April 26th
- Sleep - More issues with sleep disturbances from snoring and urination. Getting the hours but not really quality sleep.
- Mood - Feeling good making decisions to make myself feel better, sometimes its hard to recognize this and keep pushing. The reality is I have no professional goals associated and this is purely for personal growth so no point pushing myself to misery.
- Fasted Weight - Wasn't able to get a fasted weight today.
- BP - 133/90
I'm making some big changes today without getting too wordy:
- Since September 2025 I started at 204 lbs and got down to 168.5 lbs and am now sitting at ~200 lbs.
- I'm tired of eating
- I'm tired of pushing in the gym
- I'm tired of feeling okay and want to feel good when my sailing trip starts on May 13th.
- I've had pretty obvious systemic inflammation the last few days that will just not go away
My new goal is going to be to maintain current gains and will titrate down calories to find that sweet spot.
Focus in the gym will be to maintain strength as long as I can but not planning on pushing much further.
Lowering gear to dosages I know I felt good at.
Adding some additional recovery peptides
Current Stack - Pinned Daily
- Test Cyp 785 mg/week --> 700mg/week
- NPP 450 mg/week --> 385mg/week
- Anavar 50mg/day
Winstrol 50mg/day --> Cut
- HGH 2 IU at bedtime
- Arimidex .25mg daily
- BPC-157 500 mcg/day
- +TB-500 2mg 2x / week
- +KPV 500mcg/day
- +GHKCU - 2mg/day
Supplements -
- Super EPA fish oil (4g) -
- LiverStabil 2x
- LipidStabil 2x
- Curcumin Phytosome
- Advanced Nutrients Multivitamin from Thorne
- TUDCA 500mg
- Digestive Enzymes - 3x a day
- Probiotics (Mary Ruth’s)
- Psyllium husk (Yerba)
Macros -
- Protein - 251g
- Fat - 80g
- Carb - 418g
- Total Cal - 3395 kcal
Workout - Pull
Have had a little muscle tightness in my back on the right side (unsure exactly what muscle but just under shoulder blade) so I took it easy today and didn't push any back work to failure.
6AM
Lat Pulldown (Cable)
Set 1: 55 lbs x 10 [Warmup]
Set 2: 100 lbs x 10 [Warmup]
Set 3: 140 lbs x 10 @ 8 rpe
Set 4: 140 lbs x 10 @ 8 rpe
Set 5: 140 lbs x 10 @ 8.5 rpe
T Bar Row
Set 1: 110 lbs x 10 @ 8 rpe
Set 2: 110 lbs x 10 @ 8.5 rpe
Set 3: 110 lbs x 10 @ 8.5 rpe
Set 4: 110 lbs x 10 @ 9 rpe
Seated Cable Row - V Grip (Cable)
Set 1: 165 lbs x 12 @ 8 rpe
Set 2: 165 lbs x 12 @ 8.5 rpe
Set 3: 165 lbs x 10 @ 8.5 rpe
Face Pull
Set 1: 57.5 lbs x 10 @ 8 rpe
Set 2: 57.5 lbs x 10 @ 8 rpe
Set 3: 57.5 lbs x 10 @ 9 rpe
Rear Delt Reverse Fly (Cable)
"Back to normal machine"
Set 1: 25 lbs x 10 @ 8.5 rpe
Set 2: 25 lbs x 8 @ 8.5 rpe
Set 3: 25 lbs x 8 @ 8.5 rpe
EZ Bar Biceps Curl
"Wrist pain on the right"
Set 1: 101 lbs x 4 @ 10 rpe [Failure]
Set 2: 81 lbs x 8 @ 10 rpe [Failure]
Preacher Curl (Dumbbell)
Set 1: 30 lbs x 10 @ 10 rpe [Failure]
Set 2: 30 lbs x 10 @ 10 rpe [Failure]