Try DMT i think its what you're looking for.
and nah I woukdnt take psychedelics again. cause I'm happy who I am now. after you drop lsd, u have to relearn who you are
open psychedelic in the mind and the experience was so profound you have to relearn shit like a baby.
people are afraid of lsd cause it will change you.
people pop pingers cause they still normal after.
i abused lsd cause I hated who I was. and i wants to smash all the most mind bending chemical...cause I had nothing to lose.
however! now it's taken years, and happy in my own head space. now I'm the one who's afraid to take acid, dnt wanna changd me.
lsd made me think like I was discovering somthing big, like I was discovery myself as a person. . problem is each time u take acid u become a different person
. after a yesr of use and magnificent discovery and 15 tabs of acid in a week n half voices in my head said clearly, who are you harry, who are who. all this time I thought it was helping me discover me. after those voices I quit acid for good. but I had to build myself from the begginkng. I had to relearn every thing I ever thought know. like a baby. during this time of lsd induced mental crisis I coulnt even look at my face in the mirror it was completely foron. plus I had 10 plus fill blown flashbacks a day where everything would flash and ring and I was just gone in my mind somewhere else with flashing and time would litterally speed up and down. like actually time acting at different rates.
I got better. after that I could hardly understsnd a friend talking to me so just nodded. not to mention driving the same 5 minutes drive for a year I couldnt remember. plus the geometrical patterns I saw over everything and walls moving.
So Yeh the identity crisis got me in the end.
over the years, yes,, years iv made a fill recovery. I am normal with no bipolar or nothing.
now my brain is boring as bat shit.
imagine the lsd tickling every amazing thing in ur brain and ur mind is having psychedelic thoughts for weeks after using lsd. u feel like a free spirit. Ur mind is full of wonderful thoughts of. magic and ur so happy. it incredible to experience the being a free spirit and like ur a fee spirit inside and so liberated. the greatest time of my life where my mind was full of wonderful and excitement for the world was using lsd. i was free spirit
feels like ur doing somthing universal and the feeling is the most incredible feeling. now I'm old and have a job. and yes full y recovered from my. lsd. my thoughts and blank and dull again.