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GXY4742

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I had my last injection last week. I am about to start my pct. Not sure if it is the test or I am just having a really bad depression. I finish with my girlfriend just before I started the cycle, like 10 weeks ago, I felt little to no pain because it was a short relationship,and I am 30 so I have some experience . After the cycle, 10 weeks later, I suddenly can't stop thinking about her. She is in my head day and night. If it is the steroids, it should go away pretty soon right? any insight?. I didn't feel like this since I was a teenager. I talked to her today and I told her how I feel, I had to see her couldn't stop myself. I feel like I get anxiety. So guys, do you think this is the steroids effect or she is the one?
 
It's the juice bro. Things can get pretty dark coming off. Just gotta wait it out. I'm prone to this so I know exactly what you're saying. Watch the temper brother !!!
 
bro your test levels dropped, estrogen increased....you need to do a PCT asap and add a test booster like hcgenerate ASAP to get your natty back up....high estrogen makes you like a chick bro....
 
You should have done an hcg blast and a proper pct. I get sad because I'm not on gear but not depressed about life or anything.
 
But I'm assuming you did no AI on cycle either so its the super high estrogen in your body. You will probably feel better in a month. But you still need to pct
 
Depression is a symptom of low test, so I would guess that coming off your cycle your natural test levels are really low. Boost your PCT immediately to try and get your natural test levels back to normal as soon as possible. Maybe you have low test naturally and if that is the case you should get tested and ask about TRT. Depression is a hard demon to beat so take care of yourself.
 
Anytime I was on the rebound and feeling shitty after a relationship, I just looked for a couple of fat chicks to bang. It always brought me out of my funk and put me back on track ... I'm just sayin.
 
Wacoach said:
Anytime I was on the rebound and feeling shitty after a relationship, I just looked for a couple of fat chicks to bang. It always brought me out of my funk and put me back on track ... I'm just sayin.
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Agree with everything but the fat chick part haha. Get out there and fuck something. Oh and wrap it up
 
Steroids don't make you think about your ex girlfriend lol. You just miss her bro.
But you may not be recovering properly if you feel lethargic and just generally depressed.

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This happens to some guys, but it's never happened to me. It sounds like steroids, or coming off steroids considerably affect your mood and wellbeing
 
Makes me feel better

steve dallas said:
It's the juice bro. Things can get pretty dark coming off. Just gotta wait it out. I'm prone to this so I know exactly what you're saying. Watch the temper brother !!!
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Thanks bro, convensing myself that is just the steroids side effect, I can easily just blame it at the steroids and not the world. I just have to say "fucking steroids" and forget about her.
 
Thanks bro. I feel like a little bitch. I just started my PCT, I feel better today specially that everybody agrees that is the juice. I will just blame it on the juice, and forget about her.
 
Thanks. I can deal with depression. Specially now that I know is the juice. Because I roght it would happend afew weeks after the cycle, I had by doubts it was juice. But most agree that is just the juice. Thanks
 
It will pass man. It hit me pretty hard for a couple days coming off sucks dick...your superman for 10-12 weeks and now suddenly your just regular ass Clark Kent. Just stay focused and start planning that next cycle!! alwasy gets me happy
 
Lol, I will find me a couple of fat chicks. That should be not problem. How fat do they need to be in order to put me back on track soon? lol
 
Bloods for sure, then considering something like HcGen ES.. That really gets things going
 
gymrat827 said:
do bloods, but its also the serms doing it to you.


you did run clomid/nolva, correct???
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yes, I just started last night. I will be taking 100mg of clomid and 20mg of nolva for the first week. then I will reduce the dose of clomid for the following weeks. How can I go to the doctor and ask for a blood work? what excuse do I use?
 
yeah, hit up some hcgenerate ES and the fatter the better. get urself a couple 200, 250 lbs and have at it, coach is right, even the chubby ones need luvin to bra, haha.
 
