Stats: 20 years old, 5'9, 165lbs, probably around 20-25% BF, hard to tell exactly. I am intersex and I had gyno surgery several days ago, so I can't lift for several weeks.
Training for about 1 year, PPL with some U/L days sprinkled in. A lot of benching, barbell overhead shoulder press, kelso shrugs, weighted pull-ups, preacher curls and tricep overhead extensions. for legs I do leg press, leg extension, hamstring curls, and calf raises. I try to squat but it really hurts my lower back, for some reason I have an easier time with deadlifts. some notable lifts: I bench around 205lbs as a 1RM, OHP 110x7, and do weighted pull-ups +25lbs x 6. I try to lift at least 3x a week, if I'm able to go 4-5 days a week it will look more like PPL but if I can only go 2-3 it will be more like an U/L split. In the past year my bench record has gone from 95lbs to 205bs and I've stayed the same weight.
steps: 8k-15k steps a day with an average of around 10k
Diet: It's hard to track calories because I mainly live off of my university's dining hall food. I would estimate around 2300-2800 calories a day, 150g protein, 200-250g carbs, 70-85g fat. I try to focus on protein, fiber, and vitamins but I have a lot of sweet treats too.
Goals: gain muscle, lost body fat. Focus on arms and shoulders and lats, and chest and traps and neck and forearms, hell just my whole body, but especially parts visible in a t-shirt. I want to look huge, although I have no aspirations for any sort of professional bodybuilding or powerlifting.
Cycle: currently not taking any PEDs and looking for guidance. Although again, I am intersex, so I have low testosterone (~500ng/dL) and high estrogen (~55pg/mL), which for a 20 year old man I think is abnormal. I've already had gyno surgery plus I am infertile and small-dicked anyway due to my intersex condition, so I don't see much to lose by considering steroids. Of course I don't want any health side effects, and I don't want to go bald, but I would like to become more muscular and masculine (bone-structure wise, probably too late at my age).
Supplements: I don't take any supplements besides protein shakes, which I don't think really count. I have some creatine I used to take, but since I can't lift for the next couple weeks I've stopped.
Progress pictures included, I could include a shirtless pic if y'all are OK with seeing surgical incisions. Last picture is Feb 1 2025, and other pics are around Dec 15 2025, so a bit less than a year's progress. I feel like I've done alright for myself so far, but also like I look better in pictures than I do in real life, especially with how angles and lighting can help so much.
Training for about 1 year, PPL with some U/L days sprinkled in. A lot of benching, barbell overhead shoulder press, kelso shrugs, weighted pull-ups, preacher curls and tricep overhead extensions. for legs I do leg press, leg extension, hamstring curls, and calf raises. I try to squat but it really hurts my lower back, for some reason I have an easier time with deadlifts. some notable lifts: I bench around 205lbs as a 1RM, OHP 110x7, and do weighted pull-ups +25lbs x 6. I try to lift at least 3x a week, if I'm able to go 4-5 days a week it will look more like PPL but if I can only go 2-3 it will be more like an U/L split. In the past year my bench record has gone from 95lbs to 205bs and I've stayed the same weight.
steps: 8k-15k steps a day with an average of around 10k
Diet: It's hard to track calories because I mainly live off of my university's dining hall food. I would estimate around 2300-2800 calories a day, 150g protein, 200-250g carbs, 70-85g fat. I try to focus on protein, fiber, and vitamins but I have a lot of sweet treats too.
Goals: gain muscle, lost body fat. Focus on arms and shoulders and lats, and chest and traps and neck and forearms, hell just my whole body, but especially parts visible in a t-shirt. I want to look huge, although I have no aspirations for any sort of professional bodybuilding or powerlifting.
Cycle: currently not taking any PEDs and looking for guidance. Although again, I am intersex, so I have low testosterone (~500ng/dL) and high estrogen (~55pg/mL), which for a 20 year old man I think is abnormal. I've already had gyno surgery plus I am infertile and small-dicked anyway due to my intersex condition, so I don't see much to lose by considering steroids. Of course I don't want any health side effects, and I don't want to go bald, but I would like to become more muscular and masculine (bone-structure wise, probably too late at my age).
Supplements: I don't take any supplements besides protein shakes, which I don't think really count. I have some creatine I used to take, but since I can't lift for the next couple weeks I've stopped.
Progress pictures included, I could include a shirtless pic if y'all are OK with seeing surgical incisions. Last picture is Feb 1 2025, and other pics are around Dec 15 2025, so a bit less than a year's progress. I feel like I've done alright for myself so far, but also like I look better in pictures than I do in real life, especially with how angles and lighting can help so much.
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