Hi there!
I'm new around here, so I guess I'll introduce myself.
The basics & the backstory... 37, F. Mum of 5. 4 of whom are biological kiddos and one bonus adopted kiddo. Kids are between 3-14 yo. I live on a farm with the kids, my dog, our ex-barn cats who are now living it up as house cats, chickens, goats, and my horses. As well as all this I also manage to hold down a part time role as an accountant, go me.
Not sure where to start, so I guess I'll go back to where this started. About 8 months ago, around July 2025, I decided I was just not happy with my body or the way things were going. I was tired, grumpy, and on the verge of going back to an old substance abuse problem from my past. I was miserable, drinking 5-6 coffees a day, but even though I was exhausted all the time I wasn't sleeping properly either. It was all a bit of a vicious cycle. I weighed around 78kg, and on my 5'3 frame it showed.
I started off pretty small, I just made a couple of changes that I thought I could commit to for longer than 2-3 weeks. I cut out unnecessary sugar - so for example, I stopped having 1-2 teaspoons of sugar in coffee, and I swapped full-sugar soft drinks for water and sugar free versions - I also made a commitment to my gorgeous pooch to make sure she got the enrichment that she needed by taking her for a walk as many afternoons a week as I could.
This was great, and from July-November 2025 I lost about 6 kgs, slowly but steadily. In November, I had the courage to walk into a Pilates studio and really start to focus on just showing up for myself. I went from 1, to 2, to now 5-7 classes a week (and lost another 8kg along the way, bringing my total weight loss to 14kg since last July). The thing I love about the studio I attend is that they don't just teach Pilates, they also have fusion classes, and in January I worked up the courage to finally attend one. First it was a barre/pilates class which felt like it was just 500 squats and some toe taps. Then I went to a Powerhouse class, which is Pilates and cardio boxing, and then i finally worked up the courage to attend one of their Lift classes, which is a combination of reformer Pilates moves that are more like what you'd see in a gym (lunges, split squats, planks, glute bridges, single leg glute bridges, etc, using multiple heavy springs to create more resistance) and light barbells and dumbells - at the time the heaviest dumbells in the studio were 5kg and the heaviest barbell was about 8. Now, as we've all gotten stronger, the studio has gone and gotten us heavier weights - our heaviest dumbells are now 8kg each and the heaviest barbells are 12kg, which is great considering the environment, but also still limiting.
This class woke something up in me and i've found out that I actually really love lifting weights. I bought myself a barbell and weight plates to use at home, and I have done so quite a few times, but having a small kid in the house makes this really hard because he wants to try and do what I'm doing and I can just see that becoming a bloody disaster.
So i have decided to join a gym that has opened up near me. I don't really know what I'm doing and I'm sure some of the equipment will be super intimidating at first but that's okay - there's always youtube if there's no staff in the gym, and i think they give you a couple of PT sessions and they run group classes there too, although I dont know what the group classes consist of as yet. I thought this log might be a good way to keep myself accountable once I start going which I'm hoping to maybe be able to start this weekend if things go to plan.
I also hit a bit of a wall with my weight loss about 2 months ago, and since then I havent lost much if anything at all. I did also lose my 100 year old grandfather which may have played a part but in my annoyance I started to research and I started learning about peptides.
I started off on a stack of sermorelin, ghk-cu and bpc157. Unfortunately the sermorelin hasnt worked the way I had hoped it would and I think thats due to the way it can cause blood sugar spikes, which paired with the cortisol levels of a mum with 5 kids isnt going to help much with being able to let go of fat.
Current stats
5'3 (this isnt about to change any time soon, haha)
64kgs
BF is sitting at about 24% but i am not sure how accurate my scale is, so I'm keen to use the scanner at the gym!
Current stack
BPC-157 250mcg
GHK-Cu 2mg
(and I'm waiting on a delivery of some Retatrutide 10mg). I'm also about to run out of BPC and GHK so I might be looking for a new supplier if any vendors on here are looking for loggers.
Goals
Short term:
Get over this hurdle
Get started at the gym
Continue working on better sleep habits. It's 12:20am and I'm not in bed, but it's Friday, so shh.
Remember to drink more water (I have ADHD so remembering to eat can be hard, let alone remembering to drink water - but i do find that if i set myself up for the day at work with a drink bottle I do much better than if I don't).
Long term:
Id love to get back to 55kg, but in saying that, when I was 55kg i didnt have any muscle, and considering that muscle is more dense than fat I might find I'm happier with where I'm at before I get there if you catch my drift.
I don't know what else to say for now, except that I'm excited to have something to keep me a little bit more accountable!