ski1717 said:
yeah, hit up some hcgenerate ES and the fatter the better. get urself a couple 200, 250 lbs and have at it, coach is right, even the chubby ones need luvin to bra, haha.
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I will get the HcGenerate ES today. I feel a little better that I know for sure is the juice. My anxiety to see her is gone because I know she is not all that, is just the hormone unbalance telling me that. The chubby ones are the best. I wanna keep some chubby ones on my diet.hahha
 
good man, that ES hcgenerate get ya going again. Saturday nights are always specifically for the chubby ones, haha
 
Update on my depression. I posted a month ago the post below. My depression is almost gone. I still have some bad days, however, I lost every single pound that I gained during cycle. I couldn't eat during the depression. My strength is about the same, I look smaller, way smaller, but I do look better than before the cycle. My arms and upper body are well defined (but small). So I look good without shirt, but really small with it. Can I recover my weight ones I recover my diet? it was a wasted time of my life and money?
GXY4742 said:
I had my last injection last week. I am about to start my pct. Not sure if it is the test or I am just having a really bad depression. I finish with my girlfriend just before I started the cycle, like 10 weeks ago, I felt little to no pain because it was a short relationship,and I am 30 so I have some experience . After the cycle, 10 weeks later, I suddenly can't stop thinking about her. She is in my head day and night. If it is the steroids, it should go away pretty soon right? any insight?. I didn't feel like this since I was a teenager. I talked to her today and I told her how I feel, I had to see her couldn't stop myself. I feel like I get anxiety. So guys, do you think this is the steroids effect or she is the one?
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Juice could be making it worse. The high of getting bigger could have clouded your feelings. Now the cloud is gone
 
GXY4742 said:
Update on my depression. I posted a month ago the post below. My depression is almost gone. I still have some bad days, however, I lost every single pound that I gained during cycle. I couldn't eat during the depression. My strength is about the same, I look smaller, way smaller, but I do look better than before the cycle. My arms and upper body are well defined (but small). So I look good without shirt, but really small with it. Can I recover my weight ones I recover my diet? it was a wasted time of my life and money?
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maybe run short cycles. and cycle off most of the time. so you avoid such a roller coaster.
 
GXY4742 said:
yes, I just started last night. I will be taking 100mg of clomid and 20mg of nolva for the first week. then I will reduce the dose of clomid for the following weeks. How can I go to the doctor and ask for a blood work? what excuse do I use?
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100mg of clomid will make your problem worse, and cause emotional sides. There's no reason to ever go over 50mg per day
 
Everybody acts differently to different drugs. This is preached. It could be the drugs. Or simply you playing a mental game because of coming off.
 
I don't believe in "chemical imbalance" depression so it's definitely shutdown or drug reaction IMO


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You can recover that muscle memory IMO also bro. Muscle memory is real.


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This is why my PCT's are so packed with the best shit… There's nothing worse than being an emotional wreck after you were just a savage a few weeks ago.
 
Thanks, this is what I wanted to hear. I am counting on that bro. I should be able to get my diet back on track soon and recover at least 50 percent of the wait I had. I will be happy with 10 lbs total gain. Muscle memory is real.
 
Thanks, this is what I wanted to hear. I am counting on that bro. I should be able to get my diet back on track soon and recover at least 50 percent of the wait I had. I will be happy with 10 lbs total gain. Muscle memory is real.
Shrine said:
This is why my PCT's are so packed with the best shit… There's nothing worse than being an emotional wreck after you were just a savage a few weeks ago.
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GXY4742 said:
Thanks, this is what I wanted to hear. I am counting on that bro. I should be able to get my diet back on track soon and recover at least 50 percent of the wait I had. I will be happy with 10 lbs total gain. Muscle memory is real.
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you have very realistic goals.You can easily get there.
 
Also if it's over between you and your girl, the sooner you start dating other women the better. Sitting around dwelling on her is not good at all and if she pick's up on this, she could use it to manipulate/play with your feelings/emotions. You good bro, look in the mirror and see all your hard work others wish they could have...
You can recover that muscle memory IMO also bro. Muscle memory is real.
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<---I couldn't agree more with this!
 
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