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Stalling log 32 until morning because I have docs to get thyroid panel and cortisol results and would like to combine them into a post and not wait 24 hours :)
@2G2B very nice because blood work is very important. Just don't look too much into cortisol. That number can fluctuate quite a bit day by day and hour by hour.
 
Stalling log 32 until morning because I have docs to get thyroid panel and cortisol results and would like to combine them into a post and not wait 24 hours :)
bros okay lets see the bloods when they come in. you gonna get tested in morning or you getting results then? you can still keep us updated in mean time on diet and such @2G2B
 
Day 31


Misc

Once again short on anything interesting to add today, just kinda cruising this week which is nice.

God do I regret doing preachers the day after doing forearms, the burn is real.


That hammy is still playing chicken but I am suspecting it's from as I increase my pressing weights I'm starting to use legs more for stability and they'll get used to that load eventually if I just persist.


Diet

View attachment 127248

Daily Totals:

View attachment 127249

Hydration Estimate: 3100ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 9:45 PM


20 Minutes Cycling

Pushups
10 x Body Weight
10 x Body Weight

Dumbbell Incline Chest Press
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs

Dumbbell Shoulder Press
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs

Dumbbell Preacher Curls
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs

Machine Tricep Extention
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Step Ups
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me

Machine Calf Raise
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
8 x 70 kg

Horizontal Leg Press
8 x 100 kg
8 x 110 kg
8 x 120 kg
@2G2B solid leg workout right here!
 
bros okay lets see the bloods when they come in. you gonna get tested in morning or you getting results then? you can still keep us updated in mean time on diet and such @2G2B
Just collecting results, fun system in Australia where if it's GP requested (public gp not online quick fun gps) they wont release the results to you for 7-14 days online unless you go see them.

Should be Thyroid Free T3/T4 and AM/PM Cortisol tests to see if its messing with my SHBG.
 
Day 31


Misc

Once again short on anything interesting to add today, just kinda cruising this week which is nice.

God do I regret doing preachers the day after doing forearms, the burn is real.


That hammy is still playing chicken but I am suspecting it's from as I increase my pressing weights I'm starting to use legs more for stability and they'll get used to that load eventually if I just persist.


Diet

View attachment 127248

Daily Totals:

View attachment 127249

Hydration Estimate: 3100ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 9:45 PM


20 Minutes Cycling

Pushups
10 x Body Weight
10 x Body Weight

Dumbbell Incline Chest Press
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs

Dumbbell Shoulder Press
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs

Dumbbell Preacher Curls
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs

Machine Tricep Extention
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Step Ups
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me

Machine Calf Raise
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
8 x 70 kg

Horizontal Leg Press
8 x 100 kg
8 x 110 kg
8 x 120 kg
Workout is super solid 💪
 
Day 32


Misc


Chat we have been in fact hit with the bait and switch, turns out my doctor was rushed to hospital overnight and nobody from the clinic informed me until I arrived for my appointment, new appointment is 8 AM tomorrow for the final blood results so 33 will be stalled until then I guess.

Tried to do scap/kelso shrugs on the lever row but first time trying and no mirrors in sight and just felt like I was curling it up, going to discuss with trainer and get a form check or alternative.

Little lighter on the curls today too just babying that forearm DOMs.

Also idk who designed standing calf raise machines but it looks each of my shoulders got into a cat fight?

Diet

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Daily Totals:


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Hydration Estimate: 3237 ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 9:45 PM


20 Minutes Cycling

Machine Iso-Lateral Decline Chest Press
8 x 46 kgs
8 x 46 kgs
8 x 46 kgs

Machine Shoulder Press (Belt and Stack)
10 x 70 kg
8 x 80 kg
8 x 80 kg

Dips
5 x Body Weight
6 x Body Weight
7 x Body Weight

Machine Bicep Curl (Belt and Stack)
8 x 45kg
8 x 45kg
8 x 45kg

Scap/Active Hangs
30 seconds
30 seconds
30 seconds

Chest Supported Shrug (felt like an idiot and couldn't form check on the lever row so changed to rowing)
8 x 17.5


Chest Supported T Bar Row
8 x 50.5 kg
8 x 50.5 kg

Lat Pulldown
8 x 55 kg
8 x 67.5 kg
8 x 67.5 kg
10 x 67.5 kg
 
Machine Iso-Lateral Decline Chest Press
8 x 46 kgs
8 x 46 kgs
8 x 46 kgs

Machine Shoulder Press (Belt and Stack)
10 x 70 kg
8 x 80 kg
8 x 80 kg

Machine Bicep Curl (Belt and Stack)
8 x 45kg
8 x 45kg
8 x 45kg

Hah cool man, pretty much those three machines are all next to each other in their own row of three at this smaller new gym Istarted at that has brand new Nautilus gear. A good few times I've gone in without a plan and just done those three then ab Crunches and assisted pull-ups afterwards.

The other night I didn't sit on the machines and rest went from one to the other with only 30 seconds rest. Like biceps curl -> chest press -> shoulder and then done that three times until I had 3 sets on each. It worked surprisingly well. Probably impractical when it's busy but I've managed a few times.

Hope your bloods work out tomorrow bro! I'm soo close to getting the results from my baseline blood tests 7 weeks ago before I started testosterone. I was hoping it would be today but then bam, doctor called in sick.
 
Hah cool man, pretty much those three machines are all next to each other in their own row of three at this smaller new gym Istarted at that has brand new Nautilus gear. A good few times I've gone in without a plan and just done those three then ab Crunches and assisted pull-ups afterwards.
3 of my favs when I want to really cook myself and not worry about stabilizers, something about the belt drive bicep curl over the cable is mental with its resistance profile, don't feel my arms scream like that on the other ones.
The other night I didn't sit on the machines and rest went from one to the other with only 30 seconds rest.
I don't super set often, always super impressed by those who do man.
At most if I'm feeling it on the cable/stack tricep/bicep machine I'll just super set those two and keep flicking the arm back and forward for fun at the same weight.
Or the weekly sessions with my trainer usually turn into the weirdest super sets I do because we just cycle all my new movements non stop until time is up checking cues and form as I fatigue.
Hope your bloods work out tomorrow bro! I'm soo close to getting the results from my baseline blood tests 7 weeks ago before I started testosterone. I was hoping it would be today but then bam, doctor called in sick.
cheers brother, don't suppose you have something like myhealthrecord over there?
All my shit gets posted up to a portal I can access but just to encourage people to get proper help it's locked for like 7 days to try get me to go to the gp for the results.
 
Just collecting results, fun system in Australia where if it's GP requested (public gp not online quick fun gps) they wont release the results to you for 7-14 days online unless you go see them.

Should be Thyroid Free T3/T4 and AM/PM Cortisol tests to see if its messing with my SHBG.
Bro sometimes It can take a while to over here just depends. A lot of times doctor make you go back for another appointment so they can make more money from you.
 
Day 32


Misc


Chat we have been in fact hit with the bait and switch, turns out my doctor was rushed to hospital overnight and nobody from the clinic informed me until I arrived for my appointment, new appointment is 8 AM tomorrow for the final blood results so 33 will be stalled until then I guess.

Tried to do scap/kelso shrugs on the lever row but first time trying and no mirrors in sight and just felt like I was curling it up, going to discuss with trainer and get a form check or alternative.

Little lighter on the curls today too just babying that forearm DOMs.

Also idk who designed standing calf raise machines but it looks each of my shoulders got into a cat fight?

Diet

View attachment 127854



Daily Totals:


View attachment 127855

Hydration Estimate: 3237 ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 9:45 PM


20 Minutes Cycling

Machine Iso-Lateral Decline Chest Press
8 x 46 kgs
8 x 46 kgs
8 x 46 kgs

Machine Shoulder Press (Belt and Stack)
10 x 70 kg
8 x 80 kg
8 x 80 kg

Dips
5 x Body Weight
6 x Body Weight
7 x Body Weight

Machine Bicep Curl (Belt and Stack)
8 x 45kg
8 x 45kg
8 x 45kg

Scap/Active Hangs
30 seconds
30 seconds
30 seconds

Chest Supported Shrug (felt like an idiot and couldn't form check on the lever row so changed to rowing)
8 x 17.5


Chest Supported T Bar Row
8 x 50.5 kg
8 x 50.5 kg

Lat Pulldown
8 x 55 kg
8 x 67.5 kg
8 x 67.5 kg
10 x 67.5 kg
Solid session even with the schedule mess, good call backing off curls to let the forearm calm down. Don't risk injury.

Once you get your bloods post them up lets see the situation.
 
Whilst I find motivation to have breakfast and type up day 33.

Got cortisol and thyroid panel back this morning,
results as follows, going to attempt to keep this comprehensible since it's not digital.

