Ive been trying to think of how to describe the last 2 mos . Briefly.
First, I have been humbled. I know it now. It was an alarming and tough lesson to feel, physically, then mentally and emotionally. And it was awesome. Hated it at the time.
My reaction to carb cycling led to blood testing results which showed borderline type2, high liver enzymes, high percentage symptomatic of Adreneal fatigue. I got sick and it has taken me some time to get back especially mentally.
This has all been very good and Trevor helped me a lot. He is very good, patient and thorough.
Severe reaction to diet
diagnosis
consultation and strategy
I'm not going to lie. I freaked out. But now I am not. I am taking care of it. I am in full possession of the reality that I can reverse all of this.
The funny thing is that my biggest challenge is allowing myself to rest. A big one is resting maybe for several months. To just rest and take care of yourself.
I am actually in the position to work lightly and do that right now. I have been giving myself permission.
Its been like a very, very bad plane landing!! Ha!
I have been working on just feeding my body well, letting it settle back into believing all is well in the food supply. I have put on 6lbs but look surprisingly well but watery. I hate it.
Will begin more structure tomorrow. Experimented today, Sunday.
I noticed I ate too late and so had a drop just a few hours later which I did not satisfy quickly enough and so I ate too many carbs at once for me, got dizzy, ate half a chicken and ok I get it.
Execution must be atleast 90%. It will be fine. I understand better what I am dealing with and why I need to eat a certain way and I know why certain foods just work for me right now. And how I set off feeding frenzies and why.
Very empowering. A relief.
I feel like I keep coming back to this place but at deeper and deeper levels but I guess you have to go through some stuff to gain new perspective with which to overcome obstacles and advance your mission.
When I titled this Transformation Log I was thinking in such external terms.
I am back to conditioning again. I am more stable in my body.
Now I must take care of some deeper issues. If I do not I will become a statistic.
I am coming from a different place .. but I am still coming.
Through all of this, research with Nutrobal and Triple Stack is going well. Not one side effect. Just keep getting stronger and stronger little by little. No pain in my side but I am still aware of an inability to move properly in certain directions.
Not kidding. Even with the interrupt in working out my body has changed. My right leg and hip work all the time now. My healing has made amazing progress. Sarms are healing. They work.
My new Mantra. Calm, quiet, directed energy. Going Ninja.
MzJ
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Missed this place.
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I missed this place.
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Missed this place.
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Ive been trying to think of how to describe the last 2 mos . Briefly.
First, I have been humbled. I know it now. It was an alarming and tough lesson to feel, physically, then mentally and emotionally. And it was awesome. Hated it at the time.
My reaction to carb cycling led to blood testing results which showed borderline type2, high liver enzymes, high percentage symptomatic of Adreneal fatigue. I got sick and it has taken me some time to get back especially mentally.
This has all been very good and Trevor helped me a lot. He is very good, patient and thorough.
Severe reaction to diet
diagnosis
consultation and strategy
I'm not going to lie. I freaked out. But now I am not. I am taking care of it. I am in full possession of the reality that I can reverse all of this.
The funny thing is that my biggest challenge is allowing myself to rest. A big one is resting maybe for several months. To just rest and take care of yourself.
I am actually in the position to work lightly and do that right now. I have been giving myself permission.
Its been like a very, very bad plane landing!! Ha!
I have been working on just feeding my body well, letting it settle back into believing all is well in the food supply. I have put on 6lbs but look surprisingly well but watery. I hate it.
Will begin more structure tomorrow. Experimented today, Sunday.
I noticed I ate too late and so had a drop just a few hours later which I did not satisfy quickly enough and so I ate too many carbs at once for me, got dizzy, ate half a chicken and ok I get it.
Execution must be atleast 90%. It will be fine. I understand better what I am dealing with and why I need to eat a certain way and I know why certain foods just work for me right now. And how I set off feeding frenzies and why.
Very empowering. A relief.
I feel like I keep coming back to this place but at deeper and deeper levels but I guess you have to go through some stuff to gain new perspective with which to overcome obstacles and advance your mission.
When I titled this Transformation Log I was thinking in such external terms.
I am back to conditioning again. I am more stable in my body.
Now I must take care of some deeper issues. If I do not I will become a statistic.
I am coming from a different place .. but I am still coming.
Through all of this, research with Nutrobal and Triple Stack is going well. Not one side effect. Just keep getting stronger and stronger little by little. No pain in my side but I am still aware of an inability to move properly in certain directions.
Not kidding. Even with the interrupt in working out my body has changed. My right leg and hip work all the time now. My healing has made amazing progress. Sarms are healing. They work.
My new Mantra. Calm, quiet, directed energy. Going Ninja.
MzJ
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Missed this place.