atrempt 1
I made a mistake. Was gonna try hip as recommended by @toddthelineman but its just cracked zero degrees celcius in my van and I'm a pussy.
so I thought since I received no feedback about my last delt injection I assume it's perfect
So I'll try the other delt holding the rig in my dodgy hand. Took me years to learn to IV with the other hand and I got fucking blood all over every bed and wall I owned or rented during that period.
But I fucked up the order and missed a step. I forgot to change the big one inch drawing needle with the quarter inch for pinning.
Also slightly more than .2 but I wasn't going back in today
I didn't intent to stick that whole thing in but the needle can't have been too bent from the vial, it didn't hurt. I know what using a reused needle feels like, it was fine. But not smooth like I was hoping, here's a video of my attempt:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gqHD13mywT721bIZP6jV0wrUZgvDUk14/view?usp=drivesdk
Now off walking to get my dose and pills. Then eggs, then @HarleyGuy shoulder day
A lot of people do it. Some can’t seem to keep out of jail. I got a buddy living in an oooold ambulance registered to a dead guy in Tennessee. The guy died many years ago. Buddy hasn’t had a license in 17 years. He just hobos all over the country from job to job. Sometimes he’ll have $80k in his cash app account. Then he’ll be broke. Ambulance is junk. He gets stranded all the time. He’s had cops come and help him and not say a word about the plates. He’s 53 and a very obvious former? or sometimes junky with a bad TBI from a motorcycle wreck. Van is full of roaches and poop buckets.
yeah sounds like you would already be shot lol
Hey @LevButlerov I was wondering if you could help me. I've been trying to drag my friends here and ideally log to but it's been tricky for some reason. Maybe I hang out with losers.
One guy though is keen, I met him on a paid discord that's suppost to be a source list from a semi-popular youtuber but there's like 3 regular guys and the YT guy isn't on the server, and there's a handful of random American uGLs and that's what you're paying to access. It's lame...
I told him how well it's going, posted him podcast links about Logging but he didn't bite.
But then I said he should look up how massive @Mobster is and he replied immediately with "Oh mobster fuck how can i get involved?"
What's the official procedure, you just make a thread in the right section of The Forum? I kinda got walked through it by two guys in DM so not 100%
One guy though is keen, I met him on a paid discord that's suppost to be a source list from a semi-popular youtuber but there's like 3 regular guys and the YT guy isn't on the server, and there's a handful of random American uGLs and that's what you're paying to access. It's lame...
I told him how well it's going, posted him podcast links about Logging but he didn't bite.
But then I said he should look up how massive @Mobster is and he replied immediately with "Oh mobster fuck how can i get involved?"
What's the official procedure, you just make a thread in the right section of The Forum? I kinda got walked through it by two guys in DM so not 100%
Yeah man, I know a few fuckups myself.
Depends really, some are happy with it, some I'm not so sure. Either way it's best to let them know they can hit you up if they need help, but stay kinda on the edges so you don't get drawn into their bullshit and have their shit affect you.
Poop buckets? You're fucking joking? I have piss jugs of course but god damn, can't he go outside?? Just coz were junkies doesn't mean we have to live like animals
Wonder if you could eat roaches? I've never seen one
Well there’s different kinds of roaches, but the ones that live in human squalor… I wouldn’t trust it. He should get a snake or a lizard.
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You can't upload to the site? or the video too big? and btw accidents like this happen dont worry but really try to get new pins please. @vanlife_gymbum and to be perfectly honest when I was young I used same pin to draw and pin.Testosterone Injection TherapyGood morning fellas.
Day 6: Pin Log - Other Delt Atrempt 1
I made a mistake. Was gonna try hip as recommended by @toddthelineman but its just cracked zero degrees celcius in my van and I'm a pussy.
so I thought since I received no feedback about my last delt injection I assume it's perfect
So I'll try the other delt holding the rig in my dodgy hand. Took me years to learn to IV with the other hand and I got fucking blood all over every bed and wall I owned or rented during that period.
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But I fucked up the order and missed a step. I forgot to change the big one inch drawing needle with the quarter inch for pinning.
Also slightly more than .2 but I wasn't going back in today
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I didn't intent to stick that whole thing in but the needle can't have been too bent from the vial, it didn't hurt. I know what using a reused needle feels like, it was fine. But not smooth like I was hoping, here's a video of my attempt:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gqHD13mywT721bIZP6jV0wrUZgvDUk14/view?usp=drivesdk
Now off walking to get my dose and pills. Then eggs, then @HarleyGuy shoulder day
Nah it was just a mistake, I meant I used to reuse needles back in the day. The mistake was I had two tips out, a 1" for drawing and a 1/4" for pinning but I forgot to swap them and pinned with the 1" which had been through the rubber stopper on the testosterone vial.
