Good morning Evo family.
First I'd like to thank LevButlerov for the warm welcome and suggesting that I create a log, even though I have been an (inactive) member here for many years.
This might be a little long winded, so please bare with me, or feel free to skip altogether.
Background:
38 year old male living in Australia, construction worker, started training at around 18 years of age as a slightly overweight teen. Made some nice progress and lifestyle changes, but was not consistent enough and did too much program hopping, flip flopping between wanting to be shredded or bulking up. Very average genetics both physically and with strength potential.
Got in decent shape around the age of 23 (8 pack for the first time) with weight training & boxing. Unfortunately around this time I had a life changing illness. I came down with Guillane Barre Syndrome/Transverse Myelitis. Basically after having a cold/flu virus, the immune system becomes confused and begins to attack the nerve coatings around the spinal cord & potentially any peripheral nerves from head to toe.
The way in which I was affected was from the waist down. I went from normal, to paralysed in the space of about 3 hours. Complete numbness, no bowel or bladder function, could not even stand up by myself. It was not a great day, and probably the most terrified I'd ever been in my life. I was very lucky, as some people can be affected from the neck down, being unable to breathe at all without machine assistance.
I was in hospital for 1 week, then sent off to rehabilitation to re-learn how to walk. I was wheelchair bound for about 2 months, but I really tried to push as hard as I could with physiotherapy. Upon returning home, I still still not right. Although I had regained alot of feeling back, I could only walk about 10 metres/10 yards at a time before my legs were burning from fatigue, and collapsing underneath me if I tried to walk further.
I just needed time to recover, so I spent most days sleeping and playing video games. Got into quite a bad routine, and eventually came down with major depression. I was just not getting any joy out of anything, and had very little hope for the future. I ended up seeking professional help, and they put me on a roadmap to become a normal functioning member of society again.
After about 6 months, I resumed working and took up studying to become a fitness instructor & eventually a personal trainer. My physical stamina did improve alot, although I'm probably about 80-85% of what I used to be. Still, I am much better than being wheelchair bound, and I am grateful everyday.
Weight training was difficult and frustrating, my recovery abilities were just not there. A low volume moderate full body session left me with crushing fatigue for the next 4-5 days. Leg progress was slow as the nerves were still not 100% along with balance & sensory issues. I don't know what I did, but I was just stubborn and tried to push through the fatigue as much as my body allowed, and I started to make some progress again.
I never intended to use PED's, but I started reading & researching to see if it could help my physical performance to get back to a somewhat normal level.
Cycle History
1st: 500mg Test E per week for 16 weeks, 20mg Turinabol ED the last 2 weeks (Starting BW: 80kg/176lbs Finished: 95kg/209lbs with too high bodyfat)
2nd: 250mg Test E, 250mg Primobolan. 16 weeks (More of a recomp, 90kg/198lbs to 85kg/187lbs)
Current: For the previous 12 months TRT/Low dose 80mg per week Test E
Current Stats
170cm/5'7"
77kg/169lbs
Bodyfat maybe 16% (will take photos later)
Current Diet
Not tracking macros, have been following animal based the last few years as that has seemed to help my residual physical symptoms alot. Day to day is usually Red meat, sardines, salmon, eggs, fruit around training.
Current Training
I just resumed training a few months ago after a roughly 12 month break. Between long work hours, and family members being ill, I just could not find the time or energy to train unfortunately.
I have been doing either a low volume full body or Upper/Lower split depending on my work schedule and family obligations. Just trying to beat the logbook each workout and regain some strength. I really like Jordan Peters training philosophy and all the info he gives out.
Current 1RM's:
Squat 140kg/308lbs
Bench 100kg/220lbs
Stiff leg deadlift 130kg/286lbs
Behind the neck press 60kg/132lbs
I am planning to run Lyle Mcdonalds Ultimate Diet 2.0, so I have been doing a break in period adding some higher rep sets at the end of my heavy work. The depletion workouts are brutal, so I want to acclimatise as quickly as possible.
Goals
Lower bodyfat/recomp before starting a weight gaining phase (I'm estimating it's around 16% right now, will post photos soon)
Protocols
Diet & training: Ultimate Diet 2.0 (Carb cycling & varying training setups through the week) Probably a 6-8 week run should do it.
PEDs: I'm not sure yet. Perhaps just an increased testosterone dosage of 160-250mg, maybe Retatrutide. And I was thinking of adding low dose trenbolone (50mg per week) for the first time, just for the stimulatory effects.
Since my illness, it is just really difficult for me to get amped up, setting new PR's is really difficult for me, I'm embarrassed of my numbers despite my training age and not being natural anymore. I am open to any suggestions.
Sorry if this was too bloody long winded and the incorrect format, I'll be sure to keep any further posts short and sweet. Will take some photos within the next 1-2 days so I can get a bodyfat estimate from the veterans here, as I'm sure I'm underestimating it haha.
