Day 13: Retatrutide Continues
chewing cancelled
Had my volunteering day on the ship yesterday but just caught the bus in and just wasn't in the mood, did 20k steps somehow still but the day before only 14k and day before that 13k. I'm struggling to remember anything about these days or why so won't try.
My watch informed me upon awakening that my sleeping heart rate has returned to normal.
I have given up on the idea of quitting caffine. I just can't do it. Couldn't even reduce it, or time restrict it. But I'm making progress with nicotine. On month six of patches now. That's supposed to be the limit of free patches from the government but since the failure rate is so high they'll wave it. They rung me up and said so, as did the pharmacist.
Wonder what other shit they've got back there I can charge to the taxpayer. So far I know you can get these nicotine replacement therapy products, over a grand a month worth at retail prices, and dick drugs - all three main ones. You just walk into the pharmacy and tell them your dick doesn't work and they give them to you then bill the government. I haven't done this yet but intend to.
This week I'm getting my medical weed script back no matter what I need to go without. It's been over a month and I just looked at my sleep stats and its clear as day what the cause is.
I've struggled with sleep my whole life and tried many methods to solve it and the only time I get into an atcual routine long enough for my circadian rhythms to recalibrate to the sun and moon is when I have both exercise and weed at night.
Starting to get more irritated for no good reason too I think. I find myself thinking something negative and realise I've been doing it for two minutes and I don't want to be like that.
If I just vape weed and don't exercise it doesn't work. If I just exercise it doesn't work. Sure it's great to not reply on medicines to sleep but that ship sailed long ago for me and I'm retarded to fuck around with this.
Well, I wasn't really trying to do that I just had to spend all my dole money on steriods for a while, but now I have relationships with three solid sources I won't need to do that as much, only to buy things form new sources to test them for Evo. You guys are gonna meet the third one very shortly
Been listening to some old podcasts about abdominal training and cutting. If you search within the podcast for abs, summer, cut, or lean
In one of these
@stevesmi says to do ONE HUNDRED SITUPS EVERY MORNING and that it doesn't take that long. Then Ricky says to do vacuums while doing situps and that you don't want your stomach sticking out.
I'll try to figure out what they mean by that and try to incorporate this. It sounds like a good plan to me. I think I'm lean enough to start taking ab training more seriously now, maybe if I can grow them a bit it'll help with the loose skin that's keeping me away from Tinder.
I queued it up to the bit:
Where is this guy now? I tried to look him up but didn't have much luck. I just wanted to say thanks and that I'm a fan of his. He bought in some topics of interest to me and had some really unique perspectives. The THC & CBD episodes were likely his idea and also has some good shit to say about dealing with the opposite sex

he's also got a cool voice and style.
The biggest thing that happened for me though was getting my retatrutide sorted, thanks to
@Life-Forge - I have been with him since the start of my first log and very glad they still want to support me and Evo and to help out with that we got rid of his old SaintSoup account and they're just
@Life-Forge now to avoid confusion.
They're in a unique position as they're an atcual NZ registered business and supplement supplier, which is an unregulated industry in NZ and most of the West. This has a bunch of advantages I'm sure you can imagine but the big one for Evo lurkers who DM me about it is you can pay them via regular channels like credit cards instead of crypto, which is too high a hurdle for many to jump in NZ.
It nearly wiped me out getting my first bottle of testosterone and I was absolutely gutted that more went to bankers and other business criminals than went to AUStarLabs who made me the shit.
So
@Life-Forge is not where you go for trenbolone but they're a solid and reputable business for peptides and ancillaries like Arimidex, Cialis, Clomid, HCG, etc.
They have tirzepatide and retatrutide and cost 30% of what others in NZ are charging. I can personally vouch for their retatrutide! Took my look from fat slob to crackhead in record time.
It works out to be like $20 a week to be on retatrutide through them. The ozempic scripts in NZ are $400 a month and that's with a small capped dose... fuck them.
They sell MK-677, BPC-157, TB500 and GHK-Cu and pretty much everything we would want in those categories.
They also get new stuff in often and just yesterday a user popped up on Evo to
make a touchdown thread with something I hadn't seen before, DSIP - Delta Sleep Inducing Peptide. I love how peptides are named.
I'll make a touchdown thread for this and lay out the whole process of reconstituting it and how to pin it for new users. I have been on it for two months and been through two 10ml bottles total but this time Life Forge sent me a big bottle of 30mg
Much appreciated and even with my upped dose of 2.5mg a week this will last three months. It's such a relief to have that sorted out. I thought I'd be forced to return to chewing.
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Pinned a whole 1mg yesterday since I missed a few pins. Tried the stomach this time as it's getting harder to grab fat on my leg:
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I have to walk into the CBD to dose on Sundays so will go to the ship and change the freezer pads but I needed to get started on the reta and bought this to cool my fridge while the pads freeze
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Guess I can put that shit in my shakes later.
Speaking of chewing, it was refeed day on the ship yesterday:
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And I made a pot of rice and ate it all over the evening insofar going to the gym
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But then got straight back on the egg-shakes, this one with a banana
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I've been tasked with trying to get the NZ sub up to Evo standards and help get us some verified vendors to buy from so we don't need to keep taking so many risks.
@LevButlerov has been a big help and is a supporter of us in NZ and wants us to succeed here too.
Has anyone bought from or in contact with
@kiwibulk ? Seems completely inactive and there's unanswered accusations of him being a scammer. If you're out there mate let's try and work this out. If you're a legit steriod source there's a place here for you but you gotta join in and go through the process.
Else I'll try get rid of all the old shit they posted, I don't want Theema IDs for scammers sitting there like a trap for new guys to fall into like I did before I found AUStarLabs and Evo.
Getting into a nice routine in the morning taking the orals from
@SWOLENZ, 25mg of Proviron and I've been doing 40mg of turinabol but going to try 20mg in the morning and take 10mg mid afternoon then 10mg again in the evening.
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Got on autopilot the ED amount needed to reach 500mg a week, 0.29ml from the AUStarLabs bottle that's 250mg/ml concentration, and whacked that into my leg without delay
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Got the new 18g point out today, still just as comical and unloving as yesterday
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I got some work done on a little project I have to make a dark curtin for the back of my van where I hold needles up to the light. I'm a bit rusty with the sewing machine but what I wanted to sew was too much for my machine so I made a trim milk instant coffee and sat down and tried the industrial singer on the ship. This has been on here since the start:
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