Overall rough cycle

[williamwheeler20]

Hey bros
I have gotten myself screwed up I think I need some professional experience. I have done a lot of different compounds this year npp,tri-tren,boldenone,cypionate,now pinning my sarms so my nuts don't collapse. I am experiencing bad depression due to whatever chemicals may be the cause (all the diet stims I expect +methadone maintenance). My question is this what should be my disposition during the pre-admit workup questions at hospital detox and can I ask for test for depression? As I cannot stay on methadone for life but know I will never have the energy to function daily without some type of boost.


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[Splat]

I wouldn't ask for Test for depression, instead I would ask for it because of libido issues. While Test does improve your mood (at least IMO), I think that DRs wouldn't be sold on that - they'd probably prescribe anti-depressants.

 

[williamwheeler20]

Yea its pills I don't want and don't need

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[williamwheeler20]

I mean I dunno I took a Rx diet pill today and now I'm up eating and shit couldn't get out of bed since Thursday (Mon.now) so what do y'all take to get off preworkout I know someone got some secret they holding back y'all got this shit pinned down to a science

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[muskate]

OK, first - you need to a run a proper PCT. Part of the reason you are experiencing depression is because your hormones are out of whack. You haven't gotten blood work but I suspect your testosterone levels are rock bottom and your estrogen/prolactin levels are high.

Get off ALL drugs and run the perfect PCT protocol -> http://www.evolutionary.org/the-perfect-post-cycle-therapy-pct/

The last thing you need right now is more drugs. They are what caused your problem in the first place. Run the perfect PCT protocol. Besides that, use nothing but natural supplements. Green tea is one of the best things you can take to naturally increase dopamine levels. Drink it throughout the day.

Do some volunteer work. Volunteer for an afternoon at a children's hospital. When you spend an hour with a 5 year old who doesn't know if he will live to see tomorrow, it sure makes you realize how minuscule your problems are.

 

[stevesmi]

I like musky's advice

i would also say to you that you need to get your head on straight before using steroids, especially tren .. because you will only fuck yourself up more.

http://www.evolutionary.org/depression-and-steroids/ << read this.

 

[williamwheeler20]

I think you guys are right tren may not have been right.or timing may have been off.before I could finish 10ml my wife left taking my son.I have had some rough times,damn I should not have had this much trouble with this. I had taken in my mother in law after cervical cancer diagnosis. In two weeks she died.I'm still living in the house. I hope detox will give me a chance to change my residence. I know I seem self centered to start upon closer look I have a complicated situation. Thanks guys for your support and advice it is well received

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[Jay Scott]

I think you guys are right tren may not have been right.or timing may have been off.before I could finish 10ml my wife left taking my son.I have had some rough times,damn I should not have had this much trouble with this. I had taken in my mother in law after cervical cancer diagnosis. In two weeks she died.I'm still living in the house. I hope detox will give me a chance to change my residence. I know I seem self centered to start upon closer look I have a complicated situation. Thanks guys for your support and advice it is well received

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Sounds like a lot of physical and mental problems got together to bring you down.

I would also recommend visiting a psychologist to talk about these problems, it might help a lot

 

[williamwheeler20]

Its hard on the yard what else to say.you know I was built for this type of carnage but I am mentally sound enough to know I want peace in my home.

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[AZMountainMan]

Its hard on the yard what else to say.you know I was built for this type of carnage but I am mentally sound enough to know I want peace in my home.

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You have a lot of things I'd recommend getting professional help with before you put ANY more chemicals in your body.

 

[Masonic Bodybuilder]

The best thing you can do is take it slow. One thing at a time. Definitely get the PCT done so you can start to feel better in that respect. Stay away from any steroids or other drugs and work through these problems. Don't be afraid to look for help. These things are not meant to just deal with on your own.

 

[williamwheeler20]

Your right.I do need a pct bad I think my hormones are a big part of the problem and just blindsided with bullshit.

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[williamwheeler20]

Update I have gotten over a rough respiratory infection keflex,pen b.procaine 150000 units per ml 2ml EOD for 3 days.ephedra 250 (some pre ephedra ban I found (as bronchial dialator/expectorant). Feels much more "stable" I still have some emotional issues to solve which I'm 3 weeks from bein accepted to methadone detox (levels must be -/40 mg daily) can go down 10 mg week for 3 weeks).hope then I can get back to gym.I think methadone is a major problem for me.anyway for test I have antler test and lgd to aid in rebound of my hormones.I also went to FAM Dr. For anti anxiety to curtail withdrawal symptoms.

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[gearhead]

Update I have gotten over a rough respiratory infection keflex,pen b.procaine 150000 units per ml 2ml EOD for 3 days.ephedra 250 (some pre ephedra ban I found (as bronchial dialator/expectorant). Feels much more "stable" I still have some emotional issues to solve which I'm 3 weeks from bein accepted to methadone detox (levels must be -/40 mg daily) can go down 10 mg week for 3 weeks).hope then I can get back to gym.I think methadone is a major problem for me.anyway for test I have antler test and lgd to aid in rebound of my hormones.I also went to FAM Dr. For anti anxiety to curtail withdrawal symptoms.

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bro good job...well done making such big changes...