FT3 5.6 pmol/L (R 3.5 - 6.5)
FT4 12.2 pmol/L (R 9.9 - 21.0)
TSH 3.31 mIU/L (R 0.5 - 4.00)

Cortisol AM 369 nmol/L (R 145 - 619)
(they didn't print PM for me for some reason but I'll assume its not significant)

so, interestingly nothing interesting.

However

Anti-Thyroid Peroxidase 373.0 IU/ml (R <13.8)
Anti-Thyroglobulin 16.0 IU/ml (R <4.5)

Paired with strong family history of thyroid issues and throat surgeries and all the symptoms I've experienced my entire life lends strongly towards me having Hashimotos Thyroiditis.
I would like to say that this results provides some comfort going forward as it's treatable, but my fuckass doctor only printed me another bloods form in 3 months to retest with no current plan of addressing.

Which is a pain because it's not the first time I've had a thyroid test to specifically look for thyroid related issues due to how often I tend to crash out and sleep, depressive and anxiety symptoms, been fluffy my entire life despite, and a wide throat. but no doctor has ever pursued further testing to get to even this point. so, whilst its a step further I feel like it's something that should have been caught way sooner, and at least at this point addressed instead of monitored.
 
Whilst I find motivation to have breakfast and type up day 33.

Got cortisol and thyroid panel back this morning,
results as follows, going to attempt to keep this comprehensible since it's not digital.

FT3 5.6 pmol/L (R 3.5 - 6.5)
FT4 12.2 pmol/L (R 9.9 - 21.0)
TSH 3.31 mIU/L (R 0.5 - 4.00)

Cortisol AM 369 nmol/L (R 145 - 619)
(they didn't print PM for me for some reason but I'll assume its not significant)

so, interestingly nothing interesting.

However

Anti-Thyroid Peroxidase 373.0 IU/ml (R <13.8)
Anti-Thyroglobulin 16.0 IU/ml (R <4.5)

Paired with strong family history of thyroid issues and throat surgeries and all the symptoms I've experienced my entire life lends strongly towards me having Hashimotos Thyroiditis.
I would like to say that this results provides some comfort going forward as it's treatable, but my fuckass doctor only printed me another bloods form in 3 months to retest with no current plan of addressing.

Which is a pain because it's not the first time I've had a thyroid test to specifically look for thyroid related issues due to how often I tend to crash out and sleep, depressive and anxiety symptoms, been fluffy my entire life despite, and a wide throat. but no doctor has ever pursued further testing to get to even this point. so, whilst its a step further I feel like it's something that should have been caught way sooner, and at least at this point addressed instead of monitored.
can you post the actual bloods please? with ranges @2G2B
 
Which is a pain because it's not the first time I've had a thyroid test to specifically look for thyroid related issues due to how often I tend to crash out and sleep, depressive and anxiety symptoms, been fluffy my entire life despite, and a wide throat. but no doctor has ever pursued further testing to get to even this point.

This is such a frustrating situation to be in in Australia and New Zealand. I usually give up. Apart from addressing my alcoholism and getting orthotics for my flat feet I've never followed something through from problem to solution. I didn't go to a single doctor for 20 years because it's just a waste of time and money.

If I didn't do anything about the low testosterone thing myself it that would have just been it, forever. I feel like an idiot for even trying. I could have started myself two years ago and would have if I knew what I was up against.

Those symptoms you listed are pretty serious over time. I hope you can figure it out bro. What does 'fluffy' mean?
 
Those symptoms you listed are pretty serious over time. I hope you can figure it out bro. What does 'fluffy' mean?
I just meant despite being significantly more active in my youth I always had a bit of a puffiness to me and never looked properly lean.

Could have been unrelated and I never really got that lean but would also have been an indicator for this.

And yeah it's a battle, not sure I have the bandwidth to play doctor roulette to find one that will care but not something I'm super keen on letting the whole "wait and see" thing play out due to how long it's been suspected by family I was displaying issues of something common in mums side of the family that can get a lot worse.

But I guess it's a start to actually having some answers still so trying to be a little optimistic.
 
I just meant despite being significantly more active in my youth I always had a bit of a puffiness to me and never looked properly lean.

Could have been unrelated and I never really got that lean but would also have been an indicator for this.

Ah okay, I get you - I think I am similar. My weight never seemed to go up and down, I was always chubby. Like not eating for two weeks had no effect. The last six weeks with the reta is the first time anything has changed and definatly the first time I've beem under 80kg. I think a switch has finally been flicked and things are moving. I can't really notice it myself but I don't have a mirror and I'm pretty unobservant tbh, but I have all this loose skin on my belly which I find unpleasant but it is new and must mean I used to fit that haha 😄

Is the reta treating you well bro?

And yeah it's a battle, not sure I have the bandwidth to play doctor roulette to find one that will care but not something I'm super keen on letting the whole "wait and see" thing play out due to how long it's been suspected by family I was displaying issues of something common in mums side of the family that can get a lot worse

I totally understand man, it's so tiring... sometimes you might have luck with going to a random gp and saying you need a second opinion. I had kuck with this in Aus with my child. You could say you felt your family history was ignored and your concerns weren't alleviated. Why should they stop you from getting basic tests you have good reason to do? If you were a whacky hypochondriac it'd light up their computer. It's bullshit man, we pay out the ass for Medicare and get little in return when something needs attention. If customers in my line of work do stuff like that I just run the test and show them so they fuck off, else they have questions and just because I know the answer doesn't really help their piece of mind and in this case the doctor doesn’t even don't even know the answer. Argh.

Sorry bro not trying to be negative - just at the end (hopefully) of something similar (my ex-test level problem) and I will try to not fall into that cycle again. You've got the right attitude and of course there's hope, you haven't really even got started...

I'm gonna try that 3 machine superset we were talking about tonight. I'll take a pic of the row 😀
 
but I have all this loose skin on my belly which I find unpleasant but it is new and must mean I used to fit that haha 😄
it's weird that mine isn't super visible at the moment but some parts of me are just comedically stretchy if you grab a handful of skin.
Is the reta treating you well bro?
Yea, the drop to 0.5mg/week really took the edge off the sides, similar to 1mg though I'm finding it tapers around Friday (Sunday pin day) so still need to trial doing a midweek split, maybe at 1mg with two rounds of 0.5 split but for now I'm just giving 0.5 another couple weeks to settle before changing.
I totally understand man, it's so tiring... sometimes you might have luck with going to a random gp and saying you need a second opinion. I had kuck with this in Aus with my child. You could say you felt your family history was ignored and your concerns weren't alleviated. Why should they stop you from getting basic tests you have good reason to do? If you were a whacky hypochondriac it'd light up their computer. It's bullshit man, we pay out the ass for Medicare and get little in return when something needs attention. If customers in my line of work do stuff like that I just run the test and show them so they fuck off, else they have questions and just because I know the answer doesn't really help their piece of mind and in this case the doctor doesn’t even don't even know the answer. Argh.
Sorry bro not trying to be negative - just at the end (hopefully) of something similar (my ex-test level problem) and I will try to not fall into that cycle again. You've got the right attitude and of course there's hope, you haven't really even got started...
It's alright, I was previously in this round of testing bummed with my free test level that they aren't going to do anything about since its "technically just only out of minimum range" so they don't care. At least that has a pretty clear pathways to being able to be dealt with off market by myself at some point if they don't want to intervene just this one (thyroid issues) seems more like something I need an actual lifelong script for so just easier to keep pushing until they get me on it before it gets worse.
I'm gonna try that 3 machine superset we were talking about tonight. I'll take a pic of the row 😀
Goodluck brother :D scary stuff.
I did the Bicep/Tricep one I mentioned last night because I was feeling it, always fun to cook the arms.
 
Day 33


Misc


Kinda reported everything I wanted to say about bloods in separate posts above (1 , 2).
First session with new trainer today went well, they just kinda went over the superset my previous trainer had me do last week and answered some questions and gave me some cues on things I was uncertain about feeling wrong so that was chill.
They were almost concerningly (in a fun passionate way) excited to see my foundation and to work with me going forward.
Also not the most optimal way to hit my macros, nutrition was rough but was running around the city like a headless chook for the most the day hitting appointments for different things and didn't pack anything :( .

Should've gone with the usual shake for dinner to keep my fats down but really just wanted to eat something hot after the gym.