I'm new around here, so I guess I'll introduce myself.
The basics & the backstory... 37, F. Mum of 5. 4 of whom are biological kiddos and one bonus adopted kiddo. Kids are between 3-14 yo. I live on a farm with the kids, my dog, our ex-barn cats who are now living it up as house cats, chickens, goats, and my horses. As well as all this I also manage to hold down a part time role as an accountant, go me.
Not sure where to start, so I guess I'll go back to where this started. About 8 months ago, around July 2025, I decided I was just not happy with my body or the way things were going. I was tired, grumpy, and on the verge of going back to an old substance abuse problem from my past. I was miserable, drinking 5-6 coffees a day, but even though I was exhausted all the time I wasn't sleeping properly either. It was all a bit of a vicious cycle. I weighed around 78kg, and on my 5'3 frame it showed.
I started off pretty small, I just made a couple of changes that I thought I could commit to for longer than 2-3 weeks. I cut out unnecessary sugar - so for example, I stopped having 1-2 teaspoons of sugar in coffee, and I swapped full-sugar soft drinks for water and sugar free versions - I also made a commitment to my gorgeous pooch to make sure she got the enrichment that she needed by taking her for a walk as many afternoons a week as I could.
This was great, and from July-November 2025 I lost about 6 kgs, slowly but steadily. In November, I had the courage to walk into a Pilates studio and really start to focus on just showing up for myself. I went from 1, to 2, to now 5-7 classes a week (and lost another 8kg along the way, bringing my total weight loss to 14kg since last July). The thing I love about the studio I attend is that they don't just teach Pilates, they also have fusion classes, and in January I worked up the courage to finally attend one. First it was a barre/pilates class which felt like it was just 500 squats and some toe taps. Then I went to a Powerhouse class, which is Pilates and cardio boxing, and then i finally worked up the courage to attend one of their Lift classes, which is a combination of reformer Pilates moves that are more like what you'd see in a gym (lunges, split squats, planks, glute bridges, single leg glute bridges, etc, using multiple heavy springs to create more resistance) and light barbells and dumbells - at the time the heaviest dumbells in the studio were 5kg and the heaviest barbell was about 8. Now, as we've all gotten stronger, the studio has gone and gotten us heavier weights - our heaviest dumbells are now 8kg each and the heaviest barbells are 12kg, which is great considering the environment, but also still limiting.
This class woke something up in me and i've found out that I actually really love lifting weights. I bought myself a barbell and weight plates to use at home, and I have done so quite a few times, but having a small kid in the house makes this really hard because he wants to try and do what I'm doing and I can just see that becoming a bloody disaster.
So i have decided to join a gym that has opened up near me. I don't really know what I'm doing and I'm sure some of the equipment will be super intimidating at first but that's okay - there's always youtube if there's no staff in the gym, and i think they give you a couple of PT sessions and they run group classes there too, although I dont know what the group classes consist of as yet. I thought this log might be a good way to keep myself accountable once I start going which I'm hoping to maybe be able to start this weekend if things go to plan.
I also hit a bit of a wall with my weight loss about 2 months ago, and since then I havent lost much if anything at all. I did also lose my 100 year old grandfather which may have played a part but in my annoyance I started to research and I started learning about peptides.
I started off on a stack of sermorelin, ghk-cu and bpc157. Unfortunately the sermorelin hasnt worked the way I had hoped it would and I think thats due to the way it can cause blood sugar spikes, which paired with the cortisol levels of a mum with 5 kids isnt going to help much with being able to let go of fat.
Current stats
5'3 (this isnt about to change any time soon, haha)
64kgs
BF is sitting at about 24% but i am not sure how accurate my scale is, so I'm keen to use the scanner at the gym!
Current stack
BPC-157 250mcg
GHK-Cu 2mg
(and I'm waiting on a delivery of some Retatrutide 10mg). I'm also about to run out of BPC and GHK so I might be looking for a new supplier if any vendors on here are looking for loggers.
Goals
Short term:
Get over this hurdle
Get started at the gym
Continue working on better sleep habits. It's 12:20am and I'm not in bed, but it's Friday, so shh.
Remember to drink more water (I have ADHD so remembering to eat can be hard, let alone remembering to drink water - but i do find that if i set myself up for the day at work with a drink bottle I do much better than if I don't).
Long term:
Id love to get back to 55kg, but in saying that, when I was 55kg i didnt have any muscle, and considering that muscle is more dense than fat I might find I'm happier with where I'm at before I get there if you catch my drift.
I don't know what else to say for now, except that I'm excited to have something to keep me a little bit more accountable!
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