Thanks for reading.
First I'd like to thank LevButlerov for the warm welcome and suggesting that I create a log, even though I have been an (inactive) member here for many years.
This might be a little long winded, so please bare with me, or feel free to skip altogether.
Background:
38 year old male living in Australia, construction worker, started training at around 18 years of age as a slightly overweight teen. Made some nice progress and lifestyle changes, but was not consistent enough and did too much program hopping, flip flopping between wanting to be shredded or bulking up. Very average genetics both physically and with strength potential.
Got in decent shape around the age of 23 (8 pack for the first time) with weight training & boxing. Unfortunately around this time I had a life changing illness. I came down with Guillane Barre Syndrome/Transverse Myelitis. Basically after having a cold/flu virus, the immune system becomes confused and begins to attack the nerve coatings around the spinal cord & potentially any peripheral nerves from head to toe.
The way in which I was affected was from the waist down. I went from normal, to paralysed in the space of about 3 hours. Complete numbness, no bowel or bladder function, could not even stand up by myself. It was not a great day, and probably the most terrified I'd ever been in my life. I was very lucky, as some people can be affected from the neck down, being unable to breathe at all without machine assistance.
I was in hospital for 1 week, then sent off to rehabilitation to re-learn how to walk. I was wheelchair bound for about 2 months, but I really tried to push as hard as I could with physiotherapy. Upon returning home, I still still not right. Although I had regained alot of feeling back, I could only walk about 10 metres/10 yards at a time before my legs were burning from fatigue, and collapsing underneath me if I tried to walk further.
I just needed time to recover, so I spent most days sleeping and playing video games. Got into quite a bad routine, and eventually came down with major depression. I was just not getting any joy out of anything, and had very little hope for the future. I ended up seeking professional help, and they put me on a roadmap to become a normal functioning member of society again.
After about 6 months, I resumed working and took up studying to become a fitness instructor & eventually a personal trainer. My physical stamina did improve alot, although I'm probably about 80-85% of what I used to be. Still, I am much better than being wheelchair bound, and I am grateful everyday.
Weight training was difficult and frustrating, my recovery abilities were just not there. A low volume moderate full body session left me with crushing fatigue for the next 4-5 days. Leg progress was slow as the nerves were still not 100% along with balance & sensory issues. I don't know what I did, but I was just stubborn and tried to push through the fatigue as much as my body allowed, and I started to make some progress again.
I never intended to use PED's, but I started reading & researching to see if it could help my physical performance to get back to a somewhat normal level.
Cycle History
1st: 500mg Test E per week for 16 weeks, 20mg Turinabol ED the last 2 weeks (Starting BW: 80kg/176lbs Finished: 95kg/209lbs with too high bodyfat)
2nd: 250mg Test E, 250mg Primobolan. 16 weeks (More of a recomp, 90kg/198lbs to 85kg/187lbs)
Current: For the previous 12 months TRT/Low dose 80mg per week Test E
Current Stats
170cm/5'7"
77kg/169lbs
Bodyfat maybe 16% (will take photos later)
Current Diet
Not tracking macros, have been following animal based the last few years as that has seemed to help my residual physical symptoms alot. Day to day is usually Red meat, sardines, salmon, eggs, fruit around training.
Current Training
I just resumed training a few months ago after a roughly 12 month break. Between long work hours, and family members being ill, I just could not find the time or energy to train unfortunately.
I have been doing either a low volume full body or Upper/Lower split depending on my work schedule and family obligations. Just trying to beat the logbook each workout and regain some strength. I really like Jordan Peters training philosophy and all the info he gives out.
Current 1RM's:
Squat 140kg/308lbs
Bench 100kg/220lbs
Stiff leg deadlift 130kg/286lbs
Behind the neck press 60kg/132lbs
I am planning to run Lyle Mcdonalds Ultimate Diet 2.0, so I have been doing a break in period adding some higher rep sets at the end of my heavy work. The depletion workouts are brutal, so I want to acclimatise as quickly as possible.
Goals
Lower bodyfat/recomp before starting a weight gaining phase (I'm estimating it's around 16% right now, will post photos soon)
Protocols
Diet & training: Ultimate Diet 2.0 (Carb cycling & varying training setups through the week) Probably a 6-8 week run should do it.
PEDs: I'm not sure yet. Perhaps just an increased testosterone dosage of 160-250mg, maybe Retatrutide. And I was thinking of adding low dose trenbolone (50mg per week) for the first time, just for the stimulatory effects.
Since my illness, it is just really difficult for me to get amped up, setting new PR's is really difficult for me, I'm embarrassed of my numbers despite my training age and not being natural anymore. I am open to any suggestions.
Sorry if this was too bloody long winded and the incorrect format, I'll be sure to keep any further posts short and sweet. Will take some photos within the next 1-2 days so I can get a bodyfat estimate from the veterans here, as I'm sure I'm underestimating it haha.
Thanks for reading.
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