Diet

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Daily Totals:

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Hydration Estimate: 3167 ml


Workouts
30 Minute Super Set With New Trainer

8 x Overhand Bent Barbbell Row x 20 kg
8 x Underhand Bent Barbbell Row x 20 kg
10 x Each Side x Single Leg Calf Raise + 10 kg
8 x Each Side x Lateral Lunges x Body Weight
8 x Each Side x Iso-Lateral Cable Chest Press x Unsure on weight on stack

Workout 7:40 pm -> 9:45 PM

Machine Iso-Lateral Incline Chest Press
8 x 43.1 kgs
7 x 43.1 kgs
8 x 43.1 kgs

Machine Iso-Lateral Shoulder Press
10 x 46.8 kgs
10 x 46.8 kgs
10 x 46.8 kgs

Machine Bicep Curl
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Machine Tricep Extention
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Cable Pallof Press
8 x Each Side x 15 kg
8 x Each Side x 15 kg
8 x Each Side x 15 kg

Hanging Knee Raise
8 x Body Weight
8 x Body Weight
8 x Body Weight

Dead Bug Variant
12
12
12
 
Day 31


Misc

Once again short on anything interesting to add today, just kinda cruising this week which is nice.

God do I regret doing preachers the day after doing forearms, the burn is real.


That hammy is still playing chicken but I am suspecting it's from as I increase my pressing weights I'm starting to use legs more for stability and they'll get used to that load eventually if I just persist.


Diet

View attachment 127248

Daily Totals:

View attachment 127249

Hydration Estimate: 3100ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 9:45 PM


20 Minutes Cycling

Pushups
10 x Body Weight
10 x Body Weight

Dumbbell Incline Chest Press
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs

Dumbbell Shoulder Press
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs

Dumbbell Preacher Curls
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs

Machine Tricep Extention
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Step Ups
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me

Machine Calf Raise
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
8 x 70 kg

Horizontal Leg Press
8 x 100 kg
8 x 110 kg
8 x 120 kg
@2G2B great training, update man keep it up. You’re doing really good.
 
Thyroid function looks normal right now, but the high antibodies mean early or subclinical Hashimoto’s activity. The gland is still producing enough hormone, but your immune system is attacking it.

Keep monitoring every 2 months. Add selenium 200 mcg per day, zinc 25 mg, and maintain vitamin D around 40–60 ng/ml. Avoid excess iodine and keep inflammation low with clean macros and omega-3s.
whats your omega 3 intake now? @2G2B
 
Day 33


Misc


Kinda reported everything I wanted to say about bloods in separate posts above (1 , 2).
First session with new trainer today went well, they just kinda went over the superset my previous trainer had me do last week and answered some questions and gave me some cues on things I was uncertain about feeling wrong so that was chill.
They were almost concerningly (in a fun passionate way) excited to see my foundation and to work with me going forward.
Also not the most optimal way to hit my macros, nutrition was rough but was running around the city like a headless chook for the most the day hitting appointments for different things and didn't pack anything :( .

Should've gone with the usual shake for dinner to keep my fats down but really just wanted to eat something hot after the gym.

Diet

View attachment 128384

Daily Totals:

View attachment 128385

Hydration Estimate: 3167 ml


Workouts
30 Minute Super Set With New Trainer

8 x Overhand Bent Barbbell Row x 20 kg
8 x Underhand Bent Barbbell Row x 20 kg
10 x Each Side x Single Leg Calf Raise + 10 kg
8 x Each Side x Lateral Lunges x Body Weight
8 x Each Side x Iso-Lateral Cable Chest Press x Unsure on weight on stack

Workout 7:40 pm -> 9:45 PM

Machine Iso-Lateral Incline Chest Press
8 x 43.1 kgs
7 x 43.1 kgs
8 x 43.1 kgs

Machine Iso-Lateral Shoulder Press
10 x 46.8 kgs
10 x 46.8 kgs
10 x 46.8 kgs

Machine Bicep Curl
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Machine Tricep Extention
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Cable Pallof Press
8 x Each Side x 15 kg
8 x Each Side x 15 kg
8 x Each Side x 15 kg

Hanging Knee Raise
8 x Body Weight
8 x Body Weight
8 x Body Weight

Dead Bug Variant
12
12
12
Good session, nice to see you settle in with the new trainer and start refining technique. Superset structure looks clean, and you hit good balance across push, pull, and core.

Macros were off but not bad considering the day. Next time keep a protein shake or bar handy for travel days so you don’t spike fats late, you’re doing well staying consistent despite the schedule chaos.
 
Day 34


Misc


No real big thoughts today, just taking it easy after the session with my trainer because we usually do a mild stirring up of the back to see how its traveling.

Did a bit more reading about the bloods my doc gave me yesterday and kinda understand a little more that there really isn't any kind of preventative treatment that they typically recommend until more advanced stages of this issue where they will result in hormone replacement.
As a hopefully QOL measure in this regard considering adding Selenium and Myo-Inositol to my supps.
Still waiting on the Boron and Citrus Bergamot to arrive tomorrow anyway from previous addition.



Diet

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Daily Totals:

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Hydration Estimate: 3155 ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 10:00 PM

20 Minutes Cycling

Pushups
15 x Body Weight

Dumbbell Bench Press
8 x 30 kgs
8 x 32 kgs
8 x 32 kgs

Machine Reverse Fly
8 x 60 kg
8 x 60 kg
8 x 60 kg

Iso-Lateral Dumbbell Preacher
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs


Single Arm Tricep Pushdown
8 x 15 kgs
8 x 15 kgs
8 x 15 kgs

Lateral Lunges
12 x Body Weight
12 x Body Weight
12 x Body Weight

Standing Single Leg Calf Raises
10 x Each Side x Body Weight + 10 kg
10 x Each Side x Body Weight + 10 kg
10 x Each Side x Body Weight + 10 kg

Horizontal Leg Press
8 x 110 kg
8 x 110 kg
8 x 110 kg

Seated Leg Curl
8 x 50 kg
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
 
Day 34


Misc


No real big thoughts today, just taking it easy after the session with my trainer because we usually do a mild stirring up of the back to see how its traveling.

Did a bit more reading about the bloods my doc gave me yesterday and kinda understand a little more that there really isn't any kind of preventative treatment that they typically recommend until more advanced stages of this issue where they will result in hormone replacement.
As a hopefully QOL measure in this regard considering adding Selenium and Myo-Inositol to my supps.
Still waiting on the Boron and Citrus Bergamot to arrive tomorrow anyway from previous addition.



Diet

View attachment 128643

Daily Totals:

View attachment 128645

Hydration Estimate: 3155 ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 10:00 PM

20 Minutes Cycling

Pushups
15 x Body Weight

Dumbbell Bench Press
8 x 30 kgs
8 x 32 kgs
8 x 32 kgs

Machine Reverse Fly
8 x 60 kg
8 x 60 kg
8 x 60 kg

Iso-Lateral Dumbbell Preacher
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs


Single Arm Tricep Pushdown
8 x 15 kgs
8 x 15 kgs
8 x 15 kgs

Lateral Lunges
12 x Body Weight
12 x Body Weight
12 x Body Weight

Standing Single Leg Calf Raises
10 x Each Side x Body Weight + 10 kg
10 x Each Side x Body Weight + 10 kg
10 x Each Side x Body Weight + 10 kg

Horizontal Leg Press
8 x 110 kg
8 x 110 kg
8 x 110 kg

Seated Leg Curl
8 x 50 kg
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
Nice push session with strong load consistency, especially the bench and curls both holding at solid rep ranges. Bump dumbbell press to 34 kgs next session for top set 6–8 and keep leg press around 110–120 kg until you can cleanly move 10 reps without knee shift.

Diet looks on track if recovery feels good, just get protein higher imo. Selenium and Myo-Inositol are fine additions, they support thyroid and insulin function, so no conflict with Boron or Bergamot once they arrive.
 
Log Update

Still exist, irl is a little hectic for a few days and don't have the emotional bandwidth to complete my logs here.

I am still logging my diet and workouts as I usually do out of habit and will attempt to back log the updates here when things pass hopefully in the next few days.

we persist.
 
Log Update

Still exist, irl is a little hectic for a few days and don't have the emotional bandwidth to complete my logs here.

I am still logging my diet and workouts as I usually do out of habit and will attempt to back log the updates here when things pass hopefully in the next few days.

we persist.

That's all good bro - hope everything is okay. We'll be here if you need us as always.

Hang in there bro.
 
Day 31


Misc

Once again short on anything interesting to add today, just kinda cruising this week which is nice.

God do I regret doing preachers the day after doing forearms, the burn is real.


That hammy is still playing chicken but I am suspecting it's from as I increase my pressing weights I'm starting to use legs more for stability and they'll get used to that load eventually if I just persist.


