After the 12w mark I have been going back and forth feeling like I hadnt achieved enough in the 4 weeks prior.
It is hard when you see lifts increase and feel yourself lookign better in the mirror, to take a side by side shot over a 4 week period and see almost nothing in the camera. I had also found myself fixating on morning scale numbers and measurements and not seeing them fall as quickly as they had been at the start of my cycle and feeling generally poorly about them.
Since then I have taken a few days off the scales and have stepped back to have a think and try to assess where I am sitting at objectively.
So in 13 weeks;
- Total weight loss: 12.5kg
- Total fat loss: 13.4kg
- Total muscle gain: 3.2kg
I felt as if these numbers should have been better, but I am trying to reasonably consider what 'better' numbers would have actually looked like.
Should I have expected more than 1kg per week fat loss while putting on muscle, and should I expect more than 1kg muscle gain per month while running quite a significant deficit?
I think these are reasonable results within the time period, and considering my starting position feel that most people would be pleased at these results. I think that more than likely my starting low muscle mass, and high fat mass were just not quite improved enough to see respectable 4 week differences.
Even considering this, I have made a few changes. I have reduced my intermittent fasting schedule, not making it a big deal, and having some carbs and protein prior to when I can gym to have a more powerful session. I have added an additional 30g protein after gym, and an additional 60g caseine before bed to help support growth and strength, even if this comes at the cost of maximum fat loss.
I am not weighing an measuring body percents daily, and will leave it to every 3-4 days so that I dont fixate on daily averages, and for the same reason will report body compositions on a 12m curve rather than a mothly curve to show a smoothed average.
I want it all and I want it now, but even on these compounds it is not everything everywhere all at once.
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Dinner tonight was a pork fillet with a port wine and tarragon reduction
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