Live's too short. Plus I'm old n sh*t.
Example: new 'buddy' using the phrase 'alcohol dependent' instead of 'alcoholic' or 'piss head'. Asks to train. So I say meet me there at 9.30am. Arrives at 1130am with a faceful of dried blood. Chatting away about how he was beaten up (probably more likely to have fallen over etc) and I say 'you're two hours late... go wash that crap off your face and I ain't got time' etc (he'd been told I had to record a show with stevesmi at 1200/noon). Wayyy too many excuses.
When it comes to banging chicks etc I've fucked up as much as anyone from being a greedy SOB. Literally making girls cry from being a dick. a MAN owns his sh&t. Learns from it and doesn't pass it on to others. Or in this case PEDS 'are to blame'. We KNOW how we're gonna feel on them (stevemsi and I etc have fkin told you). If you're that out of control stop using them