Diet

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Daily Totals:

View attachment 127249

Hydration Estimate: 3100ml

Workouts

Workout 7:40 PM -> 9:45 PM


20 Minutes Cycling

Pushups
10 x Body Weight
10 x Body Weight

Dumbbell Incline Chest Press
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs
8 x 32.5 kgs

Dumbbell Shoulder Press
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs
8 x 27.5 kgs

Dumbbell Preacher Curls
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs
8 x 17.5 kgs

Machine Tricep Extention
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Step Ups
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me
8 x Each Side x 5 kg plate held out in front of me

Machine Calf Raise
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
8 x 70 kg

Horizontal Leg Press
8 x 100 kg
8 x 110 kg
8 x 120 kg
Great update sir
 
Log Update

Still exist, irl is a little hectic for a few days and don't have the emotional bandwidth to complete my logs here.

I am still logging my diet and workouts as I usually do out of habit and will attempt to back log the updates here when things pass hopefully in the next few days.

we persist.
Keep at it :D EVO family support! waiting for you
 
Log Update

Still exist, irl is a little hectic for a few days and don't have the emotional bandwidth to complete my logs here.

I am still logging my diet and workouts as I usually do out of habit and will attempt to back log the updates here when things pass hopefully in the next few days.

we persist.

Hey brother - how are you doing today?
 
I hope @2G2B comes back :D

He will brother :)

Gotta try harder than that to get rid of me

Things got a little weird around here so parents have travelled up to try handle some stuff for a week.

Aim to resume logging when they depart for hopefully a clearer head.

Only relevant in-between news is that turns out it wasn't a muscular pain in my hammy, something's pulled/strained deep in that area and I'm getting it sussed today hopefully.

Did my first 3 back to back sets of 8 body weight dips.

Managed 32.5/35/35 on incline dumbbell chest but that's off the table since as something that annoys my leg injury weirdly.

Stepped on the scales for fun and reading 95.5 without morning fasting and cardio timing so will be interesting to see tomorrow in optimal conditions if I've managed to crawl down to 95.

Don't know if it's too optimistic to aim for 90 by newyears?
 
Gotta try harder than that to get rid of me

Things got a little weird around here so parents have travelled up to try handle some stuff for a week.

Aim to resume logging when they depart for hopefully a clearer head.

Only relevant in-between news is that turns out it wasn't a muscular pain in my hammy, something's pulled/strained deep in that area and I'm getting it sussed today hopefully.

Did my first 3 back to back sets of 8 body weight dips.

Managed 32.5/35/35 on incline dumbbell chest but that's off the table since as something that annoys my leg injury weirdly.

Stepped on the scales for fun and reading 95.5 without morning fasting and cardio timing so will be interesting to see tomorrow in optimal conditions if I've managed to crawl down to 95.

Don't know if it's too optimistic to aim for 90 by newyears?
Good to hear you’re hanging in there. The dips and incline dumbbell work with leg strain you pushing well! If it’s a deep hamstring issue, get it properly checked before loading it again. @2G2B you can try to just deload for 1 week to start.

let the parents visit be a reset week think as 1 week deload.
 
Gotta try harder than that to get rid of me

Things got a little weird around here so parents have travelled up to try handle some stuff for a week.

Aim to resume logging when they depart for hopefully a clearer head.

Only relevant in-between news is that turns out it wasn't a muscular pain in my hammy, something's pulled/strained deep in that area and I'm getting it sussed today hopefully.

Did my first 3 back to back sets of 8 body weight dips.

Managed 32.5/35/35 on incline dumbbell chest but that's off the table since as something that annoys my leg injury weirdly.

Stepped on the scales for fun and reading 95.5 without morning fasting and cardio timing so will be interesting to see tomorrow in optimal conditions if I've managed to crawl down to 95.

Don't know if it's too optimistic to aim for 90 by newyears?

Nice work bro!
 
Gotta try harder than that to get rid of me

Things got a little weird around here so parents have travelled up to try handle some stuff for a week.

Aim to resume logging when they depart for hopefully a clearer head.

Only relevant in-between news is that turns out it wasn't a muscular pain in my hammy, something's pulled/strained deep in that area and I'm getting it sussed today hopefully.

Did my first 3 back to back sets of 8 body weight dips.

Managed 32.5/35/35 on incline dumbbell chest but that's off the table since as something that annoys my leg injury weirdly.

Stepped on the scales for fun and reading 95.5 without morning fasting and cardio timing so will be interesting to see tomorrow in optimal conditions if I've managed to crawl down to 95.

Don't know if it's too optimistic to aim for 90 by newyears?
Absolutely not brother!!! 5kg in 11 weeks is easy work!! You will shock yourself with what can be achieved if you lock in but moreso just stay consistant. Life does get hard brother but hard times are like bad weather, it comes and goes and some days are worse then others.

But you have a personal goal that i promise will bring in some sunshine no matter what is happening around you.

Dont see the log as a chore or a task, see it as the support network you need to keep things moving foward for yourself.

The time is going to pass you by regardless of what your doing, this is guaranteed! But you can be where you want by new years, you may be half way there or you may be right where you are still, that choice is completely yours to make..

I can promise you the first outcome one will make you much happier though.
Good to hear you’re hanging in there. The dips and incline dumbbell work with leg strain you pushing well! If it’s a deep hamstring issue, get it properly checked before loading it again. @2G2B you can try to just deload for 1 week to start.

let the parents visit be a reset week think as 1 week deload.
Yeah nice @LevButlerov well said.
 
Absolutely not brother!!! 5kg in 11 weeks is easy work!! You will shock yourself with what can be achieved if you lock in but moreso just stay consistant. Life does get hard brother but hard times are like bad weather, it comes and goes and some days are worse then others.

But you have a personal goal that i promise will bring in some sunshine no matter what is happening around you.

Dont see the log as a chore or a task, see it as the support network you need to keep things moving foward for yourself.

The time is going to pass you by regardless of what your doing, this is guaranteed! But you can be where you want by new years, you may be half way there or you may be right where you are still, that choice is completely yours to make..

I can promise you the first outcome one will make you much happier though.

Yeah nice @LevButlerov well said.
nicely put :D true VIP style @Allupfromhere
 
How you going brother you still chipping away? Havent seen you in a while bro 😕
I was wondering too... hope everything's alright @2G2B

Guess there's no better time to touch base,

The end of 2025 likely culminated as the hardest series of events I've had to face without any support and by god did they warrant a little crash out.

The hamstring injury I left on in my logs required a 2+ month de-load and dropping anything that aggravated it.

I was finally triaged by the local major hospital for my back and got news I will be approved for spine surgery early this year.
(think I find out the date on the 16th of this month so rip gains)

My buddy and pal of 8 years that was featured in my food pictures required emergency surgery and care and ultimately passed away on super short notice leaving me heartbroken and left me in a significantly worse financial position than I've ever been.


My mind has been on this community a lot in my absence, unfortunately I become heavily debilitated by shame when there should be none.

In the time I've been gone I have only had 3 small grace periods of straying from my diet, both parents visited independently and I wanted to enjoy my time with them instead of shifting the focus to accommodating my diet and stresses and a small window over Christmas and new years when they sent us a hamper and I was grieving the loss of my best friend.

I had only just started picking up momentum in the gym again post de-load for the hamstring injury when everything happened with my dog and over that period I was unable to keep food down or attend the gym without breaking down in public.
I have since established enough emotional stability to start going more frequently again and picking up closer to the weights I left on.

I think the lowest I've weighed in over this time was a crisp 94 (I think my log starts at 98 or 96?) but I haven't been strict enough with my fasted cardio post holiday season bloat to get a current accurate baseline.

only other relevant note is moved up to 1mg/week reta but considering a small bump again because it doesn't feel as potent currently but maybe the urge to eat my feelings can overpower some silly hormones as it's irrational anyway.


now mopey things aside,

Absolute foul work by the both of you progress wise,
Absolutely crazy physique and deserved promotion for @Allupfromhere huge congrats :D
and actually insane to see how far you've come @vanlife_gymbum since I've been lurking, that consistency has payed off in spades.


I think I am at a point where I might not be as consistent as I was early on in the log and still require a monumental amount of grounding and free headspace to be able to lock in everything again but it would be cathartic to at least log what I do manage to eat or get done even if I'm not currently in a position to action all the advice/feedback I'll be getting.
 
Guess there's no better time to touch base,

The end of 2025 likely culminated as the hardest series of events I've had to face without any support and by god did they warrant a little crash out.

The hamstring injury I left on in my logs required a 2+ month de-load and dropping anything that aggravated it.

I was finally triaged by the local major hospital for my back and got news I will be approved for spine surgery early this year.
(think I find out the date on the 16th of this month so rip gains)

My buddy and pal of 8 years that was featured in my food pictures required emergency surgery and care and ultimately passed away on super short notice leaving me heartbroken and left me in a significantly worse financial position than I've ever been.