I've been to the needle exchange and got tons of tips and a sharps bin. I can go there whenever I like and there's also a 24/7 needle vending machine in the CBD.
And yeah I get an error when trying to post a video directly in my Log, that's why I uploaded them to google drive and pasted the link instead.
Also don't worry about my question about my bro joining, he managed it:
https://www.evolutionary.org/forums/threads/streaming-into-the-abyss.106427/
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I get it, and you lucky you have all these needle exchanges. The guys in Dubai have to suffer I just spoke to a client there. Long live NZ
About to check his log but its in mod que I need about 6-12 hours to get to it. I have about 100 dms to answer.
I get it, and you lucky you have all these needle exchanges. The guys in Dubai have to suffer I just spoke to a client there. Long live NZ
About to check his log but its in mod que I need about 6-12 hours to get to it. I have about 100 dms to answer.
Holy shit bro! I'll bear that in mind. I was thinking about not posting throughout the day and just posting one summary of the day instead so you are not having to scroll around and shit.
Or if there's a way I could post my log entires that'd make your life easier please let me know and I'll do it.
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All your log entries are perfect
pics always help.
All your log entries are perfect
I don't think many people see them all because they would have to switch between pages and go back and I doubt they do - I'm still figuring out a system to follow every one else too, can quickly become a lot to look at, I can't imagine what your day to day forum life is like bro!
bros for sure keep it fun
I get it, and you lucky you have all these needle exchanges. The guys in Dubai have to suffer I just spoke to a client there. Long live NZ
About to check his log but its in mod que I need about 6-12 hours to get to it. I have about 100 dms to answer.
Be interested to have a look at this when it's approved... I definatly would not do this in Dubai personally... that's living on the edge
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Will work on it
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one step at a time
one step at a time
Always =)
Day 6 Lunch: Last of the Eggs
Only had these eggs left because I broke one last night, thought it was one of the boiled ones and broke it =/
Ah well, get my meat-money at 6pm tonight, in an hour.
Just waiting to see if my friend wants to go to the half pipe after work adore it gets dark.
I can see out the window there's skater chicks at the ramp now
I'll get some interesting meat that you guys might not have, sure there's something
Okay cool, is that common? I just assumed the needle would get a microbend on the tip from going through the stopper on the vial.
Took about 5 pokes through your skin/vein to make them blunt in the past, but veins are much more delicate
Day 6: Dole Day Shopping & Dinner
Meat is back on the menu boys
Meat is back on the menu boys
Tuesday 6pm is when my dole cheque appears in my account. I got a fat key of steak and a few cans to replenish the bed-tuna stores. It's weekly, $351.78 Sir Edmonds, £156.09 Pound Sterling or $209.86 United States Dollars. We gotta make it as anabolic and protein laden as possible
Got some steak & milk & tuna & coffee
I pulled my sleeve over my hand to grab the receipt to photo then abandoned it, as receipt paper and ink is estrogenic and gets in through your skin
Fat kilo of Steak tonight
Cut it in half, half for tomorrow if I don't feel like it later
Dice that shit up so it cooks quickly
Sea and Himalayan salt mixed together
Done in 5, high heat coz the nozzle is broken and only goes either full tit or off
Salt shiz for tomorrow
Fry and threw it down my throat with my hands. It was so salty and good, I want more
Going to walk to the new R18 main stream yuppie gym, I'm super excited for this place
I can't wait to become a part of it, and since everyone is new because it only opened yesterday, starting a conversation with another gym goer should be easy,
Will report back.
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Day 6: Logs Summary
testosterone injection therapy, training & diet logs
testosterone injection therapy, training & diet logs
tit-pin log: https://www.evolutionary.org/forums...and-beginner-training-log.106310/post-1820874
lunch log: https://www.evolutionary.org/forums...and-beginner-training-log.106310/post-1821273
dinner log: https://www.evolutionary.org/forums...and-beginner-training-log.106310/post-1821337
training log:
Are you able to get those canned salmon, sardines or mackerel they are foul but cheap (referring to salmon and mackerel tinned. You could also try kippers (smoked kippers)
I can't stomach sardines and try to avoid oil but check out the macros on this can of mackerel, it was $2.20 at pak n save, cheapest source of easy protein I know
That is the shit I was talking about it's fuckin rancid but it has more efas which is what you need, my concern would be the high saturated fats. See if you can get a statin prescribed for ldl cholesterol
I dunno if I could get it down bro.. I've built it up in my head now. Was gonna save it for a rainy day.
Do a couple meal a week using it, fuck it I have a can in the drawer I'll have it for my meal as well how about it?
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I just don't like mackerel, but I'll have some with watercress and vege. Anyway I gotta turn in
If you can hold fire until tomorrow night I'll be keen to join you, you got a deal.
I just finished eating, half dry reaching just thinking about it... I meant really raining day.
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