1. No I don't want kids
2. I don't really want to live past 60.
3. Gyno is the only thing out of the side effects I am worried about, I have made lots of money from youtube so money isn't an issue. (I am also worried I would forever ruin my test production but from what I have seen I can avoid if its
only one 
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4. Not planning to broadcast to people that I'm going to be blasting but even if they found out I don't really care. I don't really have many friends or family regardless. Also based on the fact many people believe movie stars are natural I don't think its impossible to larp.
Yes that's why I am asking, when you bring up pro body builders it seems the amount of mass they obtain is not possible being natural period. If I blast to a point of my natural limit isn't it feasible to not lose all of it? If you are 100% sure without a doubt I will be at the same point as I started then I won't do it, but from everything I'm seeing its quite possible. And no I haven't felt disrespected by anyone here I know I'm a retarded kid at the end of the day but still wanna look better in quicker succession.
Too young because I don't know what I'm doing or too young because I will be more likely to destroy my body younger vs older?