My mind has been on this community a lot in my absence, unfortunately I become heavily debilitated by shame when there should be none.

In the time I've been gone I have only had 3 small grace periods of straying from my diet, both parents visited independently and I wanted to enjoy my time with them instead of shifting the focus to accommodating my diet and stresses and a small window over Christmas and new years when they sent us a hamper and I was grieving the loss of my best friend.

I had only just started picking up momentum in the gym again post de-load for the hamstring injury when everything happened with my dog and over that period I was unable to keep food down or attend the gym without breaking down in public.
I have since established enough emotional stability to start going more frequently again and picking up closer to the weights I left on.

I think the lowest I've weighed in over this time was a crisp 94 (I think my log starts at 98 or 96?) but I haven't been strict enough with my fasted cardio post holiday season bloat to get a current accurate baseline.

only other relevant note is moved up to 1mg/week reta but considering a small bump again because it doesn't feel as potent currently but maybe the urge to eat my feelings can overpower some silly hormones as it's irrational anyway.


now mopey things aside,

Absolute foul work by the both of you progress wise,
Absolutely crazy physique and deserved promotion for @Allupfromhere huge congrats :D
and actually insane to see how far you've come @vanlife_gymbum since I've been lurking, that consistency has payed off in spades.


I think I am at a point where I might not be as consistent as I was early on in the log and still require a monumental amount of grounding and free headspace to be able to lock in everything again but it would be cathartic to at least log what I do manage to eat or get done even if I'm not currently in a position to action all the advice/feedback I'll be getting.
Very difficult 2025 ending sorry to hear. But I am happy to see you back in the EVO family, i hope you start updating and getting back on track. nothing makes you feel better than actual food and training push @2G2B

@BeMe @HarleyGuy @s.gentz
@Pigsy @Dreamer @Freki @R.AP
@waggat @Yuri @rizzlekdizzle @Grumpy
 
Guess there's no better time to touch base,

The end of 2025 likely culminated as the hardest series of events I've had to face without any support and by god did they warrant a little crash out.

The hamstring injury I left on in my logs required a 2+ month de-load and dropping anything that aggravated it.

I was finally triaged by the local major hospital for my back and got news I will be approved for spine surgery early this year.
(think I find out the date on the 16th of this month so rip gains)

My buddy and pal of 8 years that was featured in my food pictures required emergency surgery and care and ultimately passed away on super short notice leaving me heartbroken and left me in a significantly worse financial position than I've ever been.


My mind has been on this community a lot in my absence, unfortunately I become heavily debilitated by shame when there should be none.

In the time I've been gone I have only had 3 small grace periods of straying from my diet, both parents visited independently and I wanted to enjoy my time with them instead of shifting the focus to accommodating my diet and stresses and a small window over Christmas and new years when they sent us a hamper and I was grieving the loss of my best friend.

I had only just started picking up momentum in the gym again post de-load for the hamstring injury when everything happened with my dog and over that period I was unable to keep food down or attend the gym without breaking down in public.
I have since established enough emotional stability to start going more frequently again and picking up closer to the weights I left on.

I think the lowest I've weighed in over this time was a crisp 94 (I think my log starts at 98 or 96?) but I haven't been strict enough with my fasted cardio post holiday season bloat to get a current accurate baseline.

only other relevant note is moved up to 1mg/week reta but considering a small bump again because it doesn't feel as potent currently but maybe the urge to eat my feelings can overpower some silly hormones as it's irrational anyway.


now mopey things aside,

Absolute foul work by the both of you progress wise,
Absolutely crazy physique and deserved promotion for @Allupfromhere huge congrats :D
and actually insane to see how far you've come @vanlife_gymbum since I've been lurking, that consistency has payed off in spades.


I think I am at a point where I might not be as consistent as I was early on in the log and still require a monumental amount of grounding and free headspace to be able to lock in everything again but it would be cathartic to at least log what I do manage to eat or get done even if I'm not currently in a position to action all the advice/feedback I'll be getting.
Sorry to hear about the series of events youve been through man, life can be a real bitch sometimes, but I am sure you will come out the other side stronger for sure.

Looking forward to seeing you get back into it and the Evo family will be here to support you
 
Into 2026 and Beyond

Misc
Hmm, doing one of these brings back some good vibes.
With pending surgery dates and appointments and stuff this month they've asked me to kinda take it easy and just maintain what I've been doing with a focus on core and glutes since they will be super important post op to a good recovery. You will not see this reflected today as today wasn't really a session I had planned just tagged along with some mates for the vibe.

Food wise I'm kinda at the mercy of specials and stuff at the store with the new financial situation being a bit more of a burden than I'd appreciate.

Also just kinda eating what I can stomach at the moment given the December I had.

Random final note is trialing 2mg of reta this week as of tonight to see how it goes.

Diet

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Workout
(for some reason I can't turn bold off anymore)

Incline Barbell Bench
8 x 60 kg
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
3 x 80 kg


Lat Pull-down
8 x 64 kg
8 x 64 kg
8 x 71 kg


Dips (Body weight)
6 + 2
4 + 4
5 + 3


Dumbbell Lateral Raise
8 x 8 kgs
8 x 8 kgs
8 x 12.5 kgs


Standing Cable Bicep Curl
8 x 30 kg
8 x 25 kg
8 x 25 kg


 
Guess there's no better time to touch base,

The end of 2025 likely culminated as the hardest series of events I've had to face without any support and by god did they warrant a little crash out.

The hamstring injury I left on in my logs required a 2+ month de-load and dropping anything that aggravated it.

I was finally triaged by the local major hospital for my back and got news I will be approved for spine surgery early this year.
(think I find out the date on the 16th of this month so rip gains)

My buddy and pal of 8 years that was featured in my food pictures required emergency surgery and care and ultimately passed away on super short notice leaving me heartbroken and left me in a significantly worse financial position than I've ever been.


My mind has been on this community a lot in my absence, unfortunately I become heavily debilitated by shame when there should be none.

In the time I've been gone I have only had 3 small grace periods of straying from my diet, both parents visited independently and I wanted to enjoy my time with them instead of shifting the focus to accommodating my diet and stresses and a small window over Christmas and new years when they sent us a hamper and I was grieving the loss of my best friend.

I had only just started picking up momentum in the gym again post de-load for the hamstring injury when everything happened with my dog and over that period I was unable to keep food down or attend the gym without breaking down in public.
I have since established enough emotional stability to start going more frequently again and picking up closer to the weights I left on.

I think the lowest I've weighed in over this time was a crisp 94 (I think my log starts at 98 or 96?) but I haven't been strict enough with my fasted cardio post holiday season bloat to get a current accurate baseline.

only other relevant note is moved up to 1mg/week reta but considering a small bump again because it doesn't feel as potent currently but maybe the urge to eat my feelings can overpower some silly hormones as it's irrational anyway.


now mopey things aside,

Absolute foul work by the both of you progress wise,
Absolutely crazy physique and deserved promotion for @Allupfromhere huge congrats :D
and actually insane to see how far you've come @vanlife_gymbum since I've been lurking, that consistency has payed off in spades.


I think I am at a point where I might not be as consistent as I was early on in the log and still require a monumental amount of grounding and free headspace to be able to lock in everything again but it would be cathartic to at least log what I do manage to eat or get done even if I'm not currently in a position to action all the advice/feedback I'll be getting.
Into 2026 and Beyond

Misc
Hmm, doing one of these brings back some good vibes.
With pending surgery dates and appointments and stuff this month they've asked me to kinda take it easy and just maintain what I've been doing with a focus on core and glutes since they will be super important post op to a good recovery. You will not see this reflected today as today wasn't really a session I had planned just tagged along with some mates for the vibe.

Food wise I'm kinda at the mercy of specials and stuff at the store with the new financial situation being a bit more of a burden than I'd appreciate.

Also just kinda eating what I can stomach at the moment given the December I had.

Random final note is trialing 2mg of reta this week as of tonight to see how it goes.

Diet

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View attachment 163506

Workout
(for some reason I can't turn bold off anymore)

Incline Barbell Bench
8 x 60 kg
8 x 60 kg
8 x 70 kg
3 x 80 kg


Lat Pull-down
8 x 64 kg
8 x 64 kg
8 x 71 kg


Dips (Body weight)
6 + 2
4 + 4
5 + 3


Dumbbell Lateral Raise
8 x 8 kgs
8 x 8 kgs
8 x 12.5 kgs


Standing Cable Bicep Curl
8 x 30 kg
8 x 25 kg
8 x 25 kg
I’m really glad you reached out and shared this. What you’ve been dealing with would derail anyone, and the fact you’re still showing up, still thinking about your health, and still wanting to log at all says a lot King.

