Ok so you're trying to build right now? There's no reason for Nolva. That's for contest prep, while CUTTING.
Just an FYI, if you're planning on competing in Feb, thats what, about 20 weeks? You'll probably need about a 12-16 week prep so that leaves you 4-8 weeks to build. That's not enough time for a female. Anything you run right now is only going to give you a 2-4lb muscle gain, if that.
Also, if your Var was really Var, 10mg's shouldn't have given you voice issues, I'd be willing to bet it was DBOL or Winny.
You're running Primo E? If so 4-6 weeks isn't long enough, it takes at least 4 to fully "kick in". Primo is not something I suggest for a female, mostly due to the ester. It also can be really rough on the hairline.
Most people are going to do what they want regardless of advice, so I wish you luck. If at any point you start to see sides you can't live with for the rest of your life, dump the cycle.