Mate get some restYehhh you'll get used to it!
But rememeber blastinf and cruising for life and taking caber not only makes u more confiddnt about urself and how you treat ur misses, but the desire to want loads of sex but the desire to have and experience other women is profound...
Iv heard bodybuilders say blah blah girls are a distraction and it's not why u do it... Well that does not compute... U want to look good, and be confident and fuck like a champion purely to get hotties and attention from girls you've never experiencex before. My motivation like most is to be appealing and manly to the opposite sex.
But then again maybe I'm the slut with daddy issues.
When me n my mate used to go out when we like 18 to 20 we instigate combo after convo with everything girls we could and responsive, looks, and comments they gave us sucked. Just several years ahead of steroids and melatonin and go out clubbing and random hot girls would just come over give you a hug and kiss on the cheek etc. The responses or completes or there receptivensss is complelly different. That's all I care about. A boost to my self esteem. And girls just eye you up and smile blah blah...
Going out on a gram of test, 700 tren 60 dbol 150 mast and some drol to top it off... And Yeh there is no hesitation in confidence, u grab a girl whatever and they are in ur control. The confidence, the smile, the charm.
Cause u are absolutely fueled with male hormones and girls go out of there mind for it. Girls love a guy who is in control.
Thats why I only like to go out on blast. Other instances when I'm not that charged up and go out I have different experiencez.
My most favourite thing in the entire world beyond anyway else, is being on those doses and being big and
And goin out clubbing and positive reactions with girls that you've never previously experienced. That to me the most rewarding experience of my live. And why I will blast and cruise forever and always make out with girls whhen I'm out regardless of marriage which the misses is finnalt starting to accept lol.
But quiz me? Why workout with such dedication without the motivation being pussy?
Arhh fuxk I'm small now so it sucks dick and i havent been to bed yet, or sat minus 1.5 hours and 4 hours fri.
So now if i want out clubbing I'm not in that God mentally and wouldn't have those experiences as much. Like I said I'm a slut with daddy issues lol
Plus I have fuxk all friend now cause blastinf on the gear and friend or gf's would come over for drinks and I'm very charming and flirtatios and get very close. I'm innapropriate in this circumstances. But even just sitting next to somone gf and my personality is upbeat and smilling and comes across very flirtatios they don't like it. If I was ugly they wouldmt care.
But it's fucked only dudes at work so as soon as I interaxt with a girl I'm like a depraved all girls school slut!
Anywat prob go to to sleep soon. Just trying to jumble to thoughts into a forum, newbies won't understand by Harry has its crisis moments!!

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