There’s genuinely no shame in any of this Sp dont for one second let that thought drift in.

Injuries, surgery, grief, and real-life stress don’t care how disciplined or motivated someone is they hit like a tonne of bricks regardless. Taking time to survive and stabilise isn’t failure, it’s necessary my bro. You didn’t quit, you adapted to circumstances that were well beyond your control.

Logging doesn’t need to be perfect or consistent to be valuable. Even partial logs, rough food entries, or just checking in are more than enough right now. This community is here to support you where you’re at, not where you think you should be.

Your self-awareness through all of this is impressive, and the fact you’ve already started finding your way back into the gym even slowly is a win. Momentum will come back when your nervous system and life allow it to

Please take this at your own pace. Focus on healing first physically and mentally. The rest will follow. You’re always welcome here, you’re respected here, and you don’t owe anyone anything beyond taking care of yourself.
We’ve got you bro 💙
 
Day Not-really-sure-if-I-restart-counting-because-of-2026-or-just-keep-going-from-where-I-was

Misc

Trying to determine if it was the 2mg that rocked my guts this afternoon again like the good old days or I miscalculated my creatine dose since I took some with my pre that turns out has it in it as well.
Trying to motivate myself to re-introduce my morning fasted cardio routine.
Might just take it slow to start with and work up to 60 minutes if the idea of it is too demotivating for the time being.


Diet
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Workout
Hyght Fly

8 x 12.5 kgs
8 x 12.5 kgs
8 x 12.5 kgs

Seated Dumbbell Shoulder Press
8 x 30 kgs
8 x 30 kgs
7 x 30 kgs

Machine Bicep Curl

8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Single Arm Tricep Pushdown

8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg

Bodyweight Single Leg Calf Raise

8 x 16 kg
8 x 16 kg
8 x 16 kg

Cable Standing Hip Abduction

8 x 5 kg
8 x 5 kg
8 x 5 kg

Sled Leg Press

8 x 125.5 kg
8 x 125.5 kg
8 x 125.5 kg
 
Day Not-really-sure-if-I-restart-counting-because-of-2026-or-just-keep-going-from-where-I-was

Misc

Trying to determine if it was the 2mg that rocked my guts this afternoon again like the good old days or I miscalculated my creatine dose since I took some with my pre that turns out has it in it as well.
Trying to motivate myself to re-introduce my morning fasted cardio routine.
Might just take it slow to start with and work up to 60 minutes if the idea of it is too demotivating for the time being.


Diet
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View attachment 163995


Workout
Hyght Fly

8 x 12.5 kgs
8 x 12.5 kgs
8 x 12.5 kgs

Seated Dumbbell Shoulder Press
8 x 30 kgs
8 x 30 kgs
7 x 30 kgs

Machine Bicep Curl

8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg
8 x 52 kg

Single Arm Tricep Pushdown

8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg

Bodyweight Single Leg Calf Raise

8 x 16 kg
8 x 16 kg
8 x 16 kg

Cable Standing Hip Abduction

8 x 5 kg
8 x 5 kg
8 x 5 kg

Sled Leg Press

8 x 125.5 kg
8 x 125.5 kg
8 x 125.5 kg
are you able to up your protein?
I see good volume on training like leg press 125kg beast though
 
Not sure what I did in the gym to set off my nerve injury but she's pissssssssssed today.

Will post yesterday and today when I can comfortably use the computer again.
I hope you're ok :D
 
Not sure what I did in the gym to set off my nerve injury but she's pissssssssssed today.

Will post yesterday and today when I can comfortably use the computer again.
Sorry to hear about the nerve pain. Is it something to do with your spine? Not being able to use a computer sounds pretty bad
 
I hope you're ok :D
Sorry to hear about the nerve pain. Is it something to do with your spine? Not being able to use a computer sounds pretty bad
Ye i'm a bit of a glass-back and have 3 slipped discs, been on-going for about 2 years now whilst i've been waiting for my turn in public healthcare.
Thankfully-ish it's all closer than it's ever been to being resolved, I have a meeting with a surgical team on the 16th and hopefully they lock in a date for getting this all out of my life for good.

However, up until whatever the fuck this is it has been quite stable. I'm really not sure what's going on with this flareup it feels really odd.
I wouldn't say it hurts in the way pain typically happens, it's more of a really weird intense inflammatory discomfort that's preventing me from moving freely but also somehow making me want to crash out over how constant it is no matter what I do.

I am kinda just hoping I accidentally just shocked some muscles by accident and they'll release at some point, I've been trying to use thera-guns, balls, rolls and anything I can find to try get a release but I can't seem to locate whatever has set all this off.
 
Day 3 :)
* +30

Misc
This appears to have been the day something has aggravated my back injury, unsure what exactly but kinda coasting and taking it really easy until I'm confident enough that it's resolving with time and rest.

This was the first time re-introducting my pre-workout cycle to the mix, I noticed no discomfort or strange feelings during the cycling but post cycling my hip was super tight and unhappy, but provided no hindrance to the remainder of my workout until maybe the deadbugs where it really kicked up a notch and let me know something was wrong.

Diet is still lacking, today was meant to be groceries day to make some adjustments but given my limited mobility post flareup i'll just have to try make do for a few days or do an online order somehow.


Diet

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Workout


Cycling

20 minute Zone 2 warm-up

Inclined Dumbbell Bench Press

8 x 30 kgs
8 x 30 kgs
8 x 30 kgs

Machine Shoulder Press

8 x 80 kg
8 x 80 kg
8 x 80 kg


Machine Bicep Curl

8 x 50 kg
8 x 50 kg
8 x 50 kg


Palloff Press

8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg


Cable Overhead Tricep Extention

8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg


Hanging Knee Raise

8 x Bodyweight
8 x Bodyweight
8 x Bodyweight


Dead Bug Variant
8 x 5 kg raised x Each Side
8 x 5 kg raised x Each Side
8 x 5 kg raised x Each Side
 
Day 4
Misc

No workouts to report today, can barely move around, damn we had a stinker of a heatwave start though, think it got up to a forecast 47c (116f).
Had to do my best to crawl around the garden and water all the plants so nothing toasted.

As stated prior day I was in need of a grocery haul prior to this log but haven't managed yet so just trying to skim by until I can.


Diet

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Ye i'm a bit of a glass-back and have 3 slipped discs, been on-going for about 2 years now whilst i've been waiting for my turn in public healthcare.
Thankfully-ish it's all closer than it's ever been to being resolved, I have a meeting with a surgical team on the 16th and hopefully they lock in a date for getting this all out of my life for good.

However, up until whatever the fuck this is it has been quite stable. I'm really not sure what's going on with this flareup it feels really odd.
I wouldn't say it hurts in the way pain typically happens, it's more of a really weird intense inflammatory discomfort that's preventing me from moving freely but also somehow making me want to crash out over how constant it is no matter what I do.

I am kinda just hoping I accidentally just shocked some muscles by accident and they'll release at some point, I've been trying to use thera-guns, balls, rolls and anything I can find to try get a release but I can't seem to locate whatever has set all this off.
I hope you are stable and you get back to normal soon. @2G2B
 
Day 3 :)
* +30

Misc
This appears to have been the day something has aggravated my back injury, unsure what exactly but kinda coasting and taking it really easy until I'm confident enough that it's resolving with time and rest.

This was the first time re-introducting my pre-workout cycle to the mix, I noticed no discomfort or strange feelings during the cycling but post cycling my hip was super tight and unhappy, but provided no hindrance to the remainder of my workout until maybe the deadbugs where it really kicked up a notch and let me know something was wrong.

Diet is still lacking, today was meant to be groceries day to make some adjustments but given my limited mobility post flareup i'll just have to try make do for a few days or do an online order somehow.


Diet

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View attachment 165247
Workout


Cycling

20 minute Zone 2 warm-up

Inclined Dumbbell Bench Press

8 x 30 kgs
8 x 30 kgs
8 x 30 kgs

Machine Shoulder Press

8 x 80 kg
8 x 80 kg
8 x 80 kg


Machine Bicep Curl

8 x 50 kg
8 x 50 kg
8 x 50 kg


Palloff Press

8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg


Cable Overhead Tricep Extention

8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg
8 x 15 kg


Hanging Knee Raise

8 x Bodyweight
8 x Bodyweight
8 x Bodyweight


Dead Bug Variant
8 x 5 kg raised x Each Side
8 x 5 kg raised x Each Side
8 x 5 kg raised x Each Side

Day 4
Misc

No workouts to report today, can barely move around, damn we had a stinker of a heatwave start though, think it got up to a forecast 47c (116f).
Had to do my best to crawl around the garden and water all the plants so nothing toasted.

