Log Update (It’s Been A While)
It’s been a little while since my last check-in. Both here and with my coach, and to say things have been hectic would be an understatement. Work has been full-on: seven-day weeks, no days off, and 14–15 hour days. It’s been an absolute grind.
Despite that, I’ve still managed to get in 3–4 sessions each week. Training has been consistent, nutrition has stayed on point, and I’ve been doing everything I can to hold the line. That said, fatigue is at an all-time high, and I can feel burnout creeping in.
I’m starting to recognise the need to set better boundaries and bring some balance back into things. It’s a tough one, there’s always more work to be done, and I know I tend to push myself hard, but it’s something that needs to be addressed.
I’ve got the next four days off, and I’m planning to use that time to properly reset, recover, and refocus. The goal is to come back sharper, more balanced, and ready to push forward again, just in a more sustainable way this time.
I’ve made a few adjustments recently based on how things have been feeling.
I’ve dropped the Reta, as food intake was becoming an issue, struggling to keep meals down, and digestion had slowed significantly, with bowel movements becoming less frequent. I’ve also dropped the Yohimbine & SLU to reset those.
I’ve also pulled the KLOW for the next two weeks to give my skin a bit of a reset.
HGH has been reduced to 2 IU before bed due to severe carpal tunnel symptoms. It got to the point where it was genuinely impacting day-to-day function, struggling to drive manual, grip a pen at work, and constant discomfort through the forearms.
Overall, just focusing on getting things back to a more manageable baseline before building back up again properly. Weight is up, but still feeling lean and vascular.
Daily Nutrition
Cals: 2733kcal
Protein: 251.3g
Carbs: 302.5g
Fat: 35g
Weight Progress
Previous Fasted Weight: 86.10KG
Current Fasted Weight: 88.70KG
Anabolics
- 450mg Raptor Labs Sust | EW
- 150mg Raptor Labs EQ | EW
- 100mg Raptor Labs NPP | EW
Orals
- 40mg Raptor Labs Telmisartan | ED
- 10mg Raptor Labs Cialis | ED
40mg SLU-PP-332 | ETD (Dropped)
5mg Yohimbine | ED (Dropped)
Peptides
- 2iu Raptor Labs HGH | ED (Reduced)
5mg/1mg/1mg/1mg KLOW | ED (Dropped)
- 5mg MOTS-C | ETD
2mg Raptor Labs Retatrutide | EW (Dropped)
- 2mg SS31 | ETD
Workout Schedule
Monday: Back Complete
Tuesday: Chest & Shoulders
Wednesday: Hammies & Biceps
Thursday: Upper & Triceps
Friday: Rest Day
Saturday: Quads & Abs
Sunday: Rest
Workout Review
Too many sessions to break down individually for this one, but I’ll add some pump photos at the end.
I’ve stayed as consistent as possible in the gym, even on the tougher days, getting in there after 10pm and still being back up for work at 5:30–6am. Not ideal, but the work’s been getting done.
The next four days are dedicated to a proper deload and reset. The focus is on recovery, tightening up execution, and really dialling in that mind-muscle connection so everything is firing exactly how it should be.
Final Ramblings
I really need to start taking my own advice and putting myself first for once. Being pulled in every direction, every day, has meant I’ve fallen off the forums and chats, which is something I genuinely enjoy.
Keeping up with logs, checking in on threads, and learning from new info is something I value a lot, and right now I’m well behind. I’ll be making a conscious effort to get back on top of it and reconnect ASAP.
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