Because i want to reach my genetic potential as fast as possible - i want nice muscles. When i was 12 years old, i was with overweight, which means i had low testosterone. I had no facial hair, no deep voice, my face looked like as kid face. When i became 16 years old, i decided to start taining. In less than 3 months i melted almost all the unwanted fat. Then i saw drastic changes - bigger penis, much more facial hair, darker eyebrows, deeper voice, more strenght, more erections, longer lasting, higher cheeckbones, square jaw and etc... just things that indicate higher testosterone.
When i was 13 years old, one of my friend (14 years old) looked like big guy - deep voice, facial hair and etc... due to the high testosterone. During this period, i looked like kid compared to him. I dont know can you understand me or no, but if when i was 12 years old i didnt was overweight, now i could look very different - for example:
1. If i didnt was overweight, now i could have much bigger penis.
2. If i didnt was overweight, now i could have fully grown facial hair.
3. If i didnt was overweight, now i could have much deeper voice.
4. If i didnt was overweight, now i could not have gyno.
5. Many more similar reasons to the reasons from point 1 to point 5.
When i was 12-13-14-15 years old, i ate only "junk food" and chickens full with synthetic estrogen and synthetic growth hormone - this is why i have very, very small gyno. The gyno can be seen by people who already know i have gyno. Yes, its undetectable, but its fact i have it. I wasted aroud 4-5 years eating and playing on the PC, while other guys fucked girls and etc activities.
Alright, i melted the fat and i get masculanization, ok! But if i didnt kill my testosterone for around 4-5 years, now i could be 1000 times more masculine. I know the body is developing to 22-25 years, this is why i want to go on testosterone as fast as possible - because i want to get fully masculine.
Another reasons why i want to go on testosterone:
1. I have small amount if fat aroud the stomach and the fat dont want to disappear.
2. I want to try how it feels.
3. I want see will the small gyno disappear.
4. I want to get fully developed secobdary male sex characteristics. If i hadnt kill my testosterone for 4-5 years, now i could have fully developed secondary male sex characteristics.
5. I have strong bone mineralization (even i have no caries), but i want stronger bones and bigger bone mass.
6. Sometimes, when i think about the wasted years, im getting depressed due to the high estrogen. Yes rarely im getting higher estrogen for about 30 minutes... My testosterone was dead for about 4-5 years and now its hard to bring it back easily.
7. Sometimes for about 30 minutes im getting low testosterone symptoms.
There are and more reasons for me to go on testosterone, but they are not very important so i wont share them.
Can you understand what im trying to say? Other boys joined puberty ate the age 12-13, im joining puberty at the age 18 litteraly. I know you cant understand what i want to say, english is not my native language.
My body is not fully developed, because i had low testosterone. My body started developing when i melted the fat, because then my testosteron was increased. Now i want to inject more testosterone to speed up the developing process. The body stops developing when i reach age 22, so i must start injecting testosterone before i reach age 22.
When i say cycle, i mean 100-150mg testosteron per week. Do you really think this small dose can damage me? There are people who takes 2 grams of testosterone and nothing happens to them... I will take only 100-150. I dont think this small amount will hurt me. Im healthy, i dont some and dont drink alchohol. I have never been in hospital, and i have never been sick in my life.
WARNING: i dont have delayed puberty or something like that.
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