As stated prior day I was in need of a grocery haul prior to this log but haven't managed yet so just trying to skim by until I can.


Diet

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day 3 and 4 good foods :D
 
Ye i'm a bit of a glass-back and have 3 slipped discs, been on-going for about 2 years now whilst i've been waiting for my turn in public healthcare.
Thankfully-ish it's all closer than it's ever been to being resolved, I have a meeting with a surgical team on the 16th and hopefully they lock in a date for getting this all out of my life for good.

However, up until whatever the fuck this is it has been quite stable. I'm really not sure what's going on with this flareup it feels really odd.
I wouldn't say it hurts in the way pain typically happens, it's more of a really weird intense inflammatory discomfort that's preventing me from moving freely but also somehow making me want to crash out over how constant it is no matter what I do.

I am kinda just hoping I accidentally just shocked some muscles by accident and they'll release at some point, I've been trying to use thera-guns, balls, rolls and anything I can find to try get a release but I can't seem to locate whatever has set all this off.
Ouch that really sucks. Hopefully the surgeons can get you all sorted. The not knowing is really tough too cuz you can't even protect against it. Hopefully you're feeling a bit better today?

Have you ever tried OTC muscle relaxants like robaxacet? Not sure if you guys got that down there, but maybe something similar?
 
I hope you are stable and you get back to normal soon. @2G2B
Ouch that really sucks. Hopefully the surgeons can get you all sorted. The not knowing is really tough too cuz you can't even protect against it. Hopefully you're feeling a bit better today?
Have you ever tried OTC muscle relaxants like robaxacet? Not sure if you guys got that down there, but maybe something similar?
A far as I'm aware Aus has an overbearing drug enforcement/limitation problem, the only thing I've ever been prescribed was Pregablin/Lyrica and didn't find it effective compared to the sides rocking my shit so didn't continue taking it.
 
Days 5 and 6

Misc

Nothing super ground breaking to report in terms of condition, just got the 7 day reminder for my hospital trip so expecting to become a little more stressed and have to focus harder on not crashing out diet wise leading up to the appointment.

As this flare up slowly dies down I am getting a slightly clearer picture about maybe what's happened.

The remaining pain now is in a similar location to my previous hamstring injury I was babying and I suspect I fucked up and accidentally did what I did the first time again without trying to and have shocked 1. Both hamstrings. 2. Aggravated the first bad injury again. which has put strain up the chain in glutes and lower back annoying my nerve injury.

Thankfully most of the nerve pain has subsided now but I'm a little bummed out to be baby the hamstring again since it took so long to resolve the first time.

I'm not sure if I explained the first time or not so I'll humor the gang again and also hope writing it out cements in my mind to stop doing it a little more.


After being a big guy for life I'm disproportionate in numbers I can push in the gym vs my gym experience, I never learnt to knee flick weights and up til now I've never had to do so, I can kinda just rock and rawdog moving the dumbbells into position for whatever I'm doing.
This was never ideal and has always put a small strain on my wrists and forearms they could do without, up until I started moving like 30's and 35's. I started dragging them more by levering my upper body back instead of being able to actually just raw lift them into place.

My trainer tried to describe how this would have pulled down the chain to til it found the weakest link and then just shat the bed.
Since the first injury I have been practicing knee flicking the weights and I haven't had any trouble until now again when I guess I must have just zoned out and resorted to the old back lever and sent everything again.

Lessons lessons lessons.

Nothing amazing to report diet wise here, Just been scrounging around the fridge, freezer and pantry and snacking on parts of my meal prep I have left over. I have kept track of it for personal knowledge but as I am not logging a workout or really attempted to balance macros I wont add it for these days. I am hoping to make a grocery store trip soon (Injury permitting) and buy some bulk basics for meal prep again for in bulk and just cruise without thinking.

Also workout wise as the inflammation allows I've just been slowly adding body weight stuff around the house, trying to do kneeling pushups (can't plank with hammy sore), body weight squats, and a variety of the early rehab mobility stuff I had to do just for flexibility and releases.

Hoping to return to the gym tonight for a very tame session, thankfully I should be okay at doing things that avoid the hamstring injury by now as I had it for a couple months previously and had to adapt my routine around it before.



 
A far as I'm aware Aus has an overbearing drug enforcement/limitation problem, the only thing I've ever been prescribed was Pregablin/Lyrica and didn't find it effective compared to the sides rocking my shit so didn't continue taking it.
Yea it's crazy down there. I would say try some CBD but I already know you need to jump through hoops for a prescription there
 
Days 5 and 6

Misc

Nothing super ground breaking to report in terms of condition, just got the 7 day reminder for my hospital trip so expecting to become a little more stressed and have to focus harder on not crashing out diet wise leading up to the appointment.

As this flare up slowly dies down I am getting a slightly clearer picture about maybe what's happened.

The remaining pain now is in a similar location to my previous hamstring injury I was babying and I suspect I fucked up and accidentally did what I did the first time again without trying to and have shocked 1. Both hamstrings. 2. Aggravated the first bad injury again. which has put strain up the chain in glutes and lower back annoying my nerve injury.

Thankfully most of the nerve pain has subsided now but I'm a little bummed out to be baby the hamstring again since it took so long to resolve the first time.

I'm not sure if I explained the first time or not so I'll humor the gang again and also hope writing it out cements in my mind to stop doing it a little more.


After being a big guy for life I'm disproportionate in numbers I can push in the gym vs my gym experience, I never learnt to knee flick weights and up til now I've never had to do so, I can kinda just rock and rawdog moving the dumbbells into position for whatever I'm doing.
This was never ideal and has always put a small strain on my wrists and forearms they could do without, up until I started moving like 30's and 35's. I started dragging them more by levering my upper body back instead of being able to actually just raw lift them into place.

My trainer tried to describe how this would have pulled down the chain to til it found the weakest link and then just shat the bed.
Since the first injury I have been practicing knee flicking the weights and I haven't had any trouble until now again when I guess I must have just zoned out and resorted to the old back lever and sent everything again.

Lessons lessons lessons.

Nothing amazing to report diet wise here, Just been scrounging around the fridge, freezer and pantry and snacking on parts of my meal prep I have left over. I have kept track of it for personal knowledge but as I am not logging a workout or really attempted to balance macros I wont add it for these days. I am hoping to make a grocery store trip soon (Injury permitting) and buy some bulk basics for meal prep again for in bulk and just cruise without thinking.

Also workout wise as the inflammation allows I've just been slowly adding body weight stuff around the house, trying to do kneeling pushups (can't plank with hammy sore), body weight squats, and a variety of the early rehab mobility stuff I had to do just for flexibility and releases.

Hoping to return to the gym tonight for a very tame session, thankfully I should be okay at doing things that avoid the hamstring injury by now as I had it for a couple months previously and had to adapt my routine around it before.
Glad time and a reduction in nerve pain provided a bit of clarity.

Hamstrings are a real bitch cuz once their injured you realize how much you actually use them day to day.

Maybe some foam rolling or massage gun might help a bit?
 
Not sure what I did in the gym to set off my nerve injury but she's pissssssssssed today.

Will post yesterday and today when I can comfortably use the computer again.

Days 5 and 6

Misc

Nothing super ground breaking to report in terms of condition, just got the 7 day reminder for my hospital trip so expecting to become a little more stressed and have to focus harder on not crashing out diet wise leading up to the appointment.

As this flare up slowly dies down I am getting a slightly clearer picture about maybe what's happened.

The remaining pain now is in a similar location to my previous hamstring injury I was babying and I suspect I fucked up and accidentally did what I did the first time again without trying to and have shocked 1. Both hamstrings. 2. Aggravated the first bad injury again. which has put strain up the chain in glutes and lower back annoying my nerve injury.

Thankfully most of the nerve pain has subsided now but I'm a little bummed out to be baby the hamstring again since it took so long to resolve the first time.

I'm not sure if I explained the first time or not so I'll humor the gang again and also hope writing it out cements in my mind to stop doing it a little more.


After being a big guy for life I'm disproportionate in numbers I can push in the gym vs my gym experience, I never learnt to knee flick weights and up til now I've never had to do so, I can kinda just rock and rawdog moving the dumbbells into position for whatever I'm doing.
This was never ideal and has always put a small strain on my wrists and forearms they could do without, up until I started moving like 30's and 35's. I started dragging them more by levering my upper body back instead of being able to actually just raw lift them into place.

My trainer tried to describe how this would have pulled down the chain to til it found the weakest link and then just shat the bed.
Since the first injury I have been practicing knee flicking the weights and I haven't had any trouble until now again when I guess I must have just zoned out and resorted to the old back lever and sent everything again.

Lessons lessons lessons.

Nothing amazing to report diet wise here, Just been scrounging around the fridge, freezer and pantry and snacking on parts of my meal prep I have left over. I have kept track of it for personal knowledge but as I am not logging a workout or really attempted to balance macros I wont add it for these days. I am hoping to make a grocery store trip soon (Injury permitting) and buy some bulk basics for meal prep again for in bulk and just cruise without thinking.

Also workout wise as the inflammation allows I've just been slowly adding body weight stuff around the house, trying to do kneeling pushups (can't plank with hammy sore), body weight squats, and a variety of the early rehab mobility stuff I had to do just for flexibility and releases.

Hoping to return to the gym tonight for a very tame session, thankfully I should be okay at doing things that avoid the hamstring injury by now as I had it for a couple months previously and had to adapt my routine around it before.
Wowie brother under heavy fire from the injuries my man. Glad to hear its semi easing off and at least giving a clearer picture with whats going on. Just be carefull bro you got things in the pipline with surgery and what not so dont push to hard at the moment. You dont want bigger set back. More important to keep mobility where possible, stay as active as you safely can and keep ontop of nutrition.
 
Days 5 and 6

Misc

Nothing super ground breaking to report in terms of condition, just got the 7 day reminder for my hospital trip so expecting to become a little more stressed and have to focus harder on not crashing out diet wise leading up to the appointment.

As this flare up slowly dies down I am getting a slightly clearer picture about maybe what's happened.

The remaining pain now is in a similar location to my previous hamstring injury I was babying and I suspect I fucked up and accidentally did what I did the first time again without trying to and have shocked 1. Both hamstrings. 2. Aggravated the first bad injury again. which has put strain up the chain in glutes and lower back annoying my nerve injury.

Thankfully most of the nerve pain has subsided now but I'm a little bummed out to be baby the hamstring again since it took so long to resolve the first time.

I'm not sure if I explained the first time or not so I'll humor the gang again and also hope writing it out cements in my mind to stop doing it a little more.


After being a big guy for life I'm disproportionate in numbers I can push in the gym vs my gym experience, I never learnt to knee flick weights and up til now I've never had to do so, I can kinda just rock and rawdog moving the dumbbells into position for whatever I'm doing.
This was never ideal and has always put a small strain on my wrists and forearms they could do without, up until I started moving like 30's and 35's. I started dragging them more by levering my upper body back instead of being able to actually just raw lift them into place.

My trainer tried to describe how this would have pulled down the chain to til it found the weakest link and then just shat the bed.
Since the first injury I have been practicing knee flicking the weights and I haven't had any trouble until now again when I guess I must have just zoned out and resorted to the old back lever and sent everything again.

Lessons lessons lessons.

Nothing amazing to report diet wise here, Just been scrounging around the fridge, freezer and pantry and snacking on parts of my meal prep I have left over. I have kept track of it for personal knowledge but as I am not logging a workout or really attempted to balance macros I wont add it for these days. I am hoping to make a grocery store trip soon (Injury permitting) and buy some bulk basics for meal prep again for in bulk and just cruise without thinking.

Also workout wise as the inflammation allows I've just been slowly adding body weight stuff around the house, trying to do kneeling pushups (can't plank with hammy sore), body weight squats, and a variety of the early rehab mobility stuff I had to do just for flexibility and releases.

Hoping to return to the gym tonight for a very tame session, thankfully I should be okay at doing things that avoid the hamstring injury by now as I had it for a couple months previously and had to adapt my routine around it before.
not good you have a lot of injuries, are you able to control any of them without pain killers? @2G2B
 
Misc Update (days 7-11)

Decided to take the latest injury a little more seriously and just cruise and rest until I had a clearer picture of what was going on with it instead of risking it like I usually would.

Ended up seeing a doctor one morning after the pain getting out of bed genuinely had me immobilized in fear of having to move knowing how much it was going to hurt. Have since made alternative sleeping arrangements that have helped tremendously.

Result of seeing the doctor was initially requested a ultrasound which I had today which observed nothing of interest, which is kind of a blessing and a curse. The injury being nothing major enough to be obvious on an ultrasound is good news, but also it not being visible at all means I have to wait and if it doesn't resolve after some more time they'll request an MRI but until then I just have muscle relaxants and rest prescribed.

Still attempting to get some mild stimulus in around the house until travel too and from the gym is not as painful and I have a small plan readied of movements or machines I can use that wont engage the injury from last time.

Actual log update though being for the time being given circumstances changing I have resolved to do a weekly style update instead of daily updates until I am in a position to be tweaking and grinding numbers and dialing things in between workouts when for now I guess prehab for the discectomy and nursing my hamstring until resolved will be kinda boring and just whatever I can manage without pushing myself.

I have come up with a boiler plate budget/diet plan going forward too that'll be included in the first weekly update this coming Sunday though.

See you all Sunday unless anything newsworthy happens in the meantime :)
 
Misc Update (days 7-11)

Decided to take the latest injury a little more seriously and just cruise and rest until I had a clearer picture of what was going on with it instead of risking it like I usually would.

Ended up seeing a doctor one morning after the pain getting out of bed genuinely had me immobilized in fear of having to move knowing how much it was going to hurt. Have since made alternative sleeping arrangements that have helped tremendously.

Result of seeing the doctor was initially requested a ultrasound which I had today which observed nothing of interest, which is kind of a blessing and a curse. The injury being nothing major enough to be obvious on an ultrasound is good news, but also it not being visible at all means I have to wait and if it doesn't resolve after some more time they'll request an MRI but until then I just have muscle relaxants and rest prescribed.

Still attempting to get some mild stimulus in around the house until travel too and from the gym is not as painful and I have a small plan readied of movements or machines I can use that wont engage the injury from last time.

Actual log update though being for the time being given circumstances changing I have resolved to do a weekly style update instead of daily updates until I am in a position to be tweaking and grinding numbers and dialing things in between workouts when for now I guess prehab for the discectomy and nursing my hamstring until resolved will be kinda boring and just whatever I can manage without pushing myself.

I have come up with a boiler plate budget/diet plan going forward too that'll be included in the first weekly update this coming Sunday though.

See you all Sunday unless anything newsworthy happens in the meantime :)
you're not sure what the injury is at this point? and you cant train or can? @2G2B
 
you're not sure what the injury is at this point? and you cant train or can? @2G2B
No diagnosis on the hammy as of yet, ultrasound showed nothing of significance and doctor won't get report for follow up for 2-3 days in Aus but I guess they're just going to say it's very very very strained if there were no obvious tears or fluid pockets.

As of today I expect to be able to go to and from gym and since this isn't a first time injury I have a little experience in babying it and a list of workouts that shouldn't anger it just wont be as satisfyingly comprehensive of sessions.
Before today it was just super tender even trying to hobble around on it so didn't want to temp fate but still did some bodyweight work around the house when i could.
 
No diagnosis on the hammy as of yet, ultrasound showed nothing of significance and doctor won't get report for follow up for 2-3 days in Aus but I guess they're just going to say it's very very very strained if there were no obvious tears or fluid pockets.

As of today I expect to be able to go to and from gym and since this isn't a first time injury I have a little experience in babying it and a list of workouts that shouldn't anger it just wont be as satisfyingly comprehensive of sessions.
Before today it was just super tender even trying to hobble around on it so didn't want to temp fate but still did some bodyweight work around the house when i could.
you can do upper body right?
 
you can do upper body right?
One would think...
I managed this injury doing chest.

I could technically do almost any pin loaded movement, the only big risk is flexing through my lower back and or hips or moving dumbbells/plates around.

Or if it's bad enough that even limping around is making it worse I try avoid it.

Despite the immense pain when I do something that engages this injury I don't believe it to be muscular in the sense I could body weight squat right now with no issues and standing specifically on that leg instead of trying to balance my weight is actually more pleasant.

Last time this happened I could still seated hamstring curl too which is even stranger to me.

Just a weird injury that really doesn't like me pulling down the posterior chain in any way (? I think?)
 
One would think...
I managed this injury doing chest.

I could technically do almost any pin loaded movement, the only big risk is flexing through my lower back and or hips or moving dumbbells/plates around.

Or if it's bad enough that even limping around is making it worse I try avoid it.

Despite the immense pain when I do something that engages this injury I don't believe it to be muscular in the sense I could body weight squat right now with no issues and standing specifically on that leg instead of trying to balance my weight is actually more pleasant.

Last time this happened I could still seated hamstring curl too which is even stranger to me.

Just a weird injury that really doesn't like me pulling down the posterior chain in any way (? I think?)
I think you're probably better off doing a deload 1 week and getting this checked closely @2